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Stack it up like tetris, but this money ain't a game

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2am and my bathroom flooded without anyone being in there for hours 🙃

F l o o d e d

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I'm not destined to self-destruct.

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All the secrets that I kept to spare my loved ones from pain, it all happened anyway.

With that knowledge, and knowing that it was the beginning of a lifelong cycle of driving myself crazy to keep other people happy and safe, I would have made my future nieces/children proud.

One day, they'll learn of this, and I'll have to tell them that I didn't... fight.

Maybe one day I can tell them how much I fought my mind every day since.

Would that make me strong or weak?

If i knew that the pain would be too much for me and I'd have to delegate it to my loved ones anyway...yeah. I would have done a lot of things differently.

I made myself hurt more by keeping such a big secret at such a young age, all because I wanted to protect everyone that loved me.

Patterns start somewhere.

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Maybe its time to be angry again.

It's a good place for sadness to hide.

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Well, now I'm fucking angry. I listened to this

I used to be sooo angry allll the time. Somewhere along the way, I knew that wasn't helping me, so I stopped.

I stopped being angry.

I got sad. I tried so many different ways to heal and continue healing. I've discovered many broken pieces of myself that I had no choice but to cut my hands by picking up and desperately try to piece them back together.

Now? In this moment? I'm pissed.

How dare he.

Who would I have been?

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I hate complaining about my job, because I am truly blessed. But holy crap, with all the mandatory overtime for months upon months...we are still asked to work on Thanksgiving. One of the two or three holidays we actually have off.

The rest of the departments and company get several holidays off, as well as like the Friday before...

Even when there's no work to do....

They never shorten the overtime.

Months and months of ten hour days....and often on Saturdays- our actual scheduled day off.

We have to request off for our days off, and can only do so once a month.

No incentive bonus for doing good work, though, like we used to have at the end of the year...

And so on one of the few holidays we get off and they can't *make us* work, they're trying to get us to via volunteering...

If they don't get enough volunteers, then guess what happens? :)

I'm going to remain grateful to have a steady income and insurance benefits.

But, it's definitely not because of crap like this. Clearly.

Ok bye

[superkursunaskr]

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Celestial Raven

"The grief doesn't go away" ©Artist: @dionne_ong 🫀🦊🌸

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If my bf ever called me a b*tch,

I'd be obliged to hurt his feelings lmao

Omg and would I be genuinely jazzed to do it. I should start working on insults now, in case he ever gets so bold.

No one let him look in my notes app 🤭😂😂😂😂

Not that he would, by the way! He's good boi. But if he ever feelin froggy..... let me tell you I will present a whole PowerPoint just to roast him.

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This time of year, the darkness tries to drown me.

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They tell you not to suffer alone

But even the best people seem to tire of saying "it'll be okay"

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Somewhere even angels fear to go

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I feel good today.

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