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@wyrdaes
“She lives the poetry she cannot write.”
- Oscar Wilde
pretty polly barrow : 01 / ??
keva de selky : 01.
keyleth of the air ashari : 01.
the romance of rot : @honortodth
zhenya dy'shenko & feanor gravenhallow
ILIAD GRAYBLEAK : 01.
FALLON / ELYSIA : 01.
I know you ––
I walked with you once upon a dream.
ASTORYA LUNAMOTH : in game model vs. artwork.
a flash from the past –– darling, how could I forget a face like yours?
VAL'KYRIE FEYRER : 01.
ZHENYA DY'SHENKO : 01.
MEET SEV'ERAE KELJORN . . . 32 YEAR OLD MOON ELF SORCERER . . . WRITTEN INTO THE WORLD OF BG3 / CRITICAL ROLE & PLAYED BY MIMI KEENE.
ok so I need to write a full meta including locations and why she goes there, but i’m going to have an arc where it’s lara in america doing the art tour that her mother never got to do, and it’ll open up possibilities for threads set in america that way! she does it i think after a lot of support from jonah and sam, and it does help her heal in a sense and feel closer to her mom, but let’s be honest. she still finds herself involved in shit wherever she is. not sure when it’ll be set but prob post shadow.
this happens I’ve decided post-shadow because knowing now how the game ends, it makes the most sense to me that Lara would try to honor and live through that for her mother, and do these things she didn’t get to. She’s spent enough time chasing her dad, now she’s paying an homage to her mother and trying to further understand her as a person, through the things she’d wanted to do.
small sex-related headcanon that woke me up today –– while sex with a new partner is challenging for gwyn regardless of who the partner is, I was thinking that for her, there are two things that are especially triggering. these two things are the missionary position and having a man’s weight on her –– they usually go hand in hand, which is to say that it’s not necessarily the missionary position itself that triggers her, but the feeling of helplessness that could potentially come from then having a man’s weight on her. it’s safe to say it could easily bring up some heavily repressed memories and emotions.
I also wanted to note that gwyn works hard to teach herself that what happened to her wasn’t sex –– it was r*pe, and that she isn’t triggered by sex itself, but by r*pe and things that remind her of what happened to her in sangravah. I’ve seen cognitive therapists emphasize the importance of making that distinction with survivors so that, if they want to, they are able to go on and have happy and safe sexual lifestyles. still, of course it’s going to be rough going because of many reasons I don’t feel comfortable spelling out here in case they trigger anyone.
as with a lot of different kinds of trauma, it’s hard to predict what will trigger someone. the best any partner of hers can do is just be patient and understanding through it all, which is the most she could ever ask of someone.