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3.18.2022

I don’t know why, but today is the happiest I’ve been in a very long time. And it’s the first time I’ve been able to see beyond my depression and actually feel good.

It honestly feels so remarkable I had to write the date down because I don’t know how long this will last or if it’ll ever happen again. So I’m gonna write down the things I did today so I can look back and try to remember this happiness.

Went to work

Saw one of my best friends at the mall

Spent time with my mom and dog

Spoke to my other bestfriend on the phone

Had dinner with my boyfriend

Got coffee right after dinner

Saw one of the most beautiful full moons I’ve ever seen

Came home to write fan fiction

🤍

where-she-went

Reblogging this cause literally I married an entirely different man like a few months later, moved out of my stupid exe’s house, have a bomb ass apartment and NOW I can say that this is the happiest I’ve ever been. 🙂

10.10.24

Realizing over the past few months that I love my family but I abhorrently dislike them.

And I need to start treating them more like acquaintances because obviously when I got to them with personal matter’s it’s never “we’re here for you” “we love you” it’s “you asked for this” “you knew what you were getting into” “you’ll get over it”.

It’s just really weird cause I have bent over backwards for them for years and this is how they treat me.

And it’s not even just how they talk to me but how they talk about other people who they don’t even know. Saying such vile things. Passing judgment when they can’t even handle their own flaws being brought to light.

At 34 I never thought I’d ask for this but I pray every day I could go no-contact. They add nothing to my life except making me feel like I’ve done nothing my whole life. Says the mom who throws away the wellbeing of her daughters for men all the time. Says the sister who couldn’t pass her college courses to become a teacher so she paid me off to take them for her.

I’m going to slowly begin phasing them out. Nothing drastic. Because subtlety is what I have over all of them. And then when they’re shocked that I no longer speak to them they can follow the trail back where it started.

wulfhalls

forever grateful i was simply too lazy to let the makeup industrial complex get its hooks in me. I was just like im not doing all of that. in fact. im doing none of that

cumaeansibyl

yeah I have political reasons for it now but my original and still most powerful reason is "I am not getting out of this bed one single second before I have to"

aromanticduck

dragonpyre

Ngl I totally forgot fandom discourse was a thing. I don’t care man, I have car payments

herssian

people who don't use or spend time on tumblr don't really understand how solid this place is for creatives and how we could be living in artist utopia if they fully undid the nsfw ban. the tag system? the dashboard? the silly anons who will send you the most insane sentences known to mankind? having your very old, shitty art make the rounds again because somebody finds value from it and wants to show their friends? no other place even comes close

moonbeambb

I wish this was a funny dnd update of our campaigns but my sweet husband / the greatest DM in the world just found out his cancer has come back.

And already we are drowning in debt for his upcoming treatment.

If you can’t donate please share this link I can’t tell you how much I appreciate any support. If anything happens to him I don’t know how I will go on through this life 💔