WitheringThorns

I honestly Joined Tumblr to read fanfics and look at fanart but now I'm posting bullshit whenever I'm in the mood. Mostwill probably be doodles I do at work or random art I make. Rarely LGBTQ+ so sit back, relax and enjoy the fuckery. Age: 20 something something something.

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I really need to learn. I'm kind of the emotional punching bag in my family. Make one suggestion or have one opinion and everyone gangs up on me to just.... Beat me down, make me feel stupid, small, completely missing the point of what I was trying to say. Then tell me they're just joking and I need to stop being sensitive. I'm not being sensitive, I'm being a fucking person with feelings. Maybe it would be funny if it was only once in a while, maybe, but every time I open my mouth? That's just bullying.

If someone treats you like that, say something. A serious conversation. If they react poorly? Blow it off or keep up the same behavior? Cut them off once you can do so safely. Your mental health and stability are your priority. Always. Not their mental health. Not their twisted sense of self. Not whatever bullshit excuse they use to justify this behavior. You.

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You ever try to tell a story but get interrupted time after time? Until eventually you realize it's not because shit is going on or something is more important. It's because they just don't care what you have to say....

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Just spoke about actively practicing witchcraft with an Amish man right in front of me. My social awareness has either gone down the drain or my f*cks given has reached the negatives....

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Kinda sick of being told how I can and can't react to things just because "oh they didn't mean it that way!" Because guess what? That's how it sounded! That's how I took it. Yes sometimes I'll overreact but don't tell me I'm not allowed to feel my feelings because they didn't mean to hurt them.

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I have decided!

I shall no longer refer to little little kids (5 and under) as children, babies or toddlers.

They are now small ones

I shall not explain further.

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I have come to a realization

I have big tits, no gender, and no fucks left to give

Yep

It's time to fight god, who's in?

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Siblings!

Going down to pick up my sister so she can spend the week up with me and my mom. While driving my mom looked at me and said "Don't fight with your sister. Do not be an ass."

Which, fair, I fight with my sibling all the time. So I said, "Ha! Fine I won't fight with her, I'll match energy."

She looked at me again and said "Do Not! Match energy with your sister."

"Why because you know she can be a c*nt?"

"Do not. Match energy."

Amazing interaction.

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Don't you just love it when your parents try to tell you, an adult, what you do and don't remember?

"Oh I remember seeing that movie."

"no you don't."

"but uh, but I do? I watched it in like middle school it was about-"

"no you don't."

Inspired by: Almost word for word conversation I had with my mom but it wasn't about a movie

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Love it when you're just trying to tell a joke or give your opinion on how you don't really like people and your family takes it as a queue to call you lazy and say you have a shit life.

Thanks.... It's called depression and anxiety from a trauma response, and you're REALLY HELPING!

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My therapist said something that caught me off guard and was amazing. I was explaining how I've been getting random bursts of energy that make me pretty manic, laugh and say the most insane shit that I don't even remember.

Dead serious she looked at me and said "like the human version of zoomies."

Yes.... Like human zoomies....

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Does anyone want a large orange house cat that very clearly has ADHD and anxiety? They don't need much, just food, attention and an Internet connection. I can provide the rest.

(It's me, I'm the cat, don't blow my cover)

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Don't you just love when you're expected to help everyone with everything at the drop of a hat but when you beg for help on one thing all you get are excuses and "Aww that sucks, deal with it."

I want, to die. Not like going from alive to dead forever, but die. Does that make sense?

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

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If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Executive dysfunction is such a magical thing.

I am so hungry, my stomach literally hurts. Food is IN THE SAME ROOM AS ME.

I can't make my body get up to go get it. I want to eat so bad....

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My mom doesn't laugh a lot, usually the most you get out of her is a small chuckle or a quick ha.

I randomly say shit that I know would make her laugh. (Situational comedy) So when she doesn't I can't stop myself and I just yell,

"I'm funny dammit!"

Does anyone else do this?

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You ever just wanna scream?

Nothings really wrong, no one has done anything to wrong you

You're just done but still have stuff to do, so.... Scream?

But even that seems tiring

So done, so tired, I want a nap

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It's Wednesday....

And I already want to set the world on fire

MORE than usual