dead inside

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[emotionalwords]

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

“I can’t even put it into words how much I hate myself.”

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[homisfaraway-deactivated2024022]

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

[depression-and-literature-deact]

A͓̽n͓̽d͓̽ i͓̽ d͓̽o͓̽n͓̽'t͓̽ k͓̽n͓̽o͓̽w͓̽ h͓̽o͓̽w͓̽ t͓̽o͓̽ s͓̽t͓̽o͓̽p͓̽

[sa-dnesss]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[badlydrawneverything]

[never-not-ever]

[dimly-lit-thoughts-ofa-teen-blog]

[sa-dnesss]

[saved-bybands-blog]

“My parents call me lazy. I’m not fucking lazy. I’m depressed. I’m sad. I’m anxious. And i’m dying.”

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[kero-shi-moved]

[fighting-ghosts]

[konoko]

me: i need friends

my brain: yeah i know, but you’re terrible to make friends

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