Hi there, everyone! My name is Liliana Amore Wolf. It used to be Amara Wolf on my old account, but I lost the password for that one (didn't have a tumblr account under that name, so don't tag in anyone with that user), still need to edit the watermark. You can call me Lili, Liliana, or Amore if you want! My pronouns are she/her.
I'm a beginner artist and writer, and I'm planning to start posting my art soon! I mainly do reblogs right now, tho. You can ask me for art, I'll try to make it! I'm not that good yet tho, and it may be a while, so I don't charge anything.
If you have basic ideas you want to be worked out, you can ask on my other blog (@lilianaamorewolflol), or on here. I'll try to work it out for you! I can give you ideas, if you want those!
I also have an ask blog in case you want to interact with C!Liliana. It's @shethegoddessofall
I'm apart of the DSMP fandom, but I do not know alot about nor support any of the current drama surrounding the fandom. I'll also post a lot of other things.
If I do something you consider offensive, please inform me! I will edit/take down that posts/comment/etc, as there is a high chance I didn't know it would be seen as offensive
Most importantly: Enjoy! I hope to bring a smile to whoever sees my posts :D
Also check out this post: https://www.tumblr.com/wairdbrein/782806653538025472/so-the-multiverse-thing-of-my-post
I swear to god people jack off to the idea that Tommy was exiled for being annoying. He's literally a terrorist. He was exiled for terrorism.
Caps lock, cursing, and intense negative emotions below. sheep says what they actually mean š
HE COMMITTED TERRORISM. FOR FUN. THAT IS WHY HE WAS EXILED YOU BRAINDEAD FUCKING MOLLUSK.
HE PUT ALL OF HIS FRIENDS IN DANGER BY ATTACKING THE HOME OF THE DSMP'S FUCKING KING!!! HE COULD'VE STARTED A WAR! HE WAS THE VICE PRESIDENT AND HIS BEST FRIEND WAS PRESIDENT, HE PRESENTED L'MANBURG AS DANGEROUS, HE WAS IRRESPONSIBLE AND CRUEL AND HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. HE WAS EVEN GOING TO BLAME IT ON NIKI.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ACTUALLY WATCH THE FUCKING SOURCE MATERIAL OR I'LL FUCKING FIND YOU.
Being an author means rearranging twenty-six letters until they accurately portray just the right amount of information and feeling. Yes, we're all insane.
Did you know that, despite the fact that pigs are able to swim, anarchist pigs need to be saved from drowning with reblogs? Reblog to give the anarchist pig a boost up towards the surface!
From someone who lost a family pet a couple years ago (German Shepherd, 12-14 years old at time of death): You kill a pet near me, and you won't be beat to death. You will be deliberately mentally and physically tortured until you beg at the feet of every animal and never harm any animal ever again.
It's the well known and loved plot twist. The narrator said "So... I haven't been fully honest with you." But instead of the expected plot twist, it switches to an ARG.
The camera shifts, as the narrator says this. Or atleast, he had been set up as the narrator. Instead of the fun fantasy world this series has been about, it's a dark, damp cell. You can only really see a book and a pen, as well as the very scarred hand that holds it. The light is warm, only coming from one spot, but not in a comforting manner. And not like artificial sunlight either. More... uncanny. Something you're not used to.
"This isn't actually a diary." The narrator, or rather the voice, as you've decided to call him, says "This was first supposed to be a collection of memories. Then doodles. And then I started infusing my fantasies of the outside world with it." He chuckles, barely amused and more embarrassed while at the same time so quiet you could swear he was trying to hide from someone or something "And now... now you're here. I don't know if I'm going insane or that I imagined you, but I never want you to leave. Please."
Reblog this if your posts don't have expiration dates.
So that your followers know itās okay to dig through your blog and send in memes, starters, or responses to opens days, weeks, or months after theyāve been first posted.
I feel like Iām so bad at making friends in this fandom man. Every time Iām talking with someone and I feel like we could be friends, I seem to shove my foot in my mouth and say something dumb because they eventually just stop talking to me. ;-;
I mean, if you wanna make friends in the dsmp fandom, I have a couple tumblr groups I'm a part off! And there's also a discord server with a mc lore server (asmp) if you want to join that! We're very open to new people and are all quite chaotic, so I'm sure they wouldn't mind you joining!
Iām not entirely sure what conclusions or what it means exactly, but something else I noticed while making my prison video was how Dream gets up in peoples face like when talking to Tommy and yet with Techno getting close later he responds with āperson space.ā Which honestly now that I think about it, it almost seems to come as a surprise to Techno. Perhaps Techno getting close was meant to comfort Dream, who maybe seemed before like a person who likes that or at least someone who wouldnāt shy away from it, or even Techno just knowing that some closeness and maybe touch would do someone whoād been in isolation for so long some good.
I donāt know, I mean we do get to see, especially in Quackityās last visit, how he corners Dream and gets real close so perhaps itās because of that. It almost makes me curious of whether we can see a difference in how close he stands to people in conversation pre-Quackity vs post-Quackityā¦ like comparing staged finale vs real finaleā¦
Wait actually, yeah from my quick scan, if we discount Dream bouncing forward and back, and Tommy getting closer, just looking at Dreamās chosen positions where he stays and talks for a decent bit, it seems that on in general on average Dream stands further away in the finale than the staged finale. Course we could contribute this is Dream trying to intimate clingy duo which he is less worried about in the finale but stillā¦ it is interestingā¦
Unfortunately, we donāt exactly have many encounters we can use to also compare. I mean looking at prison visits pre-Quackity, with Bad and Tommy Dream does get up close and allows them to, but like for Ranboo and Sapnap they both like kinda stand back the whole time, and for Sam he tends to stay back except when heās begging Sam for something, which makes sense. In Daedalus they are stuck in a small box and Sam isnāt exactly backing against the wall to give him space so thatās hard to say. Then like I know that Dream kinda keeps his distance when talking to Sapnap post-prison vs they stand very close during dethronment even though Sapnap is pointing a bow at Dream there. But I donāt think Dream actually thought he would attack him then, something I donāt think he doubts much post-prison. And when he approaches Tommy right after jailbreak he inches closer, but thatās also likely part of his intimidation tactics. So honestly we just donāt have a lot of examples to look at to make a fair assessment. Between these two finales though Iād say it is fair to say Dream tends to stand further back from Tommy in the finale post-Quackity despite in general having a behavior post-prison of standing back when heās apprehensive and moving closer when confident and Iād hardly say heās scared of Tommy in that sceneā¦
@death-is-a-workman and @wairdbrein oops I saw your reblogs after I updated this and since they kinda bring up a similar point I figured Iād just respond to them both, so Iāll just add them here if thatās okay.
I meanā¦ itās funny how we go to the ideas of enjoy, dominate and control space and such when I feel like in general itās okay for people to not want people in their personal space. In the same way they may not want other people to touch them. I feel like thatās not only a natural human response but a very reasonable need. And part of respecting fellow human beings is not getting up into their faces especially when they ask. Sure depending on how you ask or how you refuse it can be seen as rude but I donāt think anyone sees it as being controlling or a bad thing and if they do that says more about them and how they are unwilling to stop making someone uncomfortable.
On the other side, of course we as people also sometimes crave closeness and crave touch and we might then seek it out, but it should also be with the other person willing to share that. And of course when we want it and are seeking it out versus people just doing so without our want or consent is different and changes our feelings on it. Not just because of control but because sometimes we as people might want to seek out a hug or for someone to sit next to us, but sometimes may just want space to ourselves. As a personal example, I donāt really like to be touched or people to be super close cuz I can feel claustrophobic, but I know my auntās love language is touch so I might allow her or give her a hug knowing that makes her feel loved. But thatās my choice, no one should force you to do that or participate in that if you donāt want to and I say this as someone who has in recent years come to realize this and start setting boundaries. Like in the southern US or at least my experience it is very common for there to be hugs amongst people you know just as part of greeting or saying goodbye, but you can communicate that you donāt want to participate in that because it makes you uncomfortable and that doesnāt mean you are being bad or controlling. Sure, there are people that might be offended at first but then that needs to be another conversation, and even if they are hurt by your boundary if they care about you they tend to honor it. But thatās also where tact comes into play and making sure to express your discomfort in a respectful and nice way that wonāt hurt their feelings and feel personal.
Having said that, it is common in heated situations when confronting someone to get up in their face as a form of intimidation. I mean you see it in television all the time with men about to fight sizing eachother up face to face, often highlighting their height difference. So in that sense it makes sense that Dream would get in peopleās faces and approach in certain confrontational contexts. Though again, usually that was more often a mutual thing. Typically, Dream would be up close when others were too so thatās why to me whether or not he was comfortable because he initiated it didnāt matter because in the situations I was looking and thinking about Dream isnāt shying away from people or seems uncomfortable.
And Iām not talking just pre and post-prison but what I noticed was actually a difference within the prison itself, where Dream neither seems super bothered with Tommy or Bad getting up close to him and even does so himself back. Even though Tommy had even been punching him, he doesnāt seem bothered by Tommy being in his space or at least doesnāt really comment on it like he does to Techno later. In general, he doesnāt seem to start shying away or seem as bothered by people getting close in prison unless itās Quackity or Sam getting angry. Which both make sense, staying away from active threats makes sense.
But my question or what I found interesting isnāt why he shies away or approaches before and after prison, because there are plenty of reasons why they can make sense. My point was really, why Dream shied away from Techno and even verbally remarked about personal space. Because isnāt Techno the one guy who hasnāt hurt him? And I guess, it made me wonder if it wasnāt about initiation. If it wasnāt about control, intimidation, confrontation, or avoiding active threats . But something else. If it was a trauma response from Quackity or prison in general we actually get to see Dream portray and if there are even further reasons. Perhaps Dream didnāt want anyone near him or touching him because every touch for months only brought pain. But maybe too Techno was the only person he felt like he could actually ask that of.
And while it makes sense for it to be trauma it is important to know that itās kinda inconsistent in prison and afterwards. When heās threatening Tommy heās getting closer, when heās threatening Sapnap heās moving farther away, in the finale heās all over the place as he bounces but seems to settle on a further distance more often than not than he does in staged finale. And whatās sorta strange, (which we absolutely could easily explain away), is if itās trauma why isnāt it consistent? If itās intimation and him trying to go back to how he was before prison than why does it seem like his instinct after prison is distance and to flee. If his goal is to be as intimating and controlling over the space and such heās not doing a very good jobā¦
Anywaysā¦ again this isnāt to say we couldnāt come up with many reasonable reasons for why he acts differently in these few scenes we have, but my point wasnāt really that but more how I found it interesting how not only did he more avoid Techno or didnāt often approach Techno, but how he went as far as to even communicate his discomfort. That he asked Techno is what I found interesting and how that contrasted with other scenes in prison even where people like Tommy were in his face and actively hurting him. Itās the fact that Sapnap doesnāt get close to Dream in his visit and Dream doesnāt get close to him, even when in previous disagreements they had been up in eachotherās faces. Thatās what I thought was interesting, that Dream seems fine initiating that closeness or reciprocating it even in prison, but in this situation he actually pushes Techno away, itās that bordering on hypocrisy that I noted even if we could easily explain why. And eventhough it makes perfect sense, to the point itās basically trauma headcanon bordering on actual canon at this point, I wondered if it was actually a thing that extended beyond when he was recently tortured, sure it makes sense for him to not want closeness in prison so soon after Quackity, but did that extend beyond that. And do we actually see that in canon beyond implication. Unfortunately, since we are rather limited in the scenes we have post-Quackity and post-prison it makes it hard to compare hence why I looked at the two finales since they should be at least similar contexts and maybe reveal whether this discomfort of closeness extended beyond prisonā¦
Good point, good point. I'd say yes, it's more about that he feels like Techno would listen to him if he expresses his boundaries during prison and yes, he's trying to go back to being the scary Dream he was (or acted like before) prison, but failing because āØtraumaāØ
Iām not entirely sure what conclusions or what it means exactly, but something else I noticed while making my prison video was how Dream gets up in peoples face like when talking to Tommy and yet with Techno getting close later he responds with āperson space.ā Which honestly now that I think about it, it almost seems to come as a surprise to Techno. Perhaps Techno getting close was meant to comfort Dream, who maybe seemed before like a person who likes that or at least someone who wouldnāt shy away from it, or even Techno just knowing that some closeness and maybe touch would do someone whoād been in isolation for so long some good.
I donāt know, I mean we do get to see, especially in Quackityās last visit, how he corners Dream and gets real close so perhaps itās because of that. It almost makes me curious of whether we can see a difference in how close he stands to people in conversation pre-Quackity vs post-Quackityā¦ like comparing staged finale vs real finaleā¦
It could also be because he didn't initiate it? Maybe Dream enjoys when he has control over who gets close to him and who doesn't, something often seen as bad by others, but it's actually very natural.
See, humans enjoy having control over how thing happen in their direct area. They dislike it when people do things differently in their house, yard, or general area. Maybe, since Dream is in prison and it's no longer his prison, he feels the need to control the one thing he still has some level of control over: his body and personal space. Because of this, instead of trying to dominate the space and being all up in everyone's face, he shies away from being close to people.
And also: if Dream shies away from being close to people after prison, it may just be straight up trauma. His earlier tactics of dominating someone's personal space and field of vision got him into prison, Quackity got in his face, etc, so he now doesn't want to get close to people. If he goes back to how he acted before prison to a lesser extent, he may be trying to act like he used to (you know, keep up his reputation) but partially failing for one (or more) of the previously mentioned reasons. And if he fully goes back to how he used to act, well, he feels like he has or needs control again and his previous methods worked before, so why not now?
Hello I just recently saw a thing about a bunny being raised by cats. Since I see a lot of C!Dream as a sassy cat, maybe this would be the perfect him: A very sassy bunny raised by sassy cats and will bite you if you annoy him too much.
