this is a specific sideblog for my cod kins. i am "bell" (cod:bocw) & david "hesh" walker (cod:g) spiritually, those both are seriously me, i dont kff. doubles thin ice. ill try and not interact from anywhere but this blog, i dont want cod stuff on main LOL.
my reaction to doubles is my own responsibility and the world is too big and my heart is full or whatever so feel free to interact or even chat with me, "thin-ice" is just because i can be kneejerk irritated LOL. i wont bite if you won't.
mediamates are very encouraged to interact. fellow Ghosts folks are especially energetically welcomed, i'd love to meet some of you again. i may not be the hesh or the "bell" you remember, but all the same, i love meeting folks.
i have autism, adhd, and dissociative memory issues. i can be offputting or forget to message back but im a fun guy just bear with me here and there.
i am anti-endo and any other form of non-traumagenic plurality. im sympathetic to your experiences whatever they may be but i don't want to int with you and i think the community is consistently doing deep damage. i have absolutely no sympathy for rad-queers, proharm paras, pro/comship, tcc, and their ilk. zionists all of you kill yourselves now.
(i block freely even outside of this group!! if ive blocked you, don't take it personally. it literally could have just been because i was hungry and mad about it when i scrolled past a post man im ridiculous GHEGHA)
im into CoD, obviously, but also mcr, comic books, the fallout franchise, supernatural, lucifer, music in general tbh.
blah blah. feel free to drop an ask, message, what have you. brand shiny new blog just for the stupid gun propaganda games. what the hell sure
sometimes it's just like yeah i'm doubled over in bed four hours before i have to get up and im sick near physically and my chest aches because im thinking about someone i used to know but will never know again and i just gotta be ok with that because they're a Guy From a Show and i am also A Guy from A Show like what do i do about that. i have class in 4 hours im gonna go cut myself a slice of cake and fall asleep watching the Funny Bit Show I am In
shoutout 2 my fallout 4 save. haven't touched it since it started having this horrible visual glitch where i saw the light of god in the sky in perfect cubes and started getting migraines just going on walks but i was on to , Something....
right across from my usual sitting spot in the hall at my school there's a giant bright red door and my irl buddy hasn't committed to watching cw enough to get why my side eyeing it , amuses me a bit ..
right across from my usual sitting spot in the hall at my school there's a giant bright red door and my irl buddy hasn't committed to watching cw enough to get why my side eyeing it , amuses me a bit ..
they're setting me loose in laser tag again i lock in too much for the 8year olds i play against i need to calm down im a grown man in a plaster wall blacklight alien arena
they're setting me loose in laser tag again i lock in too much for the 8year olds i play against i need to calm down im a grown man in a plaster wall blacklight alien arena
went out && saw 1 guy with a bald head and a beard and a grey long sleeve shirt so i don't really know if it was just me but i swear he was identical to, M well say his name is For fear of fandom people finding me again like they found my intro. idk go with me. anyway this guy immediately went up to sing Green Day on the ,karaoke stage and his voice sounded like he smoked 3 packs a day so it was Really jarring. the mental image i can't get out of my head is absurd
