i am you, and you are me.

I’M NOT AFRAID OF FORGIVENESS, I’LL ABSOLVE YOU OF ANYTHING.

[vuldarian]

charjude *.• white + 23 + whatever

my terrible digital diary

@iscariotie for aesthetic or whatever i suppose

[giveherswords]

Jenny Holzer, Black Book Posters, 1979

[vuldarian]

close enough welcome back April 2023

[vuldarian]

sorru to my ex if you’re reading this but this reminds me of when my ex was 4 hours away while we were on break and i genuinely would have driven that far to see him at the drop of a hat. But you simply can’t do that because it’s not reasonable to ask of another Person or yoursef!!!

[vuldarian]

close enough welcome back April 2023

[vuldarian]

im barely keeping it together im fighting these Disordered thought patterns tooth and nail i will not be the insane cluster b charlie of my past. But oh god

[vuldarian]

there’s nothing i can say that isn’t “i will drive to see you”

[vuldarian]

just left him on read becuz idek what to say to him and all he said was he will be in joplin lmfao

[vuldarian]

he’s going to be an hour away from me tomorrow

[vuldarian]

im locking back into my “i can tolerate anything i can do things a lot of people can’t because im crazy and because im insane” era because i start my second job this weekend

[vuldarian]

told my friends abt my job and complained and a bit and now I think they think this is some elaborate form of self harm for me which they already think about my love life so. L

[vuldarian]

im locking back into my “i can tolerate anything i can do things a lot of people can’t because im crazy and because im insane” era because i start my second job this weekend

[vuldarian]

friend with an abusive boyfriend just told me she has something to tell me and i said is it Atticus and she said yes and i said are You Okay and she smile grimaced and said “i have to be because what happened was not okay” i feel worried for her . Worst situation to feel like “i told you so” ever but I basically begged her to leave him

[financepigdotnet]

(violently jerking the steering wheel) my car swerves like crazy when i do this

[vuldarian]

got so caught up in having feelings for someone I forgot that im literally awesome and people like me

[vuldarian]

him included he just fumbled

[vuldarian]

got so caught up in having feelings for someone I forgot that im literally awesome and people like me

[vuldarian]

Wait im loved :((( waaaaiiit my kayla

[notahorseindisguise]

imagine six thousand people read your journal every single day . thank fuck only like 10 of you max interact with me

[vuldarian]

Hope one day i can keep my lovers pictures in a locket . Sigh