Is That Too Weird Of A Thing To Say?

They/she/he? Idk I don’t care about my pronouns. 23 y/o certified spoonie, I’m not having too many chronic problems right now but we’ll see. I’ll be on this hellsite playing in the band while the ship goes down! Music sideblog is rockbandsrockfans.

[dmdog]

It lives in the arcade and leaves sticky little footprints on the linoleum. Naming it Gumble

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Anyone happen to know what the point is

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There's no movie scarier than the inevitable decay of everything around me unfortunately

[cosmikazie]

hey remember when people said we gotta keep talking about this and then two days passed and it just went quiet. anyways

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Going to see Backrooms with my friends and this will be the first horror movie I've ever seen in a theater and not with all the lights turned on around me lmao here's hoping I react like a normal person

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MOTHERFUCKER DIDNT HAVE SCISSORS?? DUMBASS!

[ryebreadgf]

[sunderwight]

media: we have an anti-authoritarian story for you!

me: sweet hit me with the good stuff

media: so there's this marginalized underclass of people, right?

me: okay

media: and they're like, stigmatized for something that's mostly an aspect of how they are born, or where they're from, or they're badly misunderstood, right?

me: yup, got it, I'm with ya

media: so these people are rebelling against the current social order, because it's the instrument of their suffering

me: oh good great sure

media: but also they're violent and deranged and need to be stopped

me: ...what

media: yeah they're going too far, they're trying to overthrow the system and assassinate the nice cop trying to help them and also they burned down an orphanage

me: ...why? would they burn down an orphanage??

media: extremism is bad

me: still not seeing what this has to do with their fight though???

media: also now they've shot a dog. oops they shot another dog

me: what?! why? I though their motive was to overthrow oppression??

media: yes but their suffering has also made them evil

me: ...???

media: don't worry though, the good guys will defeat them and restore the status quo

me: the status quo that's been killing people?

media: well it turns out it was only killing the kinds of awful people who burn down orphanages and shoot dogs :)

me: oh. this is actually a pro-authoritarian story, isn't it?

media: nooo of course not don't be sillyyyyyy we're super progressive look one of the cops is a black lady don't be sillyyyyyy

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I wonder if my family members put 2 and 2 together after my ARFID diagnosis and realized every time they made fun of me for tearing food up into little bits and eating really slow they were making fun of symptoms of an eating disorder lmao

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I bought shirt garters because I have several shirts that refuse to stay tucked and I can't keep re-tucking them

Do they feel cool to put on?: No. They might if not for the three dangling clips lmao

Do they feel cool to wear?: No, physically it feels like I'm wearing underwear that have somehow slipped down to mid-thigh

Do they work?: Yeah, mostly, but the shirt I'm wearing right now just happens to be really short in the back so that's not really staying tucked under my blazer lmao

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First half of the car test is going well, I changed speeds, whipped my head around in different directions, refocused my eyes a bunch, and I have made it to the nearest grocery store without incident

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I have successfully eaten a cup of ramen and an apple without the skin without incident

[pitchburgh]

i wish you could laugh react eBay listings. that's not worth $250. you fucking asshole. lmao

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It finally happened 😔 I frew up in my car

[importantcatpics]

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There are lots of dogs at my work there's pitbulls, Dobermans, there's even a Viszla, but the dog I'm most wary of at work is a standard poodle

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White grout on a tile floor is ugly in the first place and then it's also pointless. Like it's gonna turn brown anyway, just use brown or gray to start with

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I genuinely don't have any idea what my gender is these days. Like "would I be gender fluid if I was assigned male at birth" is a question people ask themselves to gauge whether they might actually be binary trans but I have no answer to that question. I've tried those gender-bending TikTok filters but I don't get any gender euphoria from the "male" one, my reaction to those is always a very strong "EW THAT LOOKS LIKE ALL MY BROTHERS." So I guess me but with traditionally masculine features and a beard and shit isn't what I want? So I guess if I'm a guy I'm like idk, a femboy? A demiboy? Femme and gay? I have no idea.