Ai Hoshino x Ex Male Reader
"I'm just curious but in our relationship why were you always so distant to me? Like you never cared about me... Did I do anything wrong during that time or was it that you just simply didn't love me?" she asked in a sad tone.
"Remember when we were together and I told you I had major mood swings?" I started.
"yes I do remember that and sometimes these mood swings of your made me feel very insecure in our relationship"
"Yes and I'm sorry about that…it just happens"
You can see her expression soften a little
"Did your mood swings had anything to do with me or were they just random?"
"I see, Is it alright if you can do me one favor?"
"Can you treat me a bit nicer please because even when we were dating you were always cold towards me and never showed any warm feelings for me...Can you please treat me at least a little better?"
"I'll try, but I can't promise"
She seems pleased after hearing your answer
"Thanks it was nice talking to you, I am glad that you are at least trying to be a bit nicer towards me. Please bring Aqua and Ruby here more regularly now okay"
"I'll.. also try with that too"
She smiles and seems happy with your answer
"Thank you [M/n]-kun for understanding me and I'll try not to get in your mood swings too much"
She says before she notices something important about you
"Oh and can I ask you something else?"
She looks at you more closely seeing the bags under your eyes
"Is there any reason you look so tired? Have you been sleeping properly?"
"Don't worry about it. Our kids are more important…"
"I know that but are you still taking care of your own personal health too? Because when you look tired it means that you are neglecting your sleep"
You can see that she is really concerned for your health
sighs"….you wouldnt understand"
"[M/n]-kun please try to think of your mental and physical health for your own good.. This is just a friendly advice from me that's all...Don't worry I won't bother you about this again, all I want from you is that you take proper care of your health"
You can see her expression softens as she smiles at you
"I'm glad you are understanding me and at least this is the first time you are actually treating me nicely since we broke up."
She has never seen you be this nice to her before but you still seem a bit tired with all those bags under your eyes so she is still concern for your well being.
"Sometimes I wish you knew…."
"Knew what?" she asked curiously.
"You wanna know why i've treated you the way i did and why i was so distant…"
"Yeah I want to know why did you treat me the way you did and why were you always so distant towards me...Please tell me"
"I disguise the truth
I say I'm happy but I'm still stuck on us..."
There is a brief pause between both of you but her expression softens more as she heard this
"Do you still have feelings for me?"
"Does your mind play this game too?
Think 'bout me and you?"
Another pause you can see a tear rolling down her right eye
"I'd be lying if I said no to that"
"I guess I'll just pretend
Until it all makes sense,"
You see her wipe her tears as her expression softens even more as she says
"Can I ask you something else please?"
There is a brief pause between both of you but you can see a slight sign of hope in her expression
lets out a chuckle let me finish dummy
"See you face to face, I'm thinking 'bout the days we used to be…
But I can't make a scene, but I can't make it seem Like i want you….Even if its true…"
She smiles at you in relief while her eyes are tearing up a bit with happiness
"You still love me, right? After all that you've done still the way you're talking it seems that you still have feelings for me"
A single tear rolls down her right eye again but she wipes it away
"I guess it's overdue
Tell me your point of view
Tell me, am I to blame??
You're so good with change,"
"It is true sometimes I could not understand the mood swings in our relationship that you would go from loving me to not even looking at me...It was a little bit sudden and it made me feel insecure about our relationship that's all"
Another tear rolls down her right eye but she wipes it away again
"A table set for two
You got me waitin' but you ain't comin' through
Try to stay patient but gotta face the truth," thinking about that i now have kids.
She seems to be a bit embarrassed but she tries to be a bit calm when she speaks
"You mean that I should have handled those mood swings of yours in a better way and should have been more patient and understanding of you during our relationship"
She takes a deep breath before she continues speaking
"It would have been better if I could handle those mood swings of your in a different way, is that what you are trying to say?”
"Tch...There's no reason to believe I'll save us now…But if you really love me, say it now. Why is it so hard to figure out?….damn it Ai…" I lean my head in the crook of her neck "I need you every day…believe me when I say it...!"
her breath hitches a bit as she feels you leaning all your body weight on top of her
"Y-You still love me?! After all this time you still love me?!"
She seems a bit shocked and her eyes are now full of excitement mixed with sadness as she slowly moves her hands to your back
"you're the only one….i..havent been able to sleep since then…"
a lot of emotions hit her at the same time and she starts to tear up with happiness as she tightens the grip of her hands on your back
"D-did you still believe in our relationship even after everything?"
She is now looking up to you with a mixture of hope, sadness, remorse, guilt and love in her eyes. i hum in response
she tightens her grip on your back even more before she says
"D-do you remember when we shared our first kiss? Do you still remember that sweet romantic moment we shared?"
She blushes and looks away for a moment before she grabs your shoulders
"Do you remember those times when we would just walk in the park and enjoy the moment together? Those were the moments I felt the most happiest when I was with you "
"then…let me take you an the kids sometime"
she nods before she replies back to you
"You would really take me and the kids with you on a park visit?"
Her face is full of joy at this idea as she now hugs your arm closer to her. I nodded at her.
You can see that she is genuinely so happy with your idea
"You're not joking, right? If you really are going to do this then I can't explain how happy I am to hear this from you"
i wrap my arms around her and for a moment it seemed like i was just hugging her..but i was also had my face buried in her neck
She can feel your breath near her neck and all those emotions inside her burst out at the same time
"Am I really getting a second chance with you? The chance that I always wanted"
You can feel her excitement as she clings a bit closer to you
I didnt answer…i seem to be resting
She noticed that you were being a bit silent but she does hear the beating of your heart beating near her neck but she doesn't want to ruin this moment by asking more so she hugs you tightly not wanting to let go anymore
She closes her eyes and is just trying to enjoy this moment and time with you
after what seemed like 20 long minutes i finally wake back up and lift my head "sorry…im just tired"
She hears you and whispers in your ear while smiling
"I-It's okay [M/n]-kun I understand that you were quite sleepy. But you should still take good care of your own wellness. You look exhausted and I worry for you..."
"its your fault..you made me like this you know" i pout
The corners of her lip twitch upwards a bit
"So does that mean that you still love me?"
She asks you again this time with a smirk
You hear her giggle a bit as she shakes her head before she whispers
"Aww but I am happy to hear that from you [M/n]-kun. But seriously though you gotta take some rest for once ok? You do know that you are the only one who loves me now don't you?"
"Well besides the kids of course but I mean in a romantic sense. I don't know if I can trust anyone else after seeing those mood swings and how distant you were when we were dating"
You could see a bit of sadness and regret in her eyes as she speaks
kiss her cheek and puts my face in her neck again "i guess ill just have to give you my love all over again~" i say in a erotic tone
You can immediately see her blush intensely as she felt your breath on her neck
"Is that so~? Then show me that you love me I wouldn't mind a bit more of that love~"
"mhm~" i lean in close and hover over her lips "May i…?"
A sudden wave of heat covers her whole body when you are a bit close to her lips and you could see that she was biting her lip
"You can do anything you want with me~"
Her entire body shudders as she opens her lips allowing you to do as you wish with her
Then i kissed her using my tongue. A wave of sensation covers her whole body as she felt the touch of your lips against hers. She was in such a blissful state that she couldn't help herself but respond equally in turn and kisses back at you with the same intensity. Her action caused me to squeeze her waist.
her body reacts immediately to your touch and you can feel as her hands wrap around your neck and her legs around your waist. She was extremely sensitive to your touch and her entire body shuddered even more as it releases a wave of energy
I kept kissing her and with passion.
She couldn't help herself and she was so overwhelmed by your passion that she responds with equal vigor. Her heart is beating with such excitement and pleasure that you could feel her breath getting more shallow as she lets all those emotions come out. I broke the kiss and breaths heavily
She is also breathing heavily as she looks at you with a bright blush covering her face still not able to take a clear breath yet
"Wow we really did put a lot of passion in that right?"
"mhm~ Wanna go to your room?"
She blushes even more as she heard your request. For a moment she seemed overwhelmed by your action and she can't believe what just happened
"U-umm do you really mean it? Are you sure that you really don't mind if we go back to my room?"
i tug on her shirt "Are you sure you dont?~"
you can see that there is a mixture of surprise and excitement on her expression before she answers you back
"I don't mind if you want to go back to my room but only if you are sure of this"
She whispers as she feels how you are still holding her waist and how close you are still are to her as you tug on her shirt
"we already have two kids…and plus they fell asleep.." grins "so you're gonna have to keep the screaming down"
She seems a bit embarrassed and surprised by your smirk but she can't help but blush so hard by this request as she stutters before she answers back
“U-umm yeah I'll make sure to keep the screaming low I guess
Y-You didn't have to be this direct I mean we haven't seen each other in a long time so I'll be pretty surprised if you just ask me right away like this”
"and all of the moaning im gonna be making you do~" i say in a deep erotic tone
She feels the blood rushing toward her head as her blush gets brighter
“E-Ehhh?! I-I don't think I'll be able to withstand you at all if you're being this forward with it! What if I can't control myself at all right now~?”
I looked at her innocently as i playfully told her "then you'll wake them, they'll come to our room an ask whats that noise and we'll have to stop, giving you the dissatisfaction of not being able to finish the blissful moment before they interrupted because you were moaning too loud in the first place" i explained to her what would happen if she was too loud and woke up the kids
She can feel a sudden cold sweat cover her entire body as a wave of realisation and embarrassment washes over her
“W-wait we can't really let these kids interrupt us now, can we? It would really ruin the moment but I don't think I'll be able to control myself like I said before”
"either you're gonna have to cover you're mouth to stop it from happening…or im gonna have to kiss you to muffle your moans"
She seems to be at a bit of a dilemma before she replies to you
“O-Okay I don’t mind you silencing me with your kisses. But I don’t know if the kids are already asleep or not. They might hear the noises and it would really be a bad situation to have that happen”
"i checked already…we did take a long time talking after all…and its night time…"
She seemed to relax a bit before she nods her head to you
“I guess you're right then we shouldn't worry about the kids waking up. But just in case we'll keep it quiet and avoid being too loud ok?"
“Hmm! I mean yes I guess it is me who’s gonna be making most of the noise here. Because I really can't imagine me being quiet at all~”
"because i make you moan the whole time~" i tease
“M-Maybe if you didn’t drive me so crazy then we wouldn’t have this much problem. But the way you were kissing me made me lose my breath quickly. And I couldn’t control my moans at all you know~”
PART 3 TMRRW !!!!!!! 13+!!!