i hate that iâm so absent as a person. i donât start conversations. i can barely maintain them. iâm so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i canât even keep up small talk and iâm just so disappointed in myself
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i hate that iâm so absent as a person. i donât start conversations. i can barely maintain them. iâm so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i canât even keep up small talk and iâm just so disappointed in myself
âThe heart turns to poetry what the mind canât understand.â
â Juansen Dizon
âAnd now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.â
-The little prince
Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls
âGetting over it doesnât mean forgetting it. It just means reducing the pain to a tolerable level, a level that doesnât destroy you.â
â Kevin Brooks
â[Dionysos]. Swoony type, long hair, bedroom eyes, cheeks like wine.â
â Euripides, Bakkhai (tr. by Anne Carson)
âIt is lonely when youâre among people, too.â - Antoine de Saint ExupĂŠry, The Little Prince
via @the-book-diaries
âTo know what a person has done, and to know who a person is, are very different things.â
â Hannah Kent, Burial Rites
âI have this strange feeling that Iâm not myself anymore. Itâs hard to put into words, but I guess itâs like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.â
â Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart (via macadameia)
âdeath isnât the only way to lose someone you love. i lost my closest friends when i graduated high school. i lost my friends when they moved away to foreign countries. i lost my friends to misunderstanding and conflicts. i lost the boys i once loved to prettier girls. i lost faith in love with broken relationships and broken hearts. i lost my innocence to the cigarettes i smoked under peer pressure. i lost myself last summer to stupid drunken mistakes. i lost so much in the past year yet youâve only asked me if i am okay when i lost someone to death .death isnât the only way to lose someone you love.â
â Â death isnât the only way to lose someone/nikitaguptaa
âI donât want to fall in love anymore, I feel like Iâm constantly repeating myself; telling people my favourite songs, showing them my favourite movies and TV shows, my favourite colour, places I like to visit, just everything. And Iâm tired of repeating myself, I donât have the energy anymore. I want someone who already knows that a particular song is my favourite because it makes me cry happy tears, I want someone who knows that this movie is my favourite, because one of my earliest memories was watching it as a kid, when we were still a family. I donât want to give people parts of me only for them to become a stranger again, Itâs not fair. Iâm tiredâ
â blue-eyes-xo (via wnq-writers)
âI think you still love me, but we canât escape the fact that Iâm not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So Iâm not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. Iâm not angry, either. I should be, but Iâm not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.â
â Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun (via feellng)
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Listen, if youâre going to leave, thatâs fine. and I know you promised you wouldnât seven months ago while I was crying into your neck but I also know that sometimes it rains even when itâs not supposed to and sometimes boys kiss girls they shouldnât and we tear flowers out of the ground just to watch them die and things change, so I understand if youâre done, but please, when youâre packing all your old sweaters and books, donât forget to take all your three AM phone calls, and photographs where weâre smiling so wide it looks like weâve never known that feeling in the pit of your stomach when someone screams âI donât love you anymore.â Take back every kiss, every night you fell asleep next to me, every poem I wrote you, every song you sang to me, every âI love you more fight,â every shock I felt in my skin when you brushed against me. I was never scared of ghosts until you left but now I see you everywhere and god if youâre going to kill me please just do it quickly because I see you in everything and itâs making it hard to breathe
I wonât say I miss you but I think my mother knows anyway (via extrasad)
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i understand that you love them very much but right now you need to love yourself more you need to heal
reyhan vega (via pardiswrites)
This is an apology letter to the both of us for how long it took me to let things go. It was not my intention to make such a production of the emptiness between us.
Buddy Wakefield, Hurling Crowbirds at Mockingbars (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)
It is better to be alone than to be with someone who canât see who you are.
E. Lockhart (via quotemadness)
Took me too long to realize this
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