i feel it in my bones

"Show me a hero and I'll write you a tragedy." - F. Scott Fitzgerald Sebastian Smythe | 18 | Gay | Senior at McKinley | Originally from France | Brother to Darren and Jacob | Your Next Wet Dream

[shelbydcorcoran]

Best day I’ve had in a long time. Got some Christmas presents, hung out with my main man and… I didn’t die!

[westside-bastian]

Not dying is always a good thing. Why is everyone Christmas shopping already? Christmas is in...shit. Christmas is in 12 days.

[harharharleyrose-blog]

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Thank you, Tumblr, for making the sidebar ad something scary just in time for bed. Definitely not amused.

[westside-bastian]

What was it?

[evansjaden]

Got suspended for the rest of the week for no good reason except that the school system sucks. At least this means I get to stay home, eat cereal and play video games till work calls.

[westside-bastian]

How did you manage to get suspended this time?

[carlislesdeardaughterinlawbella]

Watching Elf and wrapping some Christmas presents, to make it all perfect is that I need a big mug of hot coco.

[westside-bastian]

That sounds really...festive. I've never seen Elf.

[damnitlevi]

My fire alarm won’t stop going off. Smoke is everywhere. I think I broke the microwave. I’m never baking again.

[westside-bastian]

You don't bake in the microwave, idiot.

[quititdylan-blog]

You know you’re a softy when you get emotional while watching MasterChef Junior. Nobody wants to send you lil chillens home.

On an entirely new note; I’m back. But like, for really real this time. Which means that I’ve finally climbed out of my ass.

Hello.

[westside-bastian]

Hey, Hummel. Is Masterchef Junior the one with Gordon Ramsay?

[charmingpuck-blog]

Is Mrs. Shue really starting Glee club off with some sort of lesson? She totally paired me up for a duet with that dorky Matthew kid and part of me think it’s because I finally secured a dumpster for him. I guess it’s better than reading a series of pamphlets.

[westside-bastian]

Why are you even in Glee club? Do you sing?

[westside-bastian]

JUST DANCE | Kurtbastian

[westside-bastian]

Who: Kurt Hummel and Sebastian Smythe

When: Dec. 5, night time

Where: Gay bar in Columbus

What: Sebastian takes Kurt to a gay bar for the first time.

Kurt Hummel

If eyes could ever get workouts, Kurt’s was getting a serious one from all of the eye rolling he had been doing with Sebastian and his comments. ” In your world, maybe. In my world, it’s always polite to pick up someone at the time you say you were going to.”, he replied. ” If you say so.”, he said as he turned to look out the window at the passing shops and trees, trying to hide his smile from the other boy as he thought about his laugh from a moment ago.

Kurt only nodded his head in agreement at Sebastian’s comment about Columbus being far. The only noise that filled the car was the music and the light tapping of Kurt’s hand against his leg as he tapped along with the beat. He pretended not to hear the other boy’s question for he didn’t want to admit the real reason for agreeing. He wanted to prove that he wasn’t as boring as Sebastian thought and said he was. He turned to the other boy. ” To get out of the house.”, he lied, he appreciated having the house to himself more since the accident. ” Shawn and Dylan are out doing their own thing and my dad had to work late tonight at his shop, I figured ‘why not’. I haven’t really hung out with anyone since the accident so..yeah.”

Sebastian Smythe

Sebastian shrugged and turned the music up louder. "I'm not about being polite, Kurt. That should have been your first impression when you met me. I'm not polite." Sebastian smirked at that, licking his lips and shrugging. He focused on the road for a while, looking over at Kurt when he could to make sure the other boy hadn't fallen asleep.

"To get out of the house?" Sebastian nodded, agreeing. "Why else does anyone do anything, I guess. Getting out of that town, even for a night, is a freaking blessing." Sebastian got off the exit and found a parking garage near the club. Once they were parked, Sebastian looked over at Kurt and smirked. "Ready?" he asked, hopping out of the car and waiting for Kurt. He smoothed out his dark jeans, knowing he looked good. He did it on purpose. He wanted to get flirted with as much as possible. Then maybe Kurt would see something in him.

[zachattackrose-blog]

Me? I’m an asshole? Pretty sure that’s your job, Sebastian. The old Jacob was an asshole, he made people miserable, and all he cared about was winning and was not a good person. Yes, I know, I’m not the same person and I’m sorry that I’m trying to be a better guy than I use to be. If trying to be a decent guy and not make people miserable is boring, then yeah, I am boring and apparently have a stick up my ass, but at least I’m not hurting anyone. I won’t do that again, I can’t.

[westside-bastian]

Good one. Just because you smile more now and laugh every once in a while doesn't change who you are. You were a good person. You were just more fun. You don't have to change to make people like you. That's stupid. Just because people died doesn't mean the you I used to know and be best friends with has to die too.

[zachattackrose-blog]

Lazy weekend.

[zachattackrose-blog]

I know, I’m hilarious. You do realize we’ve spent our entire lives making him miserable right? If we haven’t destroyed him already, I think he’ll be okay. …Oh, but why not? 

[westside-bastian]

Yeah, that's what's so awesome being a triplet. You can gang up on each other. Or at least, we used to be able to. Because I don't want to talk about it.

[snixxpezs-deactivated20150302]

I seriously need to introduce you to more reality shows so you can see what an interesting show actually looks like. I’m right, but I’m certainly not sorry. It’s okay if you don’t want to publicly admit it. Maybe. But if you never find the one, we can just live together and grow into our old age being the same slutty bitches we are now. I know that, and you’re the one who suggested I go out with him, so just deal with what could happen. You just like to stick your dick any and everywhere. There’s no real logic to it.

[westside-bastian]

No way. Not giving up my dignity. Yeah, that sounds good. If we don't settle down by the time we're 45, we can just live together and have this crazy cool bachelor(ette) pad. Twinks dig older guys, anyway. Maybe that'll be my prime. Fine. That is not true!

[carlislesdeardaughterinlawbella]

I feel like were never going to find a solution as to whoever gets the comfy chair.

[westside-bastian]

It's a paradox.

[rosagpez-blog]

How about tomorrow morning?

[westside-bastian]

Sounds good to me, Lopez.

[zachattackrose-blog]

I do believe that’s what I meant, yes.

Are we really going to have this argument again? Are you going to tell me I’m no fun anymore, that you liked me better before? Because if so, save your breath, I know all that already. I’m trying to be a better person, not that guy I barely know anymore.

[westside-bastian]

Asshole. You aren't any fun anymore, that's a fact. I'm not the one that changed. You are. You're boring and you act like you have a stick up your ass. Just like everyone else in this town.

[zachattackrose-blog]

Lazy weekend.

[zachattackrose-blog]

Since when has that ever stopped you from doing something? Please, Darren isn’t like you or how I use to be, he’s got a good head on his shoulders.

Oh, interesting. Yet another Sebastian Smythe pub crawl and one night stand?

[westside-bastian]

Funny, Jacob. And yeah, that's what I meant. We can't fuck him up. It would be bad. Let's not talk about it.

[westside-bastian]

JUST DANCE | Kurtbastian

[westside-bastian]

Who: Kurt Hummel and Sebastian Smythe

When: Dec. 5, night time

Where: Gay bar in Columbus

What: Sebastian takes Kurt to a gay bar for the first time.

Kurt Hummel

Though he knew this was probably meant as an insult, Kurt decided to play along. ” And how am I the one who’s late? You were the one who said that they’d be here around 8, not after., he replied in a playful, clipped tone,” So you call dancing around with a bunch of sweaty strangers as having the time of your life? ” Kurt was always somehow fascinated with the fact that Sebastian and his brothers were born in Paris but right now, he was too busy rolling his eyes at the fact that Sebastian had just said that he was obsessed with gay clubs. There were more important things to be obsessed with - like the Royals or Project Runway.

Kurt was occasionally holding onto the handle above the window as Sebastian continued to drive like a mad man. He glared at the other boy as he screeched to a halt at a stop light. “In a hurry, are we?”, he asked sarcastically. He reached for Sebastian’s wallet to get his ID. After he pulled it out, he examined it first with curiosity then nodded his head with approval. He didn’t need the other boy to tell him to not go through it. Knowing Sebastian, there were other things in there other than the normal essentials one would have in their wallet.

Sebastian Smythe

Sebastian laughed at the other boy lightly, looking at the clock. 8:07, it read. He looked back at Kurt and rolled his eyes. "Don't you know how it works? You always show up fashionably late. Makes you look much less eager to get the hell out of here," Sebastian reasoned, eyes level as he tried not to laugh again. "And yeah, I do. Clubbing is fun, princess. You'll see." Sebastian was determined to show Kurt the time of his life, and he hoped the other boy knew this. There was no way Kurt was going to leave without being sufficiently drunk and sufficiently happy.

He knew his driving was a bit...fast-paced, but he never saw the point in driving slow. He was just trying to get from point A to point B as quickly as possible. That meant he had to drive as fast as possible. It was logical. "Yeah, I want to get there. Columbus is far." They drove in silence for a while, the music creating a comfortable silence between them. "So, Hummel, why'd you agree to come with me?" Sebastian asked as they neared their exit.

[jasmine--vargas-deactivated2016]

I know the feeling, be careful not to overdo it that can make you sore too. 

[westside-bastian]

I think I'm okay. Thanks.