A/n: I’m 100% honest in the fact that I have no idea what I did here.
“Such a dirty girl aren’t you? I bet no one knows you love shit like this, huh? I wonder what they would say if they saw you like this. All spread out and desperate for me. Or would you like that? Getting caught-”
“Whatcha listening to?” Your boyfriend smiled as he sat down, reaching for one of your headphones.
“Just some music.” You said, quickly switching to Spotify and smiling up at him.
Of course it was a lie, but Seungyoun was the last person you wanted to find out about your little secret.
Maybe you’d stumbled across a few NSFW audios on Youtube, and maybe they were addictive. It’s not like it was big deal. Everyone gets off to something, right? But from you? It wasn’t expected to say the least.
“So, your class ended early?” You spoke up, looking up at him.
“Yeah, I was going to go pick you up, but you were here waiting.” He smiled, his hand coming up to pet your hair. “Now let’s go get some food.”
You smiled and got up with him, grabbing the hand he stuck out for you.
“What are you in the mood for?” You asked, swaying his hand. “’Cause I kinda want a burger.”
“Then burgers it is.” He smiled.
You’d ended up taking the food back to Seungyoun’s place since you had some homework to finish but when you got there, you barely even touched your food, too engrossed on looking at the videos your professor assigned, your head dropping onto your notebook as you gave up on taking notes.
“Why not take a break and finally eat?” Seungyoun chuckled.
“I can’t take a break, I’ll never get back to it.” You sighed.
“How about this.” He started. “I go take a shower, you take a break and when I’m done showering, you can get back to work.”
You gave a small nod, and paused the video before closing the laptop.
“Sounds good.” You smiled, sitting back and stretching your arms, watching as he disappeared into the hallway.
You pulled out your phone, looking to see if there were any updates on the viral scary story you followed, but the only notifications you had were for some music videos, and a couple for true crime. You settled for a true crime video and started eating. But you were halfway through it when you got a new notification.
It wouldn’t hurt right? It wasn’t a long one and Seungyoun was in the shower. He’d never find out. You could get away with it.
With that thought in mind, you forgot about your food and plugged in your headphones before taping on the notification, slightly glancing towards the hallway just to be safe.
“Did you really think I wouldn’t see through your little plan? Wearing that short dress and giving everyone a view of that perfect body of yours. You wanted to make me mad. Get me all riled up and have me drag you back home so I could teach you a lesson? And to think you act like such a good girl. Who would’ve figured you’d be such a brat-”
“Caught you red handed!” Seungyoun cheered as he snatched your phone, the headphones unplugging in the process and playing the video out loud. “This? Really?” He held back a chuckle.
“That was a quick shower.” You tried, clearing your throat as you looked away, trying to hide how red your face was getting.
“It was like, twenty minutes. Don’t change the subject.”
“Oh, you said to get back to work after you showered, right? I better do that.” You continued, opening your laptop only for it to be shut right in front of you.
“Nuh-uh.” He smiled, waving the phone in front of your face. “Explain.”
“You watch porn!” You yelled in defense. “This is…kinda like porn.” Your voice was quieter as you said the last part.
“Kinda but not really.” He kept smiling. “Could’ve just told me you liked dirty talk.”
“I do not!” You felt the heat rise to your cheeks. “Why would I bring it up if we’ve never even..” You trailed off.
“Never what?” He teased, cocking his head to the side.
“You know…” You trailed off with a frown.
“I really don’t.” He smiled, watching as your face turned even more red. “Why don’t you try explaining it to me?”
Your eyes tried to look anywhere else, but he wasn’t letting up.
“Be a good girl for me, yeah?” His voice softened, but it wasn’t the usual soft tone he had, this one made your stomach tighten. It didn’t help that his hand came up to make you look at him. “I could make you feel better than this stupid audio ever could.” He was whispering now and his eyes softened as he spoke. “All you have to do it tell me.”
This entire situation was so unreal but you didn’t even have time to question it. Everything he was doing had you melting into him and you didn’t even bother fighting it.
“Just..we’ve never..even kissed..” You trailed off nervously, your lips pressing against one another as you held his gaze.
“Is that what you want?” His voice stayed as a whisper, but it was more serious now, comforting even. You couldn’t even form words, only nodding your head.
It wasn’t until he leaned in that you flinched back, Seungyoun stopping immediately and looking at you with concern.
“I just..” You paused, your eyes falling to your lap. “I don’t know how..”
He let out a soft chuckle and asked you to look back up at him.
“It’s okay.” He said softly. “I can show you.”
His hand moved to cup your cheek, his thumb rubbing over it softly as he leaned back in. He moved slower this time, gauging your reaction to make sure you were okay with everything going on.
When he saw that you weren’t backing away, he finally pressed his lips yours. As much as he wanted to be patient, he couldn’t help but get a little carried away as he worked his lips against yours.
It wasn’t hard for you to follow though, and since you were too caught up in the moment, you weren’t bothered by the fact that you had no idea what you were doing. But since he wasn’t stopping, you didn’t let it get to you.
As the kiss progressed, you took the initiative to pull him closer, not missing how he smirked into the kiss before pulling away slightly.
“It doesn’t seem like you don’t know what you’re doing.” He chuckled and you felt yourself blush. “You’re so cute,” He scoffed. “I can’t believe how dirty you really are.” He paused. “I wonder what else you’re hiding.”
You felt small under his gaze but it didn’t last long as his lips formed a smirk.
“How long were you hiding this for?” His eyebrow rose as he smirked at you. “And be honest.”
As much as you didn’t want to answer, you really couldn’t stop yourself from easily obeying.
“Only a c-couple months.” You spoke.
You felt your face get more red, if that was even possible, and you looked away.
“Because of you…” You trailed off, not wanting to give the full truth this time.
“What about me?” He pressed.
“You make me..want you.” You whispered the last part and hoped to whatever higher power there was that he’d take it.
“Were you always like this?” He scoffed. “Acting all innocent and deep down you’re the opposite?”
His words had you gulping and sinking into the chair you were in.
“A brat, though?” He tsked as he remembered the video. “I can’t have that.” He sighed and he reached for your chin, slowly making you look back at him. “You’ll be good for me, right?” He said softly. “I don’t want to have to punish my little girl.”
You melted at the words, your stomach flipping in a mix of emotions you couldn’t pinpoint. You nodded and he only shook his head.
“Tell me.” He smiled. “Tell me you’ll be my good little girl.”
You looked at him and nodded again.
“I’ll be your good little girl.”
Surprisingly, the words didn’t feel foreign as you said them and the embarrassment wasn’t as bad as you saw him smile at you.
“Then come on.” He said as he pulled away and turned to walk towards his bedroom, you following him a little too quickly.
“Come here,” He licked his lips as he sat on the bed, patting his lap.
You slowly walked up and situated yourself on his lap, still nervous but not as much as before. But just when you thought you were composed, he leaned in so his breath was fanning over your ear.
“I’m the only one who knows what a dirty girl you are, huh?” He scoffed and your breath hitched as he moved to press a kiss against your neck, goosebumps forming over your skin as he moved to press another one below the previous spot.
“How badly you want me that you’ll listen to audios instead of coming to me.” He pressed another one.
“Did you touch yourself to the thought of me saying those things?” He lightly nibbled on the spot he just bit. “Doing those things?” Another bite. “Answer me, baby.”
“Yes,” You whimpered out as his lips made their way to your shoulder.
“Fuck, you really are dirty, huh?” He whispered as his hands moved to the hem of your shirt and pulled it over you before throwing it to the side.
“God, you look so pretty.” He sighed as he took in the sight of you. “I just want to mark you up.” His tongue came out to swipe along his lips at the thought.
“Seungyoun, please,” You whined, his words being too much for you. “I don’t wanna wait anymore.”
“What do you want me to do?” He pulled away to look at you, the same smirk as before plastered on his face. “Tell me.” He bit his lip as his hands moved to play with your bra clip.
You completely ignored his question as your lips turned to a pout.
“Only good girls get what they want.” He smiled. “Answer my question and I’ll take it off.”
Your brows furrowed but you didn’t argue.
“I want you to,” You paused. “T-Touch me..” You trailed off.
“Touch you where?” He whispered as he unclipped your bra, the sudden cold making you gasp.
“Touch you here?” He cocked a brow as his thumbs moved to brush over your nipples before trailing to your lap and sliding under your skirt, his hands caressing your inner thighs. “Or here?” He asked again, his voice lower before they slid up, stopping at the hem of your underwear. “Or does my baby want to be touched,” He paused as he ran a finger up your clothed slit. “Here?”
You couldn’t stop the whine that came out as your face fell onto his shoulder as you nodded.
“Yes,” You breathed out. “Right there. Please,” Your hips rolled into his and he let out a soft chuckle as your neediness.
“You’re so cute like this,” He cooed. “It makes me want to ruin you.”
You clenched around nothing at the words, your mind running wild at all of the things he could do to you.
His finger moved to slide under your panties and he groaned at how wet you were.
“You really wanted this, didn’t you?” He bit his lip. “Or are you just easy?”
“Seungyoun~~” You whined again as he traced a small circle on your clit.
“Shh, baby,” He smiled as his finger went down to your entrance before slowly slipping into you, groaning again at how tight you were. “We have to start slow.” He said as he started pumping his finger at a slow pace. “How else are you going to take me?”
His words were followed by a second finger and you let out a chocked moan against his shoulder, your hips rolling into his hand.
“Faster, fuck,” You moaned out as your hips moved faster against his fingers.
“Who knew you’d be this needy.” He looked at you as he licked his lips, his fingers curling inside you. “I wonder how long you’ve been holding out on me.”
You couldn’t form any words to respond, too lost in your own world as you felt your stomach tighten.
“Seungyoun, fuck,” You whined, your hands reaching out and balling the hem of his shirt in your hands. “I’m gonna cum.” You moaned out, your pitch higher as your head fell back.
“Look at me baby.” He encouraged. “I wanna see how pretty you look when you cum.”
You let out a whimper and slowly brought your head down, looking at him with hooded eyes.
“Fuck,” He groaned, curling his fingers again and watching your eyes close momentarily. “You look so good like this.”
His words threw you over the edge and you fell apart as your orgasm washed over you. But you couldn’t bask in it for long as he slowly slid his fingers out and fixed your panties.
“Open your eyes baby.” He whispered, waiting for you to look at him before taking his fingers into his mouth, his eyes staying on yours even when you looked away in embarrassment.
“So sweet.” He cooed, softly, his fingers sliding under your skirt again to run over your now damp underwear, smirking when you shivered from the sensitivity. “All you had were my fingers and you’re already a mess.” He gave you an amused smile before continuing.
“I can’t wait to see how you are when I finally fuck you.”