Nix

[winged-psyche]

Hi! I’m Phoenix but you can call me Nix.

I’ve been practicing polytheism for a few years now. I’m 22 and am very much queer, nonbinary, and autistic

My pronouns are she/they, thanks!

You can go to @winged-eros for my prayers and poetry 💜

I venerate multiple deities, angels and demons and I try not to limit myself to one specific pantheon.

I consider myself to be very open to different types of experiences, entities, and things I may encounter while I work on my practice.

[wishesbythesea]

Jalal al-Din Rumi

[faer1etale]

I think more Psyche designs should include camels as one of her sacred animals, yeah butterflies are pretty and make sense symbolically but like, the camel. The camel is underrated. Give Psyche her camel

[winged-psyche]

Sooo I’m going to be speaking to and adding the goddess Tyche into my practice soon! I’m really excited about it. I’ve been thinking about her often and how I’d love more of her influence in my life and I think I’m finally going to take that leap.

For anyone who doesn’t know Tyche is the goddess of luck, prosperity, and fate. I’m researching her as we speak and it’s been interesting to see how she was worshipped in the past and now in the present. I haven’t come across too many Tyche worshipers online so hopefully I can add to that meaningfully! 💚

Good luck to me and reaching out to her 🤞🏼🍀

[bodhi-devotee]

today i venerate Ouranos and Kronos, fathers of our realm— and i shall raise even higher praises to Great Zeus, whom has assumed the office and stations of His forefathers and rules firmly and justly. Zeus, who assumes the role of air and sky itself, who fills every space and gap of our galaxy, who keeps watch over humanity perpetually. words and sensory sensations alone cannot encapsulate the love and reverence i hold for my Heavenly Father, nor the pure power and influence He holds.

happy father’s day to the Sky Father, to Zeus ⚡️

[winged-psyche]

I got my first lenormand deck today and omg I LOVE how to the point and blunt these cards are! It’s definitely a big learning curve from tarot, but it’s one I’m really happy I’m taking.

The readings were interesting. They spoke bluntly about my home life situation and also my job (or lack thereof lol.) then gave me good news again about a business partnership of some kind so I’m hoping that means I can get back on my feet soon. I think I may prefer this to tarot… or maybe I’m speaking too soon 🫪

We’ll have to wait and see!

[waterbee0]

tw: medical stuff.

Like things just continue to get worse and worse. And I'm sure she will be okay but since you guys are my community I'll write what happened about my mom.

So I sent my mother to the hospital last evening around 5 pm time frame– she was acting incredibly strangely, meanwhile I stayed home because she had a broken tooth that I thought may be eroding or getting infected.

I was trying to get a dental appointment for her since she was incredibly out of it. Progressively, this strange mood where she was lucid, out of it, almost seemed s/izure–like but the end of the day was beyond a normal tooth break but she kept denying the idea of going to the hospital but finally I'd had enough and got her to the hospital through the ambulance.

I just got a call this morning for some updates, they thought her condition was strange equally, ran some tests and long story short found she was in kidney failure. They said mild kidney failure but still she's being stabilized in the ICU. And I'm just sort of at a mental breaking point. She's in her fifties so hopefully she gets better and she's at a younger age where hopefully it turns around but since I lost my dad in rapid decline so quickly in June 2024. I'm sort of in a panic and loss for words and just scared.

I don't ask for anything but support and prayers to the Gods, if you can give my Kofi some traction that would be great but I'm slowly going through a downward spiral at everything that's been going on from the apartment stuff to now I'm just very very exhausted.

[waterbee0]

Additionally, we are facing eviction. The apartment is starting the process of eviction so I started a GoFundMe. If you can't help, you don't have to. I just appreciate anyone going ahead and sharing this with as many people as you can. I'm just very done with the month of June. My mother is disabled and now in the ICU and my sisters are handicapped and this is just a wonderful thing to do to people but you guys know how apartment managers are.

https://gofund.me/c2faf39a3

[winged-psyche]

Tw // brief mention of sexual assault.

Sooooo I deleted the posts in a small rage a few days ago so they’re no longer up but to anyone who saw them, this will make more sense. Two months ago I got word that my love life was about to be spiced up a bit and I’d be meeting someone new. I literally met this guy the next day haha.

Things went sort of well for a while, despite there being some red flags (hindsight is 20/20.)

But in the end, things didn’t work out. He crossed my boundaries big time. This was only something I realized AFTER I had broken up with him for a completely different reason. It’s crazy the things shock will do to you. How you’ll reason things away and make it seem like it was your fault. But after some talks with some friends and even my mom (my therapist is next) I realized he sexually assaulted me when he came to visit me last month. In hindsight, I truly should have realized it in the moment with the way he held me down so I couldn’t get away.

It’s been a hard few weeks lol.

But now I’m just mad.

This man who I let into my home and into my life took advantage of me in the worst possible way and now I’m stuck with these awful memories and feeling gross all the time.

I want him to have an absolutely horrible day. Or break a leg lol.

There’s a few gods on my mind I’m thinking of talking to about this to take action against him but I’m not sure yet. I want something really effective.

We’ll see what I land on.

Thanks for reading ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I’ll be okay.

[winged-psyche]

I’m learning more and more that my beliefs and views on spirituality don’t really align with most things I’ve read online or in books. Which makes this feel really isolating and lonely lol. I’d share some things but I think I’d actually get hunted down for it 😭😭 sigh.

Anyway, still throwing my days into trance mediumship. It feels like every time I take a step forward I take 3 steps back. But I’m not giving up! The gods believe in me so I wanna believe in me too. 🩶

[winged-eros]

My soul finds yours, the imprint of your love following me across time.

I find you again, this time my love for you taking a different shape.

I come to you in reverence, with love that makes the heart yearn and ache for something I cannot find on this plane.

Our love blooms, tying me to you.

And oh, how I want to be bound to you.

The need keeps my knees bruised, hands clamped together tightly as I look up at you.

You’ve consumed me and licked your fingertips, taking me for all I am.

Your love flows through me, showing me what it’s like to feel devotion that devours, swallows you whole.

My body will be your vessel.

My heart will show that it is yours.

My soul will always remember your love.

[winged-psyche]

Been practicing full body channeling/trance mediumship with deities as of late. Quite the exercise and experience, let me tell you. Not as easy as some make it seem I swear lol. But I’m doing it, and I’m getting better.

Just thought I’d share what I’m up to!

[winged-psyche]

After speaking to my higher self more often and learning more about the deities that she’s known for multiple centuries I just have to think about how beautiful it is that she’s decided to love these deities she has as lovers and friends in multiple lifetimes.

Like, you reincarnated into a new life and decided to devote your life to your friends and lovers in one of the most beautiful ways you ever could as a devotee. A piece of your soul found its way back to them. Again and again. That’s so beautiful.

[7pleiades7]

Psyche Abandoned (also known as Psyche in a Faint) (c.1819) by Pietro Tenerani (Italian, 1789 – 1869), inscription rear, left side: “P. Tenerani”, marble, 120 x 48 x 63 cm, Pitti Palace, Florence

[artandbeauty71]

Something about the fact that Eros and Psyche's story is basically about Love being a victim of his own weapon and falling in love with the Soul and the Soul falling in love with Love, and how they're both flawed because the Soul is insanely beautiful but wants to reach places it shouldn't, and Love is just as gorgeously tender as it is petty and cruel and always wears a mask, never shows its true face, not even to the Soul. The Soul needs to suffer in order to be united with Love, and most importantly, it cannot do it alone. It needs help, compassion, someone who comforts and sustains it during its trials. And when Love and the Soul are finally reunited, no more suffering is generated from their union, only Delight

[winged-psyche]

Godspouses out there, or other people that are intimate with their deities:

What’s your favorite way to connect with them? What comes easiest to you? Which clair sense if any, or dreams, the astral, or something else?

[infernaloracle]

Today might be my last, and I don't want to be dramatic and I don't want it to be in any way. I don't say it lightly. I've been working so hard full time to build a better life for myself. I got my dog all the way to Portland, I finally got away from an abusive relationshp, and now tomorrow I'm going to be homeless. I wasn't built for that, I don't think anyone truly is. I'm not going to survive it.

I've spent the last few months trying to be a better person for myself, a better practioner for all of you, and a better devotee to Lucifer. I tried my absolutely best, and I failed. I never wanted to fail him, or myself, or you.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know if some divine miracle is going to swoop in and save me. I just know, as far as I know, tonight is my last night with a bed. I need prayers, and help and hope but they are all in short supply these days. I love you all, and I'll try to keep you posted. But, with a broken phone and no wi-fi tomorrow I don't know how often that will be.

I love you all, if you want to check out my site I can only take payments through Paypal right now due to my bank shutting down my account. I will schedule you for today so that you won't have to wonder if you'll get your reading. LuciferianOracle tarot readings.

[winged-psyche]

Spirit guides confirmed they plan on putting me through the wringer but then followed up with life will get good I promise!!! So I then said let’s watch one of my favorite movies to bond.

I’m scared but imma trust them for a hot minute 😅