I just feel sorry for you. But then I don’t. I feel sorry that you don’t know what they’re truly like, that it’s all pretty much been a big lie, it’s all based on lies. Nothing is real, it’s all a front, a projection...it’s so they can get what they want without having to work for it. They aren’t real, they just take and use and continue to do so until it runs out or they get bored. I know you’ll find out in time. You were chosen because you’re easy to manipulate, you don’t question and you don’t find things out like I did. I was wise to it in the end. Things are hidden from you which is why you think things are perfect, but I know they aren’t. You don’t know the half of things and what you project isn’t a real representation of things in your life. Funny how I know all these things when I really shouldn’t. Maybe you’ll find out, maybe you won’t but I’d rather be out of that than looking like the idiot all this time down the line and even further when everything comes out...god it would repulse me some of the things. It’s all fake. Not real. There’s no feeling there. I should know. I was the person who believed it for that long too. I’m not the bad guy, but they won’t blame themselves. You’ll find out like I did I’m sure..and if not..more fool you...you’ll carry on being made to look a fool...whilst you’re used for everything you can supply.
