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I understand none of whats happening, im just seeing shit out of context
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i feel like so many things in my life are different, but at the same time a lot of it feels the fucking same. I still feel stuck. i still feel scared for my future and it looks more foggy than bright. i still feel like i wanna runaway even from the people i love bc even them can make me feel like an anchor pulling me down. i still feel i have no stability in my life and feel behind, like everyone is more "evolved" than me. i still feel unloved and unhappy and unappreciated. i still feel like people treat me like a kid. sometimes i still feel like people only love me because im complacent and i wonder if i even love them back, bc resentment can be so strong. i still feel like im not really living and experiencing the good things life have to offer. i still feel alone and cry alone and regulate myself alone because trying to explain feels weird and i catch myself trying to please people and say im ok not to worry anyone. i still feel like a teenager in the worst way possible. july is still the worst month. linkin park is still helping me cope (and thank god they are back, but i dont want them to be like the silver lining again). i still feel im NOT living my best life. i still wanna escape to a better reality. maybe the problem is my brain. maybe i should settle for this mediocre, underwhelming life. maybe i need to have less dreams and want less and work less. maybe i should just go with the flow. maybe i should stop trying to improve things and myself all the time. maybe i should just work at some job and have zero ambitions and zero passion for it. maybe i need to sleep for 12 hours straight and travel alone somewhere, or just go to see a movie. maybe i need to change completely. maybe i need to stop expecting things from people and stop caring so much about other people and always doing/saying things thinking about how they will react. maybe i should just live somewhere else. i dont know. but is kinda horrible that i still feel like im at the same place i was. the same house, the same room, the same life. i just want my life to be better, to be more than this. to have a more meaningful life, with more experiences. i wanna travel to places, see new things, have an adventurous, fun life. not this, not being glued to a screen all day, not a half baked relationship that feels like is going nowhere, not being stuck at this house and working my ass off but still not being able to afford more than a few concert tickets and some stuff (which is already better than before, at least). it has to be more than this, it has to be better. i cant be this person forever, like please
a lot of things get on my nerves. im constantly annoyed. and i also have a deep love of humanity and the world but everything is really annoying
Two Faced - Linkin Park
fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this
courage the cowardly dog is not cowardly because that poor dog will be facing the flayed corpse of god or some shit every episode. courage the reasonably horrified dog
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how is my soul gonna reincarnate on earth for the “human experience” and then make me long for other worlds I’m -
My tablet’s still busted, but I wanted to do somethin cute for Halloween
Click to see what these silly ghosts are up to~
in the year 2018, I can not believe
in the year 2019, i can not believe
it’s summer and i’m still gonna reblog
Gotta say, this is perfect for any time, not just halloween
Me: *minding my own business*
Will.i.am: hit it Fergie!
Me: ALL THE TIME I TURN AROUND BROTHER’S GATHER ROUND ALWAYS LOOKING AT ME UP AND DOWN LOOKING AT MY (UH) I JUST WANNA SAY IT NOW - I AINT TRYING TO ROUND UP DRAMA LITTLE MAMA I DONT WANNA TAKE YOUR MAN AND I KNOW IM COMING OFF JUST A LITTLE BIT CONCEITED AND I KEEP ON REPEATING HOW THE BOYS WANNA EAT IT BUT IM TRYIN TO TELL THAT I CANT BE TREATED LIKE CLIENTELE CUZ THEY SAY SHES DELICIOUS
Peter looks so offended:
At the peak of my 13-year-oldness, I wrote a Hunger Games fic in which a former tribute (who won, obviously) had to watch her two kids being reaped the same year, and for extra drama, the organizer made her their mentor. The fic alternated between flashbacks to her own Games with the allies she made and saw die, and the fact that eventually she would have to choose which of her kids to save (or just straight up abandon both to the arena).
So far so good right?
Except the year was 2012. It was a songfic.
And the song I chose? The chorus to Nicky Minaj’s STARSHIPS.
"Starships" being the name her group of allies was given by the viewers. "Let’s do this one more time" was unironically the saddest line in the fic.
OP where’s the link??