a simple man screaming simple things into a simple void

if i keep saying unhinged shit to my friends they're gonna become concered so here we are @ASimpleSilverDove on ao3

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I just binged all of murder drones in one go and you will all be suffering the consequences of this action

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It's my birthday everyone go leave nice comments on my fics please

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There is something wrong behind my ribs. It is sticky as tar and clinging to my lungs. It is sharp as knives and cutting my esophagus. It is spreading as rot and blocking my veins.

"Mama! Mama! Help me!". She tries to kiss it better but it is she who gave me this wrongness and it only gets stronger beneath her touch.

The Wrongness Grows.

"Doctor! Doctor! Help me!" He does every test he knows but this wrongness has long since become made of the same stuff as me and he cannot see it.

The Wrongness Grows.

"Friends! Friends! Help me!" They do what they can but the wrongness is harshly tangled and sticks to their hands when they try to pull me from the web.

The Wrongness Grows.

The Wrongness Grows.

The Wrongness Grows.

It drowns me a hundred miles from sea. It buries me above ground. It desicates me underwater. It freezes me in fire. It covers my mouth so I cannot speak of it. It covers my mouth so the only ones to hear my pleading are it and a god neither of us believes in.

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It gets easier right? It- it's not gonna be like this forever, is it? Please say it gets easier....please

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I think if someone called me darling I would maybe die

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If someone ran their fingers through my hair while telling me about their interests I would fall so in love with them it would redefine what the word means

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I think if someone called me darling I would maybe die

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thinking about the intimacy of Stratt taking care of Grace every way she can from the moment they meet...like it starts with leaving him the three astrophage because he has a pathological need to be helpful, and then giving him the same level of clearance as herself - you know, the woman in charge of the entire fucking planet -so he can be as comfortable as he can/know as much as he wants, to sending a bunch of video games with the crew, giving Grace three hours they don't have to change his mind about going, taking even more time they can't spare to program the ship to know how he takes his coffee and getting the mission patch changed to have his name on it..... they're driving me out of my mind with their secret third thing

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my cat just purred so hard she sounded like a pigeon cooing. deadass if i had my eyes closed i would have thought a bird got into my house

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I am currently two nights of shit sleep and a poorly timed red bull away from completely losing my shit, crawling on my hands and knees into the woods never to be seen again, and dying in a sad little cave where I won't even have the dignity of feeding the carrion birds, instead slowly rotting away to nothing but old brown bones and a slightly larger insect population

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Fem!Gerry would keep her phone in her bra just to fluster people by maintaining eye contact while she got it out

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If Stratt pirated every software to put on the Hail Mary do you think Grace had ao3?

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I love how once Grace and Rocky figured out the basics of eachothers languages the started saying "I need a word [definition of word they're trying to translate]" when they came across a word they didn't know. It's just so fucking cute y'know?

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please...have mercy on my notifications...

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I love how once Grace and Rocky figured out the basics of eachothers languages the started saying "I need a word [definition of word they're trying to translate]" when they came across a word they didn't know. It's just so fucking cute y'know?

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Okay so I was watching @comicaurora's newest trope talk on living weapons and it made me realize that Gerry is kind of a living weapon. Like obviously he doesn't have the cybernetics or brainwashing that are staples of the trope but Mary raised him from birth to be used in furthering her goal of becoming more powerful at all costs, specifically while disregarding Gerry's autonomy at every turn. And it worked really well too, he says that he could never really leave even though he very clearly doesn't like the cause he's being wielded for. And he never truly gets te stop being a weapon either, when Mary dies for real Gertrude takes advantage of the fact that he feels like he owes her to make him her weapon, and when he dies the hunters take advantage of his inability to leave to make him their weapon.

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Actually now that I'm thinking about it Jon is kind of a living weapon too. The Web has been molding him for their purposes since Mr. Spider at least, and Elias has been molding Jon to his purposes since he became Archivist for sure, maybe since he joined the institute. The main difference is that Gerry knew he was a weapon the whole time and Jon only figured it out once it was too late

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Okay so I was watching @comicaurora's newest trope talk on living weapons and it made me realize that Gerry is kind of a living weapon. Like obviously he doesn't have the cybernetics or brainwashing that are staples of the trope but Mary raised him from birth to be used in furthering her goal of becoming more powerful at all costs, specifically while disregarding Gerry's autonomy at every turn. And it worked really well too, he says that he could never really leave even though he very clearly doesn't like the cause he's being wielded for. And he never truly gets to stop being a weapon either, when Mary dies for real Gertrude takes advantage of the fact that he feels like he owes her to make him her weapon, and when he dies the hunters take advantage of his inability to leave to make him their weapon.

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Can someone bully me into do my work I really dont wannna

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Um this is very important to me but do you have eye tattoos on the knuckles of one of your hands? And if yes did you speak at an event for queer youth? And if yes did a queer youth come yp to you afterwards and ask if the eye tattoos were related to the magnus archives?

No, I dont have tattoos. If I did they would be eyes on my hands from tma but that wasn't me, sorry