how the van scene was SUPPOSED to go, aka what Will was REALLY thinking:
i mean⊠el asked me to. she commissioned it basically. i mean, she told me what to draw.
anyway, my point is, see how youâre leading us here? youâre guiding the whole party me, inspiring us me.
thats⊠thats what you do. and see your coat of arms here? itâs a heart. and i know itâs sort of on the nose, but thatâs what holds this whole party me together. heart. you. because, i mean, without heart you, weâd iâd all fall apart.
even el me. especially el. me.
these past few months, sheâs iâve been so lost without you. itâs just, sheâs iâm so different from other people, and⊠when youâre⊠because iâm different, sometimes⊠you feel like a mistake. i feel like a mistake.
but, you make her me feel like sheâs iâm not a mistake at all. like shes iâm better for being different. and that gives her the courage to fight on.
if she was i was mean to you, or it seemed like she was iâm pushing you away, itâs because sheâs iâm scared of losing you, like youâre scared of losing her me. and if she was iâm going to lose you, I⊠I think sheâd Iâd rather get it over with quick. like ripping off a band aid.
so yeah, el needs I need you, mike. and she i always will.
YALL THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART
will byers, you deserve the world and the boy
