hile, gunslinger!

isabelle, 28, she/her. handsome and dandy. noted +@ scholar.

[whyberealistic]

almost thirty and god i really thought i'd have killed myself by now

[whyberealistic]

.

i think i'm the most depressed i've been in a v v long time

like right after my mom died was different, that was like...physiological depression. who wouldn't be crazy and miserable for a couple years after their mom dropped dead

but now it's like...bone crushing. constant. i can't THINK anymore. i can't remember shit. nothing matters. i don't even pay attention to what happens to me most days. people are circling the moon and i just don't give a shit. i don't do anything i don't talk to anyone. im so fucking lonely and i miss my family so much. i miss what few friends i had left. everything is of my own doing. i can reach out i just... don't. there's no point bc there's nothing left of me, i don't have a personality or thoughts or anything, nothing to contribute. i can't imagine another 30 years of this

[whyberealistic]

a stupid thing i do with my brothers is on their birthdays i send them pictures of one of the family pets with a party hat and a little sticker or something. i don't know why i only do it to my brothers and not my dad or my sister. i don't know why i do it at all. they've never ever acknowledged them ever but god damn if there's one thing i'm good at it's beating an unfunny bit to death

[segamascott]

[segamascott]

[toskarin]

the average person with bad taste can be into some extremely banal garbage but when you get close enough to someone with otherwise good taste that they start a recommendation by going off on a preamble about how they don't necessarily recommend it you know you're seconds away from hearing about some real torturously wretched dogshit

[nighthamcollege]

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Writing would be so much easier if I didn't have youtube or computer games Right There.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

"Derin you can get timed apps to block -- " No. I don't want to block them. They're too fun.

[hrrkikshoard]

Me when I block myself from my games.

[malibuklaus]

[galadriel1010]

Sometimes you get a brief glimpse into the American worldview and decide that you don't want to know.

[transcyberism]

I cannot stress enough that this meme is entirely literal. there's no reference or subtext you don't know. these are simply the objectively most popular works of art from each denomination.

[girlmostlikely]

This is sooooo me ❤️‍🩹

[hungwy]

I think you should do something crazy to fix the big problem

anyone else getting anons trying to make them kill people

[lobbycards]

Crimes of Passion, Spanish lobby card. Spanish theatrical release 1985 Submitted by @videorecord

[whyberealistic]

edit wars going on in the hematology fandom ig

[chronicillnesshumor-deactivated]

[thememedaddy]

[dailyclassicart]

Pierre-Auguste Renoir - "Julie Manet with Cat (detail)" (1877)

[whyberealistic]

and my mom DID have a crush on rutger hauer, i knew it