Blades got dull

TRIGGER WARNING self harm is an addiction and it's not one im doing well at winning.

[chyronsmaiden]

Destiny Ship Interior Concept by Danny Greenan

[towersguardians]

THIS WOULD BE AMAZING.

[everyonehasasecreet]

[insignifiqant-deactivated201401]

But the scars

in your arms

aren’t as bad

as the scars

in your heart

[exitmusi-c]

[snowkisseshercheek]

Gosh, thanks for cutting out my URL and taking the credit for my words but either way, to the boys out there, this one’s for you.

[noturbrrah-blog]

I finally found her

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

still looking…

[itonlygets-worse-deactivated201]

[jacoblasher]

Males suffer too.

But no one cares about us.

[coffeeand-cuddles]

I care, I really do <3

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

thank you someone for caring that this happends to us too…

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

[whenknivesfail]

the sad thing is i don't see me being attractive im still to fat...

[tangl3d-web]

[badnatvre]

Stay strong<3 I know i’m not the only one. I want to start a Network for all the guys that struggle.

[sadlystillalive-deactivated2013]

I love you all

[itonlygets-worse-deactivated201]

[jacoblasher]

Males suffer too.

But no one cares about us.

[coffeeand-cuddles]

I care, I really do <3

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

thank you someone for caring that this happends to us too…

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

i remember the days when love and forever were synonyms not antonyms…

[whenknivesfail]

[hiddenscarsandsecrets]

stood in the shower and just felt the searing hot water rushing over my skin, 

havent eaten in three days,

cant remember the last time i didnt fake a smile

cried myself to sleep  woke up this morning and couldnt get out of bed

when i finally forced myself to try and eat something i got three bites down and threw it up

considered suicide until my roommates came home…missed my opportunity

only person in a 2 week period to ask if im alright is an ex who lives 2000 miles aways

my answer: im still alive

ive waited years to find someone i can care for and who would care for me, im the nicest person to everyone cause no one know what they are going through and i just want to make friends but in return im physically beaten and made fun of for being gay, girls just laugh at me and think its sweet that im nice not thinking anything more cause the guy next to me just drove up on a motor cycle. 

im so tired of being so alone, im so tired of being tired, but most of all im so tired of not having friends of anyone who loves me. 

why is it so wrong to just want to be love and give love?

is there something wrong with me?

[whenknivesfail]

This post is a few months old from my old account, clearly nothings changed other then that im living by myself now...

[whenknivesfail]

i just tried to step out into an oncoming bus, some idiot thought my life was worth saving enough to pull me back...he didnt realize i did it on purpose

[blasphemousgod]

[therelatableimages]

[thisisoursecrets-blog]

[itseasiertocut]

[depression-and-fear]

☪† 

[whenknivesfail]

that would be a check next to all...

[whenknivesfail]

The need to control something (cutting, eating, other parts) in my life are actually controlling me in the end and it sucks cause it makes me worse off

[raw--scars-deactivated20131108]

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