im not a transmed or truscum anymore
whaat? gabe you trender wym?
As you can tell by my very much dead blog, I haven’t been very active. It’s because I’ve been distancing myself from this community.
Ever since I’ve joined the transmed community, I have been fixated on my femininity and have been hyper aware of every little thing i do, trying to make myself as masculine as possible when that’s not me. My mental health plummeted, leaving me extremely depressed and dysphoric.
Learning to truly embrace my flaws and feminine side has been really difficult for me on my journey, and I lashed out against any trans/nb person who was even remotely feminine. The community I surrounded myself with influenced my negativity towards these other people, and I now feel total guilt.
I wanted to apologize to anyone I’ve hurt, insulted, or harassed previously. It wasn’t fair of me to hurt other people in trans community when I am also a member of said community. The trans community should be a place to bring each other up and support each other, there’s already so many transphobes out there, why should I be a part of the problem?
I still hold some of the beliefs expressed on this blog, but lots of them I’ve let go of. Including the belief that nonbinary people/people who use pronouns other than he/she/they aren’t valid.
I’m going to keep this blog up because I’m nostalgic and like to look at the dumb things I’ve said in the past, but please know that I do not believe in most of the things on here anymore. Unfollow me, block me, I don’t really care. I’m still Gabe, nothing has changed other than my opinions.
Please, take care.






















