fuck

honestly just thoughts and shit. could be triggering, just a warning.

[daglout]

[amazingmirror123]

[thatmaildude]

[reemadeeee]

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

Daily reminder ♥️

[faceless7]

I freaking hate it when I'm doing fine and suddenly it strikes me again: I hate everything & everyone in my life, wtf I wanna isolate myself from everyone and keep myself in my room

[pinup-princess]

[toadallybpd]

I’ve never had a healthy relationship and I’m convinced I never will but it’s FINE it’s CHILL

[pinup-princess]

[oracleofmania]

* at an interview*

Interviewer: Any special skills?

Me: I can ruin my own day, destroy my own friendships, and cause my own nervous breakdown.

[rotted-g0d]

[clusterb-itch]

[kingess]

You know that feeling when your crush leaves you on read for a little too long on a message that doesn't even require a response but you want to off yourself because you need him more than oxygen even though you don't even particularly like him but you need him to validate your existence because you'll never truly believe you're worthy of love?

[siickangel]

my kink is pushing people away so i can leave them before they leave me because i’m scared of abandonment

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

me: honestly i can have normal functioning relationships with people, i just need to set healthy boundaries

*gets a new fp*

me: never fucking mind

[anxietyproblem]

[squided]

year of derealizing things

[anxietyproblem]

Instagram

[calonyndraig]

OMG MOOD!

[coke-addicto]

😂 legit feels 🤯

[suicidal-steven]

Mood

[beatingheartisallihave]

So true

[maintaining-my-sanity]

Such lovely memories…❤🙂

[caleocross]

omg i relate so much ✨😌💅🧚‍♂️

[disabledprincesses]

What if the reason our brains are constantly telling us that were faking it

Is our brains way of trying to cope with having a disablity?

Like its just our brain sticking fingers in its ears going LALALALALALA because its hard to cope with the truth that well always be in pain?

[venom-system]

Trauma

I often hear people wondering if their trauma was enough to have the disorder.

Yes, it was.

End of the story.  

As a child what you saw was a trauma. And that’s enough. You don’t have to explain yourself to anyone. The child’s brain is much more sensitive. Something that would now stress you - once was a trauma. Sexual abuse may be the trauma, but the parents’ quarrels can also be a trauma, psychological violence,  moving house/area often.

It doesn’t make you less valid. There is no such thing as a important trauma and a less important one. Trauma is not a fight for first place. You won’t win anything. The only way to win is the healing process.

“Just like there’s always time for pain, there’s always time for healing.” ― Jennifer Brown, Hate List

   - Karina/ Cornell

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