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call me niko | 21 y/o | 🏳️‍⚧️he/they🏳️‍⚧️ | TW: ED (not pro) | H: 172cm | HW: 86kg | CW: 79kg | LW: 63kg | UGW: 50kg | 🔞 | active nov 2023 | 🇵🇱 | yes it's me

[mrspider-deactivated20221213]

jesus would literally have used neopronouns

[caffeinatedopossum]

The beginning/end and alpha/omega neopronouns

[fishandshesmygills]

every girl should be allowed to lie on the floor for 16 hours a day to cope with the agonies

[anxietyproblem]

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[jupiter-suggestion]

what a beautiful thing, to be queer. how lovely it is to be strange, to have edges that spill out over the lines, to be undefinable. the oddity of our hearts is something to be treasured. never change for anyone.

[tordenvejr]

there is no audience to perform for, there is no approval, no admiration to attain. there is no role worth playing, there is no one to convince. let it go

[blackpyrefly]

its fucking dember.

[worthlessbethy]

November 2022

SW: doesn’t matter

i dont care how much i weight rn (i do care but let’s act like i dont), it’s probably 71-72kg but it’s also more water weight than anything else sooo whatever.

> daily intake under 1200kcal —–(ilonka)

> 16:8 intermittent fasting

> no food after 5pm

> 10k+ steps per day or 5k and some strength training/cardio

> as little sugar as possible, same for gluten, and no fast food

> lots of fruits, veggies, water

> monsters zero are ok but max one per day

> protein!

> do not forget vitamins!

> save money, buy only the essentials 

> study.

> something for my nut addiction: max 10 per day

> track what you eat

gw: 68kg

[worthlessbethy]

i. im just gonna. say. that. all of that but with December 2022 at the top bc i didn't do shit. 🤧

[honeypleasejustkillme]

how do you tell someone “i’m not ignoring you i’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it’s really hard for me to maintain a conversation” without saying that

[kosmogrl]

[paperfury-deactivated20260224]

due to personal reasons I will need to own a library filled with, at least, all of the books and it will have a secret door that leads to even more books. please respect my wishes at this time

[radishnt]

“but what if my friend gets offended and hates me and refuses to speak to me after i set a boundary” easy peasy! that is not your friend. hope this helps

[damnselfly-b-deactivated2022042]

quick protip: if someone is crying or freaking out over something minor, eg wifi not connecting, can’t find their hat, people talking too loud, do NOT tell them how small or petty the problem is to make it better. they know. they would probably love to calm down. you are doing the furthest possible thing from helping. people don’t have to earn expressions of feelings.

[shoren18]

I’m just gonna put it out there that if someone’s freaking about something small, they’re really freaking out about something big that they’re trying to deal with, or something long term that’s been building up, and that little thing is the straw that broke the camel’s back.

I don’t know, try and give people the benefit of the doubt. Don’t be the next straw on their broken back.

[jrkaplonski]

Needed this today.

[animate-mush]

People don’t actually go from 0 to 60. If you think they did, you have failed to notice how long they’ve been at 59.

[disqualified-human-1103]

I don’t think I want to feel better anymore. I just want to skip to the dying part.

[brokengirlstuffs]

everyday

[kosmogrl]

[unfound-7]

0% energy and motivation to do anything recently

[bonesforme000]

A big game changer has been changing chips and salty junk food with nuts especially pistachios and beer nuts

[1-starvingbones-1-deactivated20]

NUTS