musings

[wit-and-grit]

[archliches]

ppl who don't get cats will try to argue that cats don't love you meanwhile cats will cry and cry and cry and cry like the world is ending until you hold them like a baby and give them a kissy on their perfect lil forehead

[wit-and-grit]

do you have anything that you really want out of life that you have been conditioned to feel is lame or boring or not enough but you kinda sense in your soul that’s mostly all you’re interested in?

i am bored of the city.

i want to live on grass not concrete. i want to have yard where I can sunbathe naked without the surveillance of neighbors. i want to sip my coffee with my bare feet in the dirt and the sun on my face. 

i want to watch the clouds everyday 

i want to appreciate and cherish leisure

[eelizabit]

[s4dpngs]

[razorshapes]

Masato 55 - Sea of Clouds Under Mt. Tate and Mt. Tsurugi (2011)

[wit-and-grit]

periods

every month i get a period

i get 3 days of depression

3 pimples

1 day of absolute unhinged irritability

then on my first day of bleeding, I get cramps, a stuffy nose, and an itchy throat

during my 3 days of depression, I feel like i am the ugliest person alive.

why does my skin look like that

why are my lips so fucking dry

one eye is so much smaller than the other eye

i sleep so much and pretend i’m not alive

but i still have to work

i go on a virtual call but i have my camera off

i have to explain that I don’t feel well

it’s my male boss

he makes a joke bout COVID

(I am so fucking SICK of talking about covid)

i say “haha, no it’s uterus problems”

and he goes “Ok! moving on”

what a luxury.

[wildandlux]

[alooha]

[recaption]

[brucebocchi]

[mypsychedelicsupernova]

[badbitcheschoose]

paledainty

[wit-and-grit]

best friend

my best friend moved away today

she came into my life when i needed a female confidant

she got me through the biggest transition period of my life

she was my joy and excitement after an unhealthy relationship ended

i love her and i will miss her presence very much

it’s interesting how we are all moving on

everything changes but everything also stays the same

[weirdlandtv]

Brigitte Bardot, with her dog Guapa, at home in Paris in 1958.

[effervescent-t]

[lifemaniac91]