Football Escapism

Now you're gonna believe us❤️ Acespec Asian Canadian. Moods sponsored by football (YNWA), my dog, musicals, old movies, and SSRIs.

[princemick]

YNWA

[daeluin]

NOT ARNE MAKING ANFIELD SING JURGEN'S NAME LIKE HE DID FOR HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[cornertakenquicklyyyy]

20 ❤️

[semifinaldraw]

jude/trent as per request :)

[dominiks]

domitrent nation we are so back

[archive-deactivated]

danger duo

[immortaltale]

adidas spzl f.c

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

*hugs you from afar* you are enough. you did good today.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

*kisses your forehead from afar* tomorrow will be better.

[jordanpickford-deactivated20241]

I cannot tell you how fucking much I love this

[maqpiesfc]

inside training

[rougereds]

Everyone has a nice badge other than us. Woke nonsense 🙄

[suckmyarschkarte]

the way he looks at the shirt 🥹🤧❤️

[whispers-into-the-void]

ok but sometimes the aroace experience really is isolating. it's part of the deal. you keep seeing friends enter relationships and act weird about it around you because you don't fit into that system. you keep seeing everyone around you participating in something that you don't even want to participate in, but somehow you still feel left out and alienated from the people around you.

your mom keeps joking about "when you'll have grandkids..." but you're not sure if you'll even have kids.

and your pride stops you from telling your friends who are in relationships that you feel lonely. because pity is the last thing i want. and also, i don't think they'll understand, really.

[super-ace]

I feel this with my whole heart

[szszsz108]

He threw the hair gel away🥹🧸

[walkon-throughtherain]

Not wearing a bra in public (albeit under a leather jacket and t-shirt) feels so comfy I don't ever want to wear one again...

But I don't want to be stared at at work or get reprimanded for looking indecent😓

And to think of it, why is it always women that have to put ourselves through uncomfortable scenarios to make life easier for men? If it's really such a distraction they could shield their eyes like race horses or something🙄

[anxietyproblem]

[walkon-throughtherain]

Had a long and eventful dream (felt like 3 movies) that hinted on a former career. And some guy with an actual full name on a whiteboard that was supposedly a bit of a celebrity to dream-me said "I want to be good for you"😳

...Not sure if it's worse when you wake up and realize the people you spoke to and seemed so important were just constructs of your overactive brain, and you are a lot lonelier (and more tired) in reality.

There are also some what-ifs like what if I went to Europe instead of staying in North America after uni, would my life now be better or worse? Would I still get depressed? Would it take longer to come to terms with my identity?