Dear future boyfriend

ello! this is kind of a brain dump, where I write fluff that my future boyfriend has to live up to, also if you're reading this from the future - hi baby, yeeeee!

[turning-dreams-into-chaos]

Marvel Master List

Fluff: ❤️ Angst: 💔 Halloween: 🎃 Friendship/Family: 💕 Christmas: 🎄 New Years: 💥 Valentine’s Day: 🥰 Social Media Au: 📱

- Memories: Part 1, Part 2 (Completed) 💔❤️

- Secret Life Series Master List (Completed) 💔❤️➡️

- Masks 💔❤️

- It’s a Baby ❤️

- Dramatic ❤️

- Control 💔❤️

- New Beginnings Series Master List (Completed) 💔❤️➡️

- I’m Out 💔❤️

- How Peter reacts when you’re sick… ❤️

- Being an avenger and marrying Peter ❤️

- Being set up on a date with Peter ❤️

- Say it Back ❤️

- Telling the Dad ❤️

- Okay 💔

- Idiot ❤️

- Lost Without Her Series Master List (Completed) 💔❤️➡️

- Trick or Treating with Peter 🎃

- Being Spider-Man for Halloween and surprising Peter 🎃

- Worth it (Part 1), (Part 2) (On Pause) 💔❤️

- Traditions 🎄

- First Christmas 🎄

- Moving ❤️

- Valentine’s Day #1 💔

- Valentine’s Day #2 💔

- Love, Peter ❤️

- I’m Here 💔❤️

- Cloud Nine ❤️

- Didn’t Delete ❤️

- The Flight ❤️

- You Over Her 💔❤️

- Tangled ❤️

- Regret  💔

- Sunrise 💔

- Couple of Kids ❤️

- Run After You   💔

- The Bodyguard (Completed)📱

- Dead Girl Series Master List (Completed) 💔

- Memories: Part 1, Part 2 (Completed) 💔❤️➡️

- Gem 💔❤️

- Going to the Gala 🥰

- Awake 💕💔❤️

- Shot 💔❤️

- Valentine’s Day ❤️

- Flinch 💔❤️

- Coffee, Kisses, and Cameras (Completed)  📱

- New Girl 💕💔❤️

- Newest Avenger ❤️

- A Wall 💔❤️

- Capsicle 💥

- Valentine’s Day ❤️

~Master List~

[totheblood]

two slow dancers | p.p

summary: y/n stark has always hated peter parker but her hate is taken to a new level when she finds out he's the soul heir to her dad's legacy. sadly, its up to these two angsty teenagers to protect the world and they cant do that if they're fighting all the time.

or

y/n beats peter's ass and he likes it

WARNINGS: mentions of death, angst, occasional violence, cursing, mentions of smut

chapter one: last ones out

y/n admires a hallway & yells at peter

chapter two: too frail for me to touch

peter's not doing well & gets an invitation

chapter three: in the rearview mirror

y/n throws a dinner party & peter brings cookies

chapter four: come into the water

y/n and peter come up with a plan & y/n makes a new friend

chapter five: i bet on losing dogs

y/n likes peter's room & peter has a nightmare

chapter six: we're doing better

y/n gets along too well with her new friend & peter hates it

chapter seven: blue light

harry likes mj & peter might like y/n

chapter eight: humpty

peter and y/n go back in time & y/n has a plan

[extrasad]

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

[martinawrites]

this need to be on everyone’s blog

this makes me think..

God bless whoever wrote this.

[ioanaslovesongs]

im crying

[phanscuddles]

I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.

[sent-imental]

please please PLEASE reblog this

Reblog yet again for the people that need this

reblogging for my followers

[bluemusickid]

Life’s too precious. If you feel like this, please know that it gets better. And that people are always happy to lend an ear; heck drop me a message too. But never, ever think about taking your own life.

[missharubear-deactivated2022122]

every single time I read this,i remember how i tried back then. but don’t do it.

[inara-a]

please reblog if you’re reading this!!!

[satans-little-devil-deactivated]

Reblog besties, This is really important.

[marvels-writings]

I need this sometimes, please reblog for anyone else who needs this

[kuuhakublank00-deactivated20220]

This reminds me of this scene:

[indigo-ghost-girl]

*Violent uncontrollable sobbing*

*Nose starts bleeding*

[parchmentandpencils]

Well arent i glad that my mum isn’t in the room rn because i started sobbing

As a person who’s been having SO many intrusive thoughts lately: thank you for this post

[moonrosey]

PLEASE REBLOG THIS BECAUSE YOU MAY NEVER KNOW WHO MIGHT NEED TO HEAR THIS

[duckymcdoorknob]

Suicide doesn’t take away your own pain, it just passes your pain into someone else

[shut-up-jo]

Well thanks I’m crying now

[wizkiddx]

I cannot ever put into words how important this is. people all really do love you <3

[why-is-tomh-so-pretty]

The best one yet

It was his birthday, he usually didn’t like celebrating, But you wanted to make a cake for him, and the day wasn’t as easy as you thought it’d be....

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You had to go to the supermarket to get baking soda, Cause you used the last of it to clean your shoes last time, Regardless you needed to buy snacks for the house too, You start from your house in your car, And see that there is just enough fuel to take you to and back from the supermarket

So you get in, buy all the stuff needed and even got a pretty stand for the cake, You get back and roll up your sleeves to start baking. You had 4 hours till he came back home so you could make AND decorate the cake without any rush at all, So you start mixing the batter and put the cake in the oven.

You go back into the room to scroll through cake ideas until the cake bakes, 2 hours later, you're in the kitchen wondering why the timer hadn’t set off yet, Only to realise that you haven’t switched the oven on..

But by now it’s too late to start baking, And there is less than an hour till he comes back, You rush into the car to quickly stop by the bakery to see if you could find a small cake for him, You Park your car and pick up the cake, And start back home, Two minutes into the drive your car starts whirring and finally breaking to a halt, In the middle of nowhere, And it’s dark too, So you tried calling your friend to try and pick you up, But there was no answer, You try calling road side assistance but they said it’ll take two more hours till they can help you, As a final resort you call boyfriend.

When you call him, a voice trembling with worry answers, Before you could even say anything,

" Y/n, where the hell were you, I tried texting and calling so many times, I was running around the neighbourhood asking if you’ve gone anywhere, Where are you?"

"Oh.. So you were worried, hehehe, So you care about me, heheh" You giggled,

"Of course I do dumbo, now tell me where you ran off too"

"Oh yeah that, I’m near the bakery we usually go to"

"Why on ear- oooh oh ok haha, am I meeting you there? Or"

"No my car actually broke down, so you have to pick me up"

"Okay then I’m coming"

And he was finally there, you decided not to go back home directly, Instead you took a long drive down the highway eating the almost melted bday cake,

"I’m sorry I ruined your bday", you said while feeding him from the passenger seat

"Nope this one is the best yet" He smiled,