It was about time to start pushing & we made guesses what time baby would be born! I guessed 8:35 AM🙈 (the EXACT time he was born😅🙌🏽) At 6:30 AM I started pushing!! I did my first push without Josh because he was still lying on the couch 😅 by the second push josh got a rush of adrenaline to be there for me and never got lightheaded or left my side again !😭 I asked the nurse how my second push was & she very nicely said, ‘ not very good 🥴’. For some reason this really pumped me up!! I was super determined to make every push my best push 🙌🏽 Josh held me tight through every push. He kept on fueling me with positive affirmations &just so much love 😭 I didn’t think it was possible to love Josh more than in these moments of becoming a dad. Josh wrote ‘When I was looking at Lars giving birth to our son, I feel like I saw highlight real of some of the most special times Lars &I have shared together. I saw our dating, our first kiss, getting married, & our adventures just me and her. It’s like my mind was etching in a new important memory &trying to say, “soak up every moment of this because it’s something you’re going to look back on forever.” one of my fav moments was when my nurse exclaimed that our baby had a head full of dark hair ! I reached down & could feel his tiny head! That was such a magical moment and made it feel SO real ✨ our baby was almost here!! I actually had to take a 30 min break from pushing to wait for my doctor to be there for the delivery! She didn’t expect everything to happen so fast & was still on her way to the birth center. The last few pushes were so cool cuz I could feel Cru pushing his way out!! I feel like he was workin so hard & i guess I didn’t expect that! Babies are amazing &don’t get near enough credit for all the hard work they do 🙏🏼 when I saw Cru & pulled him on my chest for the first time, I found out that love at first sight is real 😭 I instantly felt his sweet, precious spirit 🥰 I cant put into words the amount of love I felt for Cru & Josh in these moments 💗 So many tears of joy& overwhelm 😭There was no better feeling in the world than holding our sweet baby. It was the best. Day. Ever 📸 @ockeydockey (at United States of America) https://www.instagram.com/p/CK2mBX6h9HD/?igshid=zrxrq6og6pu2











