depressed, cloaked in pink glitters

— a digital diary of frustrations —

[vvizmorrison]

this is the smoke yard and the graveyard of my restless thoughts.

ugh, i finally found some space to breathe in. just wanna take a break from everything. yk, when life fvcks the hell out of you and even your daylights away—it's kind of exhausting, like you're in some point that you've reached rock bottom after gradually draining day by day. it's just that some days, your petals just withered out of the blue, making you gloomy; literally and figuratively empty.

at least here, i can shout my lungs out.

in the hand of a wizard of blaze, lies a pen in a magic biz, with a flick and a swish, it can grant your wish, creating world that are simpl

[literaryvein]

L. V., exhumed writings

[vexheart]

Dear me

[remanence-of-love]

[quotefeeling]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[vvizmorrison]

kapagod. nakakapagod.

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June 6, 2026 | 10:43 PM

been nursing this feelings these past few months alr. but i have to let this out in the open. it's suffocating being trapped in this airtight space. dyk "kumunoy?" yup, feels like i'm slowly back again to the place i once fought so hard to break free. i don't like it. i don't like being here. it's too dark and too cold and my dark sirens are too noisy it hurts. hey, it's not 2020 anymore, please. :(

hypocrite me saying there’s no such thing as a "skip" in SB19/Pablo songs. yet my biggest skips are MAPA and Puyat. not bc i dislike them. they're just two songs that resonate w/ me so badly that listening to them feels like reopening wounds i haven't figured out yet how to heal (or maybe they won't and will never heal, i just got used to them???)

i can't even get through the intros of both songs w/o feeling sick to my stomach. when i say they hurt, they HURT to the bones. it cuts too deep that it needs stitches. & it's funny bc neither of the songs is against me. they're aksheli full of love (the kind of love poets will say from the bottom of their hearts) but heck, that's what makes them harder for me to listen to bc i was free-falling.

listening to them feels like a rope tightening against your throat, esp when you failed... as a daughter & an eldest sister. i know, i know i will get though this (lagi naman) but the fact na bumalik na naman ako sa pinakailaliman? fact sheet naman oh! ('di pa ba sapat na hanggang hukay ko dadalhin 'tong scar sa paa ko na nagpapaalala sa akin na minsan na rin akong naging walang kw3nta kasi wala akong maiaambag sa pamilya? apaka na lang talaga).

but yeah. maybe one day i'll be able to play them again without falling apart. not today, though.

[vvizmorrison]

kapagod fr.

[vvizmorrison]

:(:

Sadie Veil Dominguez, inherited a house by the sea, and a life she no longer knows how to live. After losing the very person who cradled her

[vvizmorrison]

all for pinunso, my comfort ship. 💜💚

manifesting to write more au fic for them.

Paolo Duella (Pablo Nase) barely receives calls from rude and demanding customers from their hotline. Usually, people call for him and talk

"Home isn't just a place, it's the quiet clink of mugs hitting the counter, the scent of brew that fills every room, and the two people who

[vvizmorrison]

my tbr just keeps growing, lol! & i only managed to finish 4 books this month asdfghjkl

[vvizmorrison]

💐

[vvizmorrison]

🤍🩶💜🩷💚

[vvizmorrison]

random snaps!

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NamiNique

new ship unlocked! 🤭🤘🏼

stream TABI by XONARA y'all.

"move tabi, tabi..."

[vvizmorrison]

miss ko na mag-pablo-pablo rito. xD

[vvizmorrison]

just stelljun. 💛💜