The DARKER you write THE BRIGHTER it gets

Everyone is Lucky but I am beyond the Horizon where there is no one except me and the Bad Luck

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Life Calling or is It?

First of all, Congrats to all who have arrived in this beautiful planet and lived as Humans. That’s the greatest thing God can bestow upon us.

And again a big applaud to those who have arrived in the age bracket of 20-30 which can be either life deciding or life revolving..

So, I have nearly wasted my half of the bracket experiencing life and it’s sweet and bitter flavours…and yes I can say that I have seen much. I have travelled cities,made new friends, seen the work atmosphere, relished beautiful and pure relationships, like I have had the experience of every emotions that life can provide. So how it is wasted? That is the question poking your mind!!

Well because I have never acted upon my experiences,my thinking,my dream… metaphorically I have forgot to exhale.. I am only inhaling.I think that’s why it comes under involuntary movement..because man is simply not capable of focussing on a single thing at daily basis..The mind is a universe in itself, ever expanding and producing new aims and goals everyday. Well at least mine is.. Mostly people might relate with it and else will think What the fuck is he talking about? Who is this unorganized person and why doesn’t he organizes his shit!!!

So here comes the part that I want you all to focus upon and it’s all my opinion. And opinion leads to debate… So yeah I am ready!!! So, I believe that successful people are invariably those who think about themselves all day… Where their life is leading to? What should be the ultimate goal for which they are born? How they will be remembered as? What is their life purpose?

The first step to being successful is to believe that you have some exceptional, extraordinary skills, traits and talent that makes you way different than normal people. You have amazing abilities that no one inhibits and you can achieve anything for which you will put your heart and mind. You are superior to anyone ever lived in this fucking planet.

But the sad and tragic part is that most people go through life and die in the rat race, with the music still in them. They react and respond to pressures and events, to parents and to bosses, to bills and responsibilities, and never take the time to sit down and think about what it is that they really want for themselves.

You were put on this fucking planet to do something wonderful with your life. Your job is to find out what that wonderful thing is and then to throw your whole heart into doing it extremely well. 

So follow your heart’s desire always and put your full efforts in it. God might have moulded you as a human, but the inner achievement of clarity you will discover only after targeting your dream…

Achieve Clarity…Do hard-work…Be Successful…Rest in Peace!!!

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Miles to go before I finally weep

Bangalore - A city where weekday's morning bus is filled with job workers and job seekers. Some are passionate, some are dull. Some are excited and some are gloomy. From every nook and corner of India, people come here with a dream to make their own identity, to be selfless, to earn, to make their parents proud. Some get success in short time interval and some have to wait. Well, I still belong to later case and I am frustated like others. But, I don't blame God or my fate like others. Because everyone has to face the pit that they were unknowingly digging earlier.So, I put my frustration in writing my blog. Yes, atleast I am creating something, giving my words an ample form. And I feel relaxed. Isn't for that matter everyone starts writing, to make their head light which might be overflowing with thoughts or frustation or deep regrets of something. It feels right. I can write anything here. Becuase there's no one to watch. No one to judge me. Yeah,I always stumble from what I actually wanted to write. I am a confused writer. What comes in my mind, I just vomit but in neat way..:P I am a messy person. I think alot. Sometimes I think that my mind will actually explode into bits of paper with jokes written on them, I made for each and every person whom I ever met but didn't tell. And some pieces will include a testimonial for 2 persons whom I loved enough to cry for but never told them that I loved them. Oh...sweet lord..both are lovely amazing women...I saw one of them in class 6th and I didn't know much then about love but one thing I knew for sure that she is the one. Well, I left everything over God then because I knew that he decided our meeting, so he will take care of the rest but I forgot one phrase that my teacher used to shout around the class that "God helps those who help themselves". Time passed by and she left the school and I left later on and then I went to south india for my graduation. 1 year passed there like a whisker...and then a year calendar was given to us and there she was "my next future prospect". She was just exactly my replica. Thoughts, areas of interest, hobbies, even voice(oh yes she had a manly voice...but I think it's quite sexy on a girl) . But I thought, it must be an infatuation. I can't love again. True love happens only once, right. But one day the most unexpected thing happened. That day was the day when I saw her after months. She was coming downstairs and I was going upstairs. Then suddenly she was in front of me. We both saw each other and stopped. And for the first time ever, my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't understand what happened. So, idiotically, I started an intrapersonal talk with myself. She might have felt uncomfortable and left. But I was still there thinking about that "Is this love?" We were meant for each other and will always do. But if you can't create your own preferred way, life will create for you one and you have to follow that for ever. On sunday, I have my convocation. My last chance to see her, to tell her that I have always loved her and no one can take her position in my heart because she started a while loop in my heart and I gave it an argument 1(not for non computer students). But bangalore..yes it sucks a big time.. I got an interview on sunday and as a non-filmy indian student, I put my family first. So, please God help me..bestow your wishes upon me so that I can earn a reputable job and be able to provide for my present and future family. I love you my Family,my Champa and my future kids.Oh, right now I have started adoring you kids..you are wonderful,but just don't be like your father. He is not career-oriented but he is definitely goal-oriented. He wants to become rich and one day he will. He doesn't want to become famous. He only wants an ample amount of money so that his kids can choose any career what they want and can provide them with best education and best what so ever they want to pursue. This is my promise to you that he will accomplish this or else he won't be alive to read this to you. Thank You Tumblr

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God Hates Us All

Some believe and some don’t, but I must tell you God really exists and he hates us all. He is not only the greatest artist(he painted or developed per se the most complicated thing i.e. human being) but also he is the greatest businessman that the world has ever seen(actually not seen) because he manages the lives of people - whom to give and whom to not. People complain and he answers, People whine and still he answers but why he should. It’s because he made us and we are living in this planet as a human being but not as some insect. Duh, he did his duty back then by giving us the life as a human being,the dominant species. Now, it should be our responsibilty to show him that he made a right decision in choosing us. People should do good deeds not to prove or show their parents or partners or admirers but show God that he didn’t commit any mistake in giving them a worthy life of a human being. But then you people must be thinking why I gave this article the title “God Hates Us All”. First of all I am a big fan of Californication and David Duchovny and that’s why I started writing. So, I asked myself what would be the best thing from my side as a fan. Bam..the first thing that came to my mind was that I can do some publicity of this great show .So, I stole something from their show,i.e., my article’s title but I really believe and it’s just my opinion that God sent us to the Earth as we did some sort of misdemeanor up there and he wants us to perform some godly acts over here so that he can call us up there again as early as possible. No wonder, that’s why good guys die early. Think about it. God sent the first man to the mighty Earth because he wanted that man to be alone and think about what he has done. As persons increased he had to wider the Earth .So, once a decade, when bad men get increase to unexplainable level, he sends his son like Jesus to clear the mess on the Earth. So the gist of all the crap that I have written is “Think Good, Perform Better and finally Earn Best”. And always remember that only one person in this entire Universe judges you and he is God. So think about him before you act because he hates us all and one single fault will open the gates of HELL for you. Good Night Fellas. Sleep Well and Believe in God.

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I m Different...so the end should be too!

I can’t imagine why anyone  would want to be put in  the ground, left to decay and  rot in the same spot until  their flesh turns to bone  and their bones to dust.  It’s like putting someone you love  in a box in your garage—you know  where it is but you seldom  re-open it. No, when I go  I don’t want to be buried.  Turn me to ash and scatter  me across the sea. Let  me kiss the shores of Australia and  swim with blue whales and great  white sharks. Let me become the hurricane that devastates a  city, the rain that washes away  the pain. Let me become earth  and sky and when you walk  outside, smile because you know  I am there. That I will always be there, even after you’re gone.  Because the sea is immortal,  I will be too

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The Poor and the Rich

Everytime this question arises in my mind, that Why God was mean to some and for some too kind… Well I kind of made a theory for that…some people will find it silly but some might give me a pat. I think everyone revolves in a circle, Seriously there’s no such thing as miracle.. If you are born poor in this life, Then you will be rich in the next life… Oh yes, I beleive in next life and sins, Atleast I don’t whine over every loss and win.. If there will be no poor then who will do rich person’s work, Rich will start dying, and middleman will get a chance to raise from clerk.. But if you are born poor,you can always do hardwork, Instead of washing other’s cars you can wash your own Merc.. But If you die poor it’s definitely your own fault, Your life and your kids life will reach a pity halt… And for riches, there’ some thought I want to put it in their head, Do some good deeds and please donate your wealth.. Because it's only God’s grace that has bestowed upon you, And if you don’t believe,try putting yourself in poor man’s shoe Well I think my message is clumsy and I seriously need an editor, Because I am still in dilemma that I should be a poet or a writer

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The Impatient Man

Everyone just reblogs srbachchan ..People why don’t you write something on your own. Well,I shouldn’t pour out the big words as I am a newbie here but please let ur writer out once in a while because we are dwelling in an era where there is a serious shortage of creative writers. Look what the shit bollywood is making right now and don’t be hefty on me by giving some rare examples and then protect yourselves because deep down you know that what I am saying is true. I will tell you,This is happening because people don’t want to write anymore. They are just a firm believer of internet or particularly I should say Google. Same happens with bollywood, they just copy some script from south Indian movies and do their tiny changes like changing a fight sequence into a song. OMG, everyone wants to earn big bucks, but what about respect, you are definitely losing it somewhere right in the middle of the cross street where people will attack you from all the 4 sides. I believe a man should earn amount of money that is sufficient for his family healthcare and his kids upbringing(like school,college) and then let his kids earn. Because if you are a money monger then you surely don’t believe on your kids efficiency and plus you are surely not having a beautiful thing called “Life”… Everyone is just jotting down nowadays. I mean what’s the hurry guys?? Be visible, be creative, be hungry, be a writer beacuse if you have made your blog on tumblr, you love writing and reading. So don’t just reblog, reblog it with your own creativity or display your own creativity to whole tumblr audience. And one more thing, What’s with the word “mah” these days. Are some people really sick now? Oh my god, “My” is a two letter word and “Mah” is fucking 3 letter word. What they want to play fucking Mahjong? For these people only Psychopath got shortened to Psycho. Yes,I am Impatient, little furious, the rage that was building inside me for few days is just enjoying its freedom. Seriously, where is our generation leading itself, and what will be our next generation like. Importantly, what will be my kids like. These lunatics should stop faking themselves and live their real lives with same passion as others are. As I am frustated with my “no-job” life, so I find writing a good way to relieve my tension and relive my “some” left life happily and peacefully. I really admire Sir Bachchan,well, anyone will because first of all he is a hell of a writer and most importantly how he manages time to write, to act, never disappointing followers by showing up and finding time for his family. He is really the Big B of time management. So, I have written much for the day and my deep apology that it is mostly negative but I had to excavate this negativity out of my inside to feel positive. Well,this is definitely a great procedure. I am already feeling light. Pheww..Try it sometimes fellas, if luck shines upon, in a period of time you might become a renowned writer. So, Good Night Fellow Bloggers…Have a Wonderful Tuesday.. Keep Thinking, Keep Writing, Keep Surprising!!!

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On location, Mumbai Aug 21, 2014 Thu 11:47 am

You breathe through one nostril, and then the other and then again .. it fails to permit the region it occupies from being a passage to the brain, heart, lungs and the rest of the system .. there are discomforts that one tolerates … comforts…

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Like Mcconaughey said in his Oscar receiving speech..You should always chase your hero and that should be you yourself only…Perfect is No One but God and he will never risk his title by making one…So explore yourself and always try creating something with new perspective and positive approach because that will grant you something called Success…And if you will have faith and belief in yourself, then only others will look upon you and follow you. Mr.Bachchan always amaze us with his words …He is a man of words and expressions..Respect Sir…

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The Blog. Finally I will write

Today,I will write about the category of people which I belong to.

Some people write diaries to have some interpersonal talk with themselves and weep upon their fate and their hardships. These people avoid writing blogs or talking among others because they don’t want others to know and mock about their problems. But, I say fuck the people because you should know that they nowadays don’t care. Yes, because the no.1 sex addict is life and no wonder it is bisexual because it fucks everyone.

Well, I have no rage or anger towards life because I am solely responsible for creating this no-escape pit that I created for myself when I entered my college days. So life surely deserves my virginity.

So that’s why I choose blog to ask help from people who will be kind enough to read this and help me in the worst days of my life. 

If you’ll look,then my problem is simple but when you’ll read my problem is the complex thing that I am agonizing right now. Even the alcohol doesn’t help now.

Being the only child of your parents is both boon and bane to yourself. If you are lucky and hardworking,then you will get all the appraisal and wealth and if you r lazy and unlucky,then you should pull up your socks,because this ain’t gonna be easy to you. You will get all the scolding,all the bad temper but still the care that minimizes your tension. You want to know what pressure is equal to for a single child?? It is not equal to Force/Area but it is equal to the way your father looks to you when you leave for your college plus the money that you get from your parents monthly plus the small talks that you do regularly to your parents when you are living in a hostel and the added advantage to this pressure is the lurking of relatives that don’t speak much because they think that you are an inefficient person. Oh, and if I forgot to mention that yes I am the single child.

I am their only bud because they didn’t pollinate much. Ha Ha Ha ..Seemed Funny…:P

So coming to my problem…..

My parents have spent lot of money over me so that I can study from a great institute. And I spent what I had,i.e., my time by drinking and roaming around with my friends. Finally at the end of my degree, Everyone got placed and as I was inefficient;Thanks to relatives; I didn’t land a job. Now what should I do. For the past 4 days I am listening to “Gloomy Sunday” as I read somewhere that it is a best song to hear if you want to commit suicide. Such sites man,I should tell you..:P

What should I do my outrageous,Emotional,getting bored folks??

Help Me