Wanderlust

I am tired of this place, I hope people changeI need time to replace what I gave awayAnd my hopes, they are high, I must keep them smallThough I try to resist I still want it all Only fools fall for you

[wanderingkauri]

[dm] @chancekauri: you're allowed to make mistakes, please be nicer to yourself. okay? you're SUCH a great girl. you'll find someone

[dm] @harlowkauri: i just feel like im not doing anything good here, im just another model...i feel empty

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: when have i ever lied to you?

elvie: well i guess you at least told someone where you were going

harlow: ......never....

harlow: im the worst fucking person

harlow: i should just leave nyc...

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

mia: if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything, i'm always here, alright?

mia: yeah it was a lot... jordan and i kinda sorta slept together again and i fell pregnant and i obviously couldn't keep that baby, it was just, not right

harlow: thanks mia...

harlow: that would really suck, im sorry

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: you're not an idiot, okay?

elvie: you should probably stay home then

elvie: maybe wait until tomorrow morning to take that walk

harlow: you dont have to lie to me

harlow: no, i need air

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

mia: oh okay, that makes sense

mia: it's always good to tell someone otherwise it can eat you up alive

mia: it's not the same but i had an abortion before chance, it was a really fucked up time in my life

harlow: yeah...itd been doing that

harlow: oh wow, i didn't know that

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: you'll probably feel better if you just get it out

elvie: where are you anyway?

elvie: on another trip?

harlow: no, ive made enough of an idiot of myself

harlow: im at home

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

mia: oh babygirl :(

mia: im so sorry, that's awful

mia: are you okay? do you need me to come over?

harlow: its whtever

harlow: it was awile go

harlow: just wanted to tell someone

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: was there something you wanted to say?

elvie: we can talk if you want

harlow: not anymmore

harlow: no

harlow: im jus gonna take a walk

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: i don't think of you in the way i'm pretty sure you're asking about, no

elvie: but your family's kinda everywhere

elvie: i'm pretty sure your brother chance has never shut the fuck up ever in his life

harlow: o ok

harlow: im sorry

harlow: i'll just...ok

harlow: bye

[wanderingkauri]

[dm] @chancekauri: harlow i love you. mia loves you. that alone shows you're loved and that just simply isnt true

[dm] @harlowkauri: i mess up everything good in my life, i cant keep someone around...im fucking lonely chance...

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

mia: wait

mia: what? babe :(

mia: when did this happen??

harlow: when i was married

harlow: its why i ran off

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: you first

elvie: even though i think i already know what you're gonna say

harlow: .....ive been drinking

harlow: doesnt mean i dont miss you when im sober

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

mia: helloooo

mia: always!

harlow: i almost had a bby once

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

elvie: harlow?

elvie: are you drunk?

harlow: pls just answer me

[wanderingkauri]

[dm] @chancekauri: "oh love you too chance yea my trip was great"

[dm] @chancekauri: what's the matter with u harlow?

[dm] @harlowkauri: i just feel like a waste of space!

[wanderingkauri]

Text >> Mia

harlow: hey soon to be sista!

harlow: wana kno a secrett?

[wanderingkauri]

Harlow >> Elvie :(

harlow: do u think about me likee everr?

harlow: cuz i do and i hate this