Where the Stars Lie

A Place Where My Daily Life Will Come Alive

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[wherethestarislie]

06/25/19

I can’t believe I’m one day closer to the weekend. I don’t mind my schedule being Monday - Friday but I do miss having my one day off during the week. Thankfully the training department is going to start working weekends and I don’t mind that. Not that I do much other than cleaning and cooking and streaming. 

I go to work and am thankful that I am not taking as many calls as I thought I was going to do. I get to train people and that makes the day go by so much faster. I try to finish my letter to my penpal on my computer. I was going to write it but I looked at my writing and I hated how much it looked, and I wanted to write so much more than what I was writing so being able to type is nice. 

I went to lunch and had my trainee after. She was doing so well, other than her fake nails that I could tell frustrated her, she was doing so well. She doesn’t want to get them cut since she’d be going to Vegas this weekend. And the cool thing about them is that they glow in the dark. 

So the end of the day I went home and finished washing the dishes that were in the kitchen. I was getting a bit frustrated with all the fruit flies as I cleaned the dishes and dried them. I also cleaned the dish that the roommate used that still had dried food on it. Like it was burnt from being in the oven and she told me she tried to take it off but wasn’t able to and I was. I don’t know if she used the sponge or not but I was able to clean it. Then I ate dinner and went to my room. 

Finished my perler bead order and went to bed, rested for a bit and took a shower. Read some manga for a bit and then knocked out. Ready for the rest of the week to unfold. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/24/19

Today is Monday. I was nervous, waiting to hear back from the lady about the apartment. I need to know if we got it or not. Its perfect size and everything. I can already see us living there and its a bit further away from where I work but I don’t mind. I don’t mind the drive, though I know I’m going to hate traffic but knowing I don’t have to worry about a roommate to get home, makes it so much nicer. 

I train someone in the morning, get a notification on my phone that someone checked my credit and I get excited, and nervous. I go to the restroom and tell Michael about it. He asks if I’ve checked my email and I hadn’t. I quickly check and see that we got approved for the apartment. I almost want to squeal. 

I am so excited as we figure everything out that we need to do, like rent and things. That’s all were able to discuss since he was at work and I have to go back to work. I print the page that has a run down of everything as I get more excited. 

The day goes by and after lunch, I get my new trainee. She’s super nice and I can tell she has a droopy eye as I try to not focus on that. I don’t ask her what happened because I don’t want to come off as rude or insensitive. I try to focus on the other eye and I’m so glad she never said anything. I was trying to be polite.  

It was a busy day with me having to take some calls on my end. She was supposed to watch me anyway but in her log in and I had to log in for over an hour and a half since the call center was going to be busy. After that was done, she got to type as I took the calls. Over all, it was a good work day. 

My bestie wanted to hang out as we went to soup plantation. Work had gotten us a fruit truck as I was still a bit full. We got our salads and waited to pay. The guy was on the phone as we didn’t mind. We were minding our own business and when he was done, he gave us both a 30% coupon for next time and also gave us a coupon on top of the coupon we used for our meal. So it was less than what we were going to originally pay. Which was really nice. 

We went to Target after and got her the things she needed. I was trying to find the beaded drain cleaner but couldn’t find it there so we drove to Home Depot. Thankfully its in the same area so we didn’t have to go far. I found what I was looking for there and after I went home. 

I was going to play Read Dead with bestie but as I got home, I got super tired.  I didn’t go to bed until close to midnight though but I was exhausted. I was so happy with my day and I can’t wait for the rest of the week. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/23/19

Its Sunday. We get ready to leave the house and go to the swap meet. We buy him his shirts and I get soap and deodorant. We also find his toothpaste, which can get super expensive, and we got everything for cheap. I know where I’m doing my shopping now from now on. For some things at least. And everything we bought was only 35 bucks. If I had bought them in the store it would’ve been a lot more. 

So after that, we go home and I make food. I made beef with potatoes and added taco seasoning. I made beans and mexican rice. After I made a lasagna in a skillet that I found online. I was almost done with the lasagna when Michael said he found another apartment. I called to see if we could go and they said they were still open. I finished my cooking as we drove there.  

We fell in love with the place. The price was nice and we applied. We gave them the down payment and couldn’t wait to hear back. We went home and the roommate was there. She was cooking in the kitchen as I put some food away. We emailed them our paystubs and couldn’t wait until tomorrow.  

We eat and watch some shows and go to bed. I can’t wait to hear back about the apartments. Looking forward to that at least. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/22/19

I wake up the next day, not wanting to get up. I get ready to leave the house. I go see my wax lady, who tells me about a cat con next week. I get excited and wanting to go. I think about taking my friend and how she can’t deny me. mwahaha

After I go see a loan adjuster for my car. After filling out some paperwork, I get my car payment from 285 to 201. I get super excited. I can’t believe it. I go home and get super excited. Michael calls me, asking me when I’m coming home and I’m driving there. The bank and my wax place was down the street from the house so it was super nice. 

After we get ready to leave to view an apartment that my friend lives in at the moment. We really didn’t like it. It was super small and the closet was tiny and it just didn’t feel right for us. Especially for the price and the guy said that the price would jump to 400 in a month. We were both baffled. 

We went to see my friends apartment and I could see how things would come together and her place looked a bit cluttered. I wanted to go and fix her living room. We left and started to get hungry. We went to olive garden and talked about the apartment and the ones previously. After we went to Ashleys furniture and didn’t think we’d stay for over three hours long. 

We got a couch 14 piece set for 799.99. We got a couch, love seat, coffee table, two side tables, two lamps, a rug, a throw blanket and some accessories. I love everything we got. Then we asked him about a bed and he showed us a tempurpedic and told us how there is a deal that if we try the bed we get a 50 store gift card. So we did. Then he told us that if we got the bed, the manager will knock the price on our couch set. So we got a new bed and frame and we only had to pay for the bed. Which is such a nice thing to think about. 

While we were waiting, i called the apartment we fell in love with and they told us the price went up. I was a bit peeved and pissed off since she never told us that there was an expiration date on the price. We go home and relax. I am still fuming but I try to get over it.

I finish the kitchen and go to our room and relax. Ready to take on Sunday.   

[wherethestarislie]

06/21/19

I can’t wait for the day to end. I have my things ready to visit my parents. I have my stepmom’s books and my dad’s Amazon Tablet. The day goes by slow but i can’t wait to get out and see my parents. The roommate is trying to make up her mind on what to do tonight. She’s either coming over and leaving early tomorrow or is going to stay over at her bf’s, come home tomorrow and then leave Sunday morning. She said she had to do laundry and was too lazy too to do it last night. I thought, why not do it when you come back home Sunday? But I kept those thoughts to myself.

I get off and go to my dads house. I show him how to use the tablet and he’s getting used to it. He said it was like his phone and I told him, exactly. He was getting really into it and I thought it was cute. My stepmom was happy with her books and showed me that the person it was dedicated to was someone we both knew. 

I told her I think she’s mad at me because I didn’t tell her I was getting married. We were pretty close but when I got married, I didn’t tell anyone. I told my parents and we got married at the court house and everyone was shocked when they found out, since it happened within a week after he proposed to me. 

I leave and go to the grocery store. I don’t want to go in. Michael tells me to go home and I do. We get into an argument as I get home. I stayed in my car a bit too long and I didn’t realize, since I was reading manga. He gets mad, thinking I was talking to someone as he presumes I’m cheating on him. I don’t tell him anything because by the way he talked to me, I didn’t want anything to do with  him. So I cleaned the kitchen, folded the laundry and started to clean the restroom. 

Eventually we talk it out and we talk out the dispute. I have one load left in the dryer as I wanted to wait it out. I get super tired and fall asleep. Waiting up around two to all the lights on and I’m still in my clothes. I put whatever I had left to put away, away and get dressed for bed. I turn off the lights and fall asleep. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/20/19

Its a thursday. That’s all I remember....

[wherethestarislie]

06/19/19

I get to work and its pretty busy. Aurelia calls out and I get a bit bummed. She’s one of the only people in my department that I’m really close to and when she’s not there, work seems a bit dull. I do have other people around me but she’s the only one who’s listened to my complaints and is so kind to me. I can genuinely tell she cares for me. 

So i start work and take calls. When they give us the green light to train, I train the only person that is on my list, She comes down and takes calls for an hour. I just sit at my desk, listening, here in hopes she might need me. But she doesn’t. After the hour is over, she goes back upstairs and I take calls again. Until lunch. 

I go to the breakroom and read manga while eating. Lunch goes by fast as I go back to work. For the rest of the day, I’m taking calls and trying to finish my chapter on wattpad. I don’t get a chance to since I get distracted and do other things on the computer. 

The day is over and I’m so happy. I drive home and don’t want to deal with the dishes. Michael takes out a bag and tells me I can have the rest of whats inside. I get excited for food and eat it up. My friends are waiting for me to play online. We all join and play red dead. In the end, Kino is the one who makes the most money and starts our possee. It was so much fun playing with both of them. A kid did join our group and it was a bit strange. I think I invited him on accident, not knowing it was a little kid. I felt so bad for ignoring him but we had no idea who he was and I just invited him by chance. 

I get really sleepy as we all go to bed. I try to read manga but even that makes me want to sleep so I knock out. Tomorrow is Friday Jr. One more day closer to the weekend. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/18/19

Today is the day that my trainee gets to do his eval. We’ve been training for this for the past two weeks and I know we can do it. He can do it. I get to work and I think he’s going to do his eval right away but its not scheduled for another hour. So I sit with him until close to 11. His last call before they decided to do his eval was over half an hour long. He did really well though. I move away so he can do his eval as I sit at my desk. 

I take some calls until I have to train someone for an hour doing calls. She comes in late, saying she went to get blood drawn and wasn’t feeling 100% yet. She does really well as I go to lunch. I sit down in the breakroom and enjoy lunch with Aurelia. My work wifey comes down with her boyfriend as she eats lunch with me. He leaves a bit later since he’s on his break. 

Aurelia leaves as work wifey asks how I’m doing. How my love life is and if we’re being intimate. I can’t stop putting a smile on my face as she gets excited. Its not like we do it everyday but I’m happy when we get the chance to do so. 

Lunch ends as I go back to my desk. I sit with someone’s trainee since the girl who was sick yesterday, called out. I had a feeling that was going to happen since she looked really tired yesterday. I sit with her trainee for the rest of the day as she types out information into the system. 

I print out some sheets for her to use and she’s grateful for them. When its time for us to go. My trainee is so excited since he passed his eval and was going to be on his own now. I’m happy for him too since I know he worked so hard to get where he is today. 

I leave to go home and the freeway is open. There is no traffic and I’m in heaven. I go to jack in the box and get some food. I am too lazy to think about making anything at home. Just in time too since the roommate came home only 5 minutes before I was done. I go in, drop off the food for Michael and go into the room. I wait for bestie to join so we can all play. We get our characters ready and start playing. Its really fun and Kino killed me once. I guess I get really loud since the roommate asked me to close my door so she wouldn’t hear me. I don’t realize how loud I get since the headphones cancel any sound outside. 

Michael comes in later and goes to sleep. I play for a bit more and stop after 11:30 to take a shower. I take my time, get out after 12:45 and scroll through tumblr. I then get dressed to go to sleep and see Michael sitting up on the bed. I get worried. 

I sit next to him and rub his back, asking if he’s okay. He nods. I ask him if there is anything wrong, he shakes his head. I ask him if he wants some water and he nods I give him my water bottle as he tells me he felt lonely. I laugh and tell him he has to be nice to me so he won’t have to go to sleep alone. 

I go to bed I put my hand on his chest. He gets sleepy but doesn’t enjoy the feeling of his shirt not covering him. He turns toward me and holds my hands.He tells me that I can’t hurt him because he wouldn’t know what to do. I tell him that I wouldn’t hurt him but that he can’t do anything stupid. He said he’d probably die and I told him he can’t because then I’d bring him back to  life to kill him. I can tell he’s super tired and he doesn’t want to let me go. I think its adorable. 

I stare at his face for a while and tell him I’m not tired yet and tells me to ready my manga. I grab my pillow, hug it and grab my phone. I start reading manga as the kitty comes and curls against my stomach. Michael moves onto his stomach but then ten minutes later he wraps his arms around me. I finish my comic and go  to sleep. Feeling him wrapped around me. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/17/19

It was Monday. A new start of the week and I wasn’t looking forward to being at work. Not that I don’t enjoy it, I just wanted it to be over already. I get to work and train my trainee. I can tell he’s not too thrilled and nervous about passing his eval. Work was pretty empty since my manager wasn’t here and it just felt really strange. 

We saw that on his schedule he was supposed to be off so I email my manager and wait for a response. He feels that he’s ready for his eval and I feel the same. He was doing so well and I made him a cheat sheet on what to say since he was having trouble remembering on what to say to a caller. 

My manager gets back to me and tells me that his schedule has changed but nothing about him doing his eval. Oh well, that means he gets one full day to work hard on doing calls right. 

Another one of the trainers wasn’t feeling well as I made her some tea. She enjoyed it but I could tell she didn’t feel good at all. I really hope I don’t get sick because I can’t afford it and I hate that feeling. 

I have to go to lunch early because I have to follow his schedule and it was annoying to go to lunch at 12 instead of 1. The day was a bit out of wack but oh well. 

The rest of the day goes well and I know he will be able to pass. I go home and see that Michael did help put the dishes away. Which was nice of him. I did ask him to but its always nice to see when its done. I wash the rest of the dishes and decide to go to my room. 

I start streaming with Kino and play the OG FF7. I realize right away that the fighting style is very slow but I am getting really excited about the game. The graphics are so old but I’m loving every moment of it. Michael helps me a bit while I play and Kino laughs, saying, “Backseat gaming over there!” Which caused me to laugh. 

My best friend see’s that I’m playing and told me that I forgot that we were supposed to play red dead online and I did forget. I told her we’d play tomorrow and I played until close to 11, when I got really sleepy. The game is getting really good though and I’m enjoying every minute of it. Until next year when the game comes out again. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/16/19

I woke up at 5:45, got dressed for the day and was ready to leave. Michael wakes up and see’s the time and asks me if I knew I was late. Shit. I didn’t realize it as I ran out the door. I got to work at 5:51am and clocked in for the day. 

I made a bag the day before to get ready for when I would be at my desk. I was also going to take something to color to make a card for my dad but I left all of my stuff at work so I made a quick card while I was sitting at my desk and I had brought all of my crayons. I colored it in, put in my own words and put in a bible verse for him. I really hope he likes it. I also took some cookies with me so he could enjoy them. They were the ones I made the day before. 

People were surprised to see me as I took calls. I finished the day and went back home to give my roommates cat her diabetic shot and fed the kitties. I went to church after and sat with my parents. After service was over, my parents took a while to leave the building. We went to Agave and ordered our food. In the end it was over 60 bucks but I couldn’t complain. This was my dad’s gift and he was enjoying ever minute of it. Since I don’t normally take them out. 

My stepmom and I talked for a bit and it was nice. After we finished, we walked to Ulta and walked around. I got some idea’s for my stepmom for her birthday as they got some gel for my dad. We left the store and said our goodbye’s. 

I went to my old job to see my friend and when the manager saw me, we had a talk and she sent her home early. I wanted to buy a couple of things for when we move but they discontinued those items and I got really sad. I did buy a couple of things and went to get Michael some food at Carl’s Jr. I kidnapped my friend in the process. We talked a bit and then I drover her back to her car. 

I went home and right as I did, my roommate came home. I went into my room and was finishing sowing a pouch I was going to make for my tarot deck. He came in as we watched an anime. After I got super sleepy and fell asleep, telling him to take me up in an hour. I guess an hour passed and he woke me up. 

After, someone on discord told me that they were going to be streaming a movie. I jumped onto my computer and watched the movie with other people. I was finishing the pouch in the meantime. I put in a ribbon and ripped a part of what I sowed in the process. I resowed what was messed up and got another ribbon, one that was thinner and smaller. It looked so cute and I was happy to put the deck inside. After the movie was over, I went to watch someone on Twitch and they were playing a really cute game. 

I messaged them a video of the deck as well as the pouch. We talked for a bit and they went to sleep. I went to take a shower and read some manga for a bit. I fell asleep past midnight, ready for the week. Though my heart always drops Saturday night. Dread knowing I’m one day away from Monday. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/15/19

I hate that even though I go to sleep late, I still wake up early. The roommate told me t hat she had to leave at 8 to go to her cat’s vet appointment. I woke up around 7 and rested my eyes, waiting for her to knock on my door. Around 9 she knocked on my door. I told her she had said 8 and she looked at me very confused, saying that’s not what she said. I just let that slide as we moved our cars. 

I went back inside and started on my laundry. I then began to wash the dishes and clean the kitchen. Michael wakes up then as he tells me he’s hungry. He asks me if we should order something and I told him I’d make him something. So I made chilequiles. I didn’t make enough as I knew he’d be hungry. He was but didn’t complain as we ate a small snack. After I get on his case about how he’s not helping me and he helped me with cleaning the restroom. He cleaned the tub, which I was happy about because it was starting to get gross. I finish cleaning the dishes and putting some of the clothes away. After cleaning the restroom and making the bed, I start making some cookies. I watch a show on netflix as I do so and finish making them. I finish my laundry a little bit after and make banana bread. 

The roommate comes back home and leaves to go to the gym. Then she comes back as I was folding my clothes and left for the day. I got my messager in the mail as I was excited. I charged it up and after Michael tried it I could tell he liked it. 

We eat the finished leftovers for lunch of the pasta and later for dinner he made quesadillas. He made the whole rest of the cheese and there was so much he cooked for both of us. We watched a movie on Netflix and after went to bed. I put my alarm to wake me up the next day as I was dreading a bit to go to work early. .

[wherethestarislie]

06/14/19

Friday is the day I was looking forward too. I didn’t eat breakfast, knowing that someone was going to be bringing donuts. It was going to be our meeting and i was excited to sit down and eat something. I had enough time after making lunch to eat but I didn’t want to over stuff myself. Getting to work I was quickly disappointing as I realized we were having a meeting with HR. I’ve had a talk with her before and she’s super nice I just feel that she thinks I don’t want to rat anyone out, which I don’t but talking to her makes me super nervous. She can either make or break my day and I don’t want the latter to happen. I have a good paying job and I don’t think I’ll find another place that pays me better. 

She talks about harassment and being mindful of how we act outside of work. As well as what to say on social media. Thankfully that’s all she wanted to talk about because I was getting nervous. I’m glad everyone else was in that room too. She gave us a paper to sign, saying we’d abide by the rules and left the room. We had a short meeting afterwards and went back down. 

I go downstairs and get excited for my trainee to take his eval. I know he can pass as he moved to another desk. Before lunch, I had an agent come down and do some training. She sat at her desk as I helped another trainer to make a module. He wasn’t familiar with word as I showed him what to do though it was mainly me working on it. 

Then it was lunch time as I went back to my desk. Every once in a while I’d go back to that trainer to help him since we had to make changes and a lead wanted more changes to it. 

Then I found out, my trainee didn’t pass. He messaged up a lot and I told the person doing his eval that he was probably nervous. He could tell that was the case as well and gave me his notes. My trainee was not happy to be back with me since the other two passed with flying colors. 

We took a break and when we came back I told him I’d take a call so he’d know how to make the call flow easier. He got better after but I could tell he just wanted to be free. I told him to take the weekend off to cool and be ready for Monday to take calls. Since he was going to do his re-eval on Tuesday. 

I get off work and can’t wait to get home and relax. I do and see there are dishes to do and ignore them. I am too tired and worn out to worry about those. I also can’t wait for the prelaunch of my favorite webtoon artist for her first book to come out. I wonder what the tiers are and think about supporting her. I already support her on Patreon but I want to have it allllll. I feel like such a big fan and when I met her she was so sweet. I hope she doesn’t think I’m too weird but she remembered me, which made all the difference. 

I do stay up, playing on my phone when I realize that midnight is almost upon me. I do speak with my roommate about us moving and things that don’t pertain to it, since we don’t talk as often as we used to. Then I go into my room and wait the hour. 

I get anxious. 

I see the link and immediately go to see what they have. The biggest chunk she had was over 650 and I wish I could do that. But I can’t. I do the 75 dollar one and can’t wait for it to come out. I get happy and also enter myself to try and win the shirt she’s doing as a giveaway. There are so many people who are going to apply and I’m not sure I’ll win but I can cross my fingers in hopes. 

Now to sleep and dream the night away.

[wherethestarislie]

06/13/19

I was so happy it was Thursday. One day closer to my Friday. Which was one step closer to relaxing.    

I normally write what happens the day after or try the night of but I can’t remember what happened since its been days. I can’t recall anything from this day. 

Sorry to whoever reads this. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/12/19

I woke up and went into the kitchen. Getting distracted by the roommate and her moving all around the kitchen. I had to wait for her to finish so I could get breakfast and make my lunch. I got ready for work and thought I was going to be late. Thankfully I wasn’t. I need to be able to manage my time better in the future. 

Work was good. My trainee was doing better. I can’t wait for him to take his test and fly away. I was getting excited since Kino said she wanted to stream with me and draw. I knew it was going to be fun and I couldn’t wait. My trainee also joined the softball team at work and he seemed excited about it. 

Nothing much really happened at work. Same old same old. I get home and thankfully the roommate got there as I did so she just had to move her car so I could park in the garage. 

Michael is playing as I go into the kitchen and wash the dishes and eat a couple of tina’s burritos. I am not super hungry for a big meal. I go into my room and wait for her reply so we can stream. I read manga as I do so. 

She tells me she’s hanging out with a friend and it gets close to 9 when she apologizes and didn’t realize she’d be with them for that long. I didn’t mind. I just keep on reading and Michael comes into the room. He gets me a pb&j sandwich and goes to sleep. I go to bed after midnight and get ready for bed. 

I thought there would be more to say but my days are always the same. I know Michael did look at apartments a bit and I can’t wait for the thought of us moving. Though putting everything in boxes is going to suck but oh well. I’ll slowly get my way there so it won’t be as bad for when moving day occurs. Maybe I’ll even get rid of more stuff but who knows? 

I’m just glad that the week is halfway done. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/11/19

I woke up super tired. I didn’t go to bed super late but my body was not happy with me. I didn’t want to get out of bed and the kitty was on top of me, encouraging me not stay with her. If only. 

I get ready for work and leave. I feel that I’m going to be late and thankfully I wasn’t. I took my gift with me and had her sisters gift in a baggie I had. I drive to work, excited to see her and when I see her face, I tell her to hold the box. She looks confused and I tell her its for her and she gets super excited. She loves the cups and that brightens my day. She tells me that her sister is leaving Thursday night and I am so happy I have it ready for her. The string that connected it to the bag broke off somehow but I had a stapler and I stapled them down onto the bag. I’m glad it was a simple brown bag. 

I have my trainee from the beginning of the day as we take some calls. We go by his schedule and go to break super early. It feels super weird and I don’t like it but we have to comply. We go to lunch regular time and I am super hungry. I buy chips and chocolate and donuts and I can’t believe I did that. I eat them all and I regret them right after. 

I get this pain on the back of my head. Its a headache and it comes slowly toward me. I am not ready for what is to come. Another coworker said I looked super tired and I felt that. As I was driving home, it was hitting me how tired I was. I wanted to go home and sleep. 

Thankfully I made it home in time. I take a shower and get ready for bed. I curl up on my bed and read manga. Michael comes in with food in his hand and it looks good. I wasn’t hungry before he came in and I ask him if he could get me a plate. He gives me his and tells me there is tapatio on it. My stomach does not get happy with the thought of that on top of it. I ask if he can make me a plate and he looks super tired and I feel bad for him. He goes and gets me a plate and brings it to me. Its super hot.

He asks if I can massage his back and I tell him after I finish eating. After were done, he puts the plates to the side as I message him. I don’t do it for very long as I curl up again. He goes and drops off the plates in the kitchen and falls asleep. 

My stomach is super upset with me. I feel hot and my headache feels worse. I read a bit more and put my phone down. I try to get comfortable as I sleep for a bit. I wake up when Michael is leaving and feel sick. My stomach feels sore as I hope I feel better when I wake up. I can’t afford to not go to work. 

I put the blanket on and hope that I can at least get a good rest before waking up for the day. 

[wherethestarislie]

06/10/19

Its a Monday...a day that everyone dreads and me included. I wasn’t looking forward to working another work week. Not that I do much on the weekend but I still wanted to relax. Normally I don’t do anything besides cleaning and playing all day. It can get boring but we don’t have money to do other things so I shouldn’t complain. 

I wasn’t feeling like myself. It was the start of shark week and I felt awake and drained. My trainee goes to class as I sit and take some calls. Though I shift out a lot to not take as many, and it was noticed. One of the other trainers told me that she saw that I didn’t take as many calls as the person who is near me. She was just letting me know so that I can keep on eye on it. I nodded and continued on with my day. 

I worked on law ruler and took some calls and tried to be productive. I didn’t want her to come back and tell me something again. Since I knew I was in the wrong and wanted to change. After lunch my trainee comes back to me. 

We take some calls and I guess I closed my eyes and he hit me to wake me up. Not that he hit me over the head just on my arm and I tried my best to stay awake for the rest of the day. I was excited to go home because my coworkers gift was at home and I couldn’t wait to take it the next day. 

I go home and find a fine against us for driving on the 91 when we didn’t. I flip out and I get angry and Michael is calm and doesn’t understand why I’m angry. I don’t either. I just want to get this problem solved and I know that he is trying his best to be nice to me. It might also be because its super hot too. 

I cook my dinner and clean the kitchen. I was also not happy when I got home because the dishes were not put away like I asked. At least he dropped off the letter for the apartment complex so they know we’re going to be leaving when the lease is up. We just have to get the carpet professionally cleaned. 

I talk to my parents and they are excited for my move, they just thought I had to move soon and not in a couple of months. I go into my room after and decide to relax. I am so tired. I take a shower and get ready for bed. 

I read manga all night until I get tired enough to go to sleep. I felt like I didn’t get much done but oh well. Hope the next day is better.