War, Horseman of the Apocalypse

Names War Horseman, I'm bodily 23, and mentally one of the oldest entities to exist. Other entities hit me up, I remember a lot of yall from the past, so if I seem familiar it's cuz it's me! Honestly just trying to ride out this punishment until I am granted back into my rightful status. Read the pinned post, send me a private message or an ask, or just straight up hate me. Your choice! Cover photo by @your-bigender-big-brother

[war-horseman]

ABOUT THIS BLOG AND THE ENTITY THAT RUNS IT!

Basic information:

Name: War

Birthdate: 04/17/2000

Timezone: Pacific Standard Time

Pronouns: Fluid (They/Them if unknown)

Gender(s): Bigenderfluid (Gendersylph+genderwisp)

Orientations: Aceflux, Aroflux, BiAesthetic, Greysocial, AbroAlterous

Spiritual Practice: Meditation, Charm Making, Divination

Neurodiversity: Autism Spectrum, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, OCD, PTSD

Specific Things About Me

Interests: True Crime, Paranormal, Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, Bartending, witchcraft, Steven Universe, Dark Humor, psychology, Mogai/LGBTQ+, 420 gang

Favorite Animals : Cows, Bears, Hedgehogs, cats

Favorite Drinks: Midori Sour with Grenadine, Rockstar Fruit Punch, Tequila, Milk Shakes

Favorite Foods: Seafood, Cheese, Taco Bell, Ice Cream, Yogurt

About This Blog

Content : 18+, dark humor, swearing, alcohol, cannabis, rants, alterhuman things, whatever comes to mind

@gai-and-company - I use this for edits (Icons, backgrounds, ect.), is slow and "main" blog, so if it follows you it's me

@identity-of-today - Where I might post what gender/orientations I am that day (although I am bad at doing it)

DNI - Under 18 and Pedophilic, that's it. I am open for debate on views, and love having conversations about differing views (even when I completely disagree)

BYF - I swear, joke about dark topics (including but not limited to suicide, abuse, and death), and I post whatever comes to mind. If you come to me privately or anonymously and explain why I should take something down, I will respect your wishes, and will at least tag them. I also post 18+ content, although not sexual (just like drugs and alcohol). Again, if you come to me calmly, I will tag it with a TW for you.

BTW if you come to me and state "Oh you can't joke about that, you've never experienced it", I have experienced A LOT. And I use humor to cope.

I ask that you use basic text identifiers since I am on the autism spectrum. Makes my life easier, and also I won't question you a lot.

DMs/Asks : Always open.

If you have a question about following me, just ask, I'm not gonna bite your head off. How are we going to understand things if we don't ask questions.

[war-horseman]

When someone comments on my post to "grow up" and yet I'm older than them? XD my sibling in christ calm down.

Also I said "Alphabet Mafia" because that is the best thing I heard someone call the LGBTQ+ community, and when im talking about the community, unless it is in a serious setting, that's what I call it.

And yes gender is like Pokémon cards to me (if you take this comment as serious I swear imma laugh XD).

[war-horseman]

Is this my villain ear or is this the Era where I finally pick me?

[war-horseman]

You 👏 Don't 👏 Have 👏 to 👏 have 👏 gone 👏 to 👏 war 👏 to 👏 have 👏 PTSD 👏

Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

[sadhoc]

happy disability pride month to people who experience psychosis!

people with schizophrenia

schizoaffective disorder

cluster A personality disorders

bipolar type one

depression with psychotic features

PTSD with psychotic features

postpartum psychosis

delusional disorder

unlabeled experiences with psychosis

people who choose not to consider their experiences of unreality disordered

all of us!

[war-horseman]

Me! I have Major Depression Disorder with Psychotic Features!

[we-give-pomegranates-to-people]

What if... what... what if I give you a pomegranate..?

A pomegranate...for us? Why thank you! We shall cherish it forever and ever!

[your-bigender-big-brother]

Pronouns that give me good feels:

ey/em/eirs e/em/eirs e/em/es e/im e/ir hu/hum hy/hym hey/hem

What about you? What pronouns make you feel really good?

- Your Bigender Big Brother 💙💚

[war-horseman]

I don't even know, to be honest, I mean I'm okay with the traditional ones (he/she/they) but I haven't found some that are like YES THESE ARE MINE. But here's a list of what has been sticking a little

Xe/Xem

Ve/ver

Ey/em

Hy/hym

That's kinda it right now.

[your-bigender-big-brother]

so I've been very strongly considering changing my name to angel, but part of me is still really hesitant. for one, I'm scared of what ppl might think, even though I'm not sure what that would be. idk, "his name is angel? what a self-righteous asshole." or something. although I've been trying to tell myself that who cares what some stranger thinks of me based on my name, it's not uh. working. part of it is also that I wouldn't be able to switch everywhere; my parents are super transphobic and do I'd have to keep going by my legal name at school or work. combine that with the fact that i still like my legal name, even tho it's been feeling less and less like me, and part of me wonders if this is even worth it. idk. I mostly just needed to vent I hope that's ok

Hello, anon!

A lot of people have biblically-inspired names! Angel, Jesus, Charity, Grace, Mary, John, Paul, Michael, Gabriel... It's normal to have a name like that and Angel doesn't stand out as anything weird or "self-righteous". Your name is your name, and you can choose whatever name makes you feel comfortable. I've seen all sorts of names from both cis and trans people. I don't think anyone would question your name.

I'm sorry that you can't use a new name so openly. It can be difficult when your parents are transphobic. But there will be a day when you can live on your own and not have to worry about what they have to say. It won't always be like this.

I wish you luck, anon! - 💙💚

[war-horseman]

Hey there! My name is Wyatt War Horseman. (Well decideding if I want War and Wyatt switched.) My name is derived from the Horseman of the Apocalypse. Most people just think it's a name My "creative parents" picked. (My dead name is Easter themed), so if you want a name, Use it! Like previous anonymous people have said, you can use it in your head, online, or in close groups. You do you! (Also people have a lot of different names with religious backgrounds so don't worry x))

Much love!

[war-horseman]

As someone with severe night blindness and astigmatism, LED headlights are the stupidest thing on the planet.

[iapislazuli]

idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it

[iapislazuli]

Actually forget what I said. This dream is more important than anything

[sleepycatten]

As someone who falls into 3 of these categories, I feel very called out by my own meme 😅

Alt text:

A meme image of 4 arms / hands reaching out & grabbing another hand's wrist, forming a kind of square.

Hand 1: Trans & non-binary folks

Hand 2: Bi & pan folks

Hand 3: Aro & ace folks

Hand 4: Neurodivergent folks

In the middle between them all: "Wait… doesn't everyone feel this way?"

[war-horseman]

For realsies can not stress this enough.

[probablyasocialecologist]

[war-horseman]

I can't decide who I want to lose more fr fr

[gleep-glorp-bobcat]

[war-horseman]

I'm trying to find a middle name for this human life. War Horseman seems good, but no middle name. I don't want something mundane, but the only one I seem to like is Wyatt. Help?

[your-bigender-big-brother]

Is it possible to be bigender between two genderfluid identities?

For explanation, I've identified as fluidflux (more recently genderfluid), for a few years. But it never sit well with me. I started exploring different identities, usually in the fluid area, and never felt one was completely.

Currently I use Xenic Genderfluid, but I still feel like that's only 3/4s of who I am. I feel as though I'm genderfluid with xeno identities on one half and non xeno identities on the other.

I honestly have a really hard time finding answers on Tumblr, since there isn't a simple comprehensive and organized gender (or orientation for that matter) masterlist. (On a side note, if I ever get enough spoons to handle the task, I would love to make one that's cross referenced so people can simply search for certain descriptions, and find a list that might fit).

Sorry for the long ask, my mind is buzzing, and you're a good informative blog. I hope what I asked makes sense.

~ W.H.

I believe what you are looking for is bigenderfluid. It's exactly two genders that are separately fluid. So maybe you're xenofluid as one gender and boyfluid as another, or genderfluid as one gender and demifluid as another - it can be any two fluid genders!

It's tough to find lists of genders on tumblr, or really anywhere, but I usually go on gender wikis and look at their categories. Here is the category for all genderfluid identities, or at least all that they have on the site. Other wiki sites have the same feature.

I hope that helped you in some way! /gen

- 💙💚

[war-horseman]

Yes! This is me! I always thought it was a different definition! I wonder if there is a flag already? 🤔 I'm sure I can find one. Thank you so much!

[reggieslocket]

reblog to scare the aphobes

[aropride]

happy pride to straight queer people. i love u

[aropride]

i love u transhets, i love u heterosexual aromantics & asexual heteroromantics, i love u straight nonbinary people, i love u straight polyam people, genderqueer straight people, and any other straight people who identify as queer for any reason. i love u

[socialist-microwave-laser]

thank you straight people in the kink community. y'all have hosted spaces for us when no one else will. i love you