BluKimona

Quiet with a wide imagination.

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fuck man

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In case you weren’t convinced that hating yourself is a learned behavior

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Physical shame comes from parents, teachers, media, and peers. It’s not something you’re born with. You were born naked, wonderful, and gorgeous, and no one should make another being feel as if that wasn’t, and isn’t true.

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This made me cry

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This hit me really hard jeez

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Just a small rant

Can I just rant a bit?

I hate being misunderstood. It is an awkward, confidence-shattering, heart breaking thing people would feel. The feeling that people would judge you based on something they misunderstood. I should be judging you for judging me from your misunderstanding, but I'm not like that. If I tell them what I really meant, they just give the most obvious, uncomfortable and awkward laugh, say a small apology, and then forget everything they did, then ignore me.

Another thing I want to talk about is how the same people wouldn't be friends with me. You see. I'm first year in college. During the first semester, I tried making friends, and opening up, which was very rare of me. I was giving effort to make friends, but... it didn't work. Whenever I suggest an idea during a conversation, they suddenly stop talking, and look uninterested, like the thing I was saying was the most useless thing they've heard. It sucks. If they didn't wanna be my friends, tell it to my face, so I know that I should just stop. My efforts are being wasted on people who aren't willing to meet me half way or even an arm's length away. One whole semester of trying. Now, I'm all worn out, and have no will to continue trying. They never tried getting close to me. We have small talks, but that's it. It will be forgotten right after, and that hurts. It makes me think that there is something wrong with me. Am I doing something wrong? Am I annoying the shit out of them? Do I not look up to their standards? What is it?

That's the end of my rant. There's so much to say, but I just want to make this short. If you reached this far, thank you for taking the time to read about my problems. I feel like the weight of all my problems have just took a toll on me just now, and I needed someone, who is not someone I know, to just listen. Thanks again!

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My aunt has a dog named T. D. Br (teedeeburr) and he looks exactly like this feather duster I saw in @truevalueph . 😂

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When my ship is sailing :D 🚢⛴🛳 #animation #ship #flipaclip #myshipissailing #proudfriend

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I made some gifs using some old stored photos in my gallery, and Flipaclip. They turned out better than I expected it to be \(^0^)/ I’m not that good in animating yet, but I really hope Jack and Mark likes it :D

Hope Mark's is working

Sorry I couldn’t credit the photographers for the original photo, but their watermark is there, so I guess that’s enough.

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Got inspired by Markiplier's instagram photo 😄 #markiplierfanart #markiplier #pink #ibispaintx

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I was searching google images for random pictures, and, somehow, I started searching for Stephanie from Lazy Town now. Guess who I found? 😁

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Unravel by Tell Her I Love Her Animation entry part 1

The song iseally great, and when I heard about this contest I wanted to join, but I may have been behind schedule by... a lot, but I really wanted to make an animation, so I did. Hope you at least liked it :)

People of Tumblr! I know I have some grammar errors in the description, but please show your support for my animation by watching, liking, commenting, and sharing this video with #UnravelAnimationContest in the description! Sorry for asking too much.

Thank you! ^_^

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Why...

I always listen. I like listening to people and their stories. I get to know them better, get new information from them, and get to exercise myself emotionally. The problem here is that I listen too much that I don't know how to actually start a conversation, so I started to open up a bit. This would've been a smooth sailing experience for me, but life wasn't on my side on this and decided that if I'm gonna speak, I get cut off EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I couldn't go through one conversation without being cut off and not completing what I was gonna say or about to continue but forgot what I was gonna say. Instead of fighting to complete the story or continue the conversation, I just end it then and there because I don't feel like they want to listen to me anyway. Just today, I was cut off a lot of times. This is the first time in a week that I get to speak about something and feel good about it, and they ruined it. One in particular just wanted to make me go "If you're so bothered by me telling you things I found relevant to the issue now, why don't you just say it to my face!" For the first time in the history I was cut off, I said in a conversation "*plz wait 4 me 2 finish*" and then I sent the "😅" emoji to say that I'm asking for a few minutes or seconds to just complete what I am saying then he/she can have his turn in a light, friendly manner. Of course, he/she respected that and apologized, but he kept apologizing, that kinda gave me the impression that he was sarcastic about it. The atmosphere was more tense than a few seconds ago. He/She seemed more hostile. It was like he/she was trying to imply that he/she should be listened to and all I should do was listen to him/her. I felt guilty, so I changed the subject, and blamed the lousy internet the government has bestowed upon the country. I know this issue isn't that big compared to other issues, but, honestly, writing here, on tumblr, is the only place where I speak out a lot, even if I rarely post here. If you made it this far in the post, hear me out when I say... Thanks for listening(basically reading) this post :)

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Mark's pancake video made it to my recommended cooking videos... Well... I guess it also counts as a cooking video 😅 Great to see that he made it to the cooking category 😁

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Happy Birthday, Jack! :D

Here's a cookie cake

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I did a quick doodle of this 😂 I'd say I'm pretty proud XDDD

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Playing tic-tac-toe with my sister

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@markiplier understands

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We are all markiplier

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A 1-minute doodle of CinnamonToastKen wearing his bear hat 😁

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I tried to make a super hero suit that is inspired from a blue carpenter bee. It lacks wings but it looks pretty great. ^_^ *left side is the front and right side is the back*

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Merry Christmas to you guys for making my year great! 😄