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i’m an adult proshipper and multifandom nsft artist
i’m a quirked up white boy and use he/him
i am a system
i’m a pansexual gaybian lesboy
do not follow me if you are a minor

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welcome to hell
greetings and salutations, I am Shadow
i’m an adult proshipper and multifandom nsft artist
i’m a quirked up white boy and use he/him
i am a system
i’m a pansexual gaybian lesboy
do not follow me if you are a minor
They are even better 🌒
This is AI, he put the original video thru the slop machine and ruined such an amazing video :/
#kill ai
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TW: Radfem, TERF rhetoric
Going on radfem blogs is such a trip. With me being a staunch feminist, I agree with so much of what they're saying. Yes, women suffer extremely horrific gendered violence and rape. Yes, women's reproductive labour is thankless and disregarded. Yes, girls are taught to be subservient to men and pressured into a lower social role that is seen as worth less than men. But then when it comes to trans, nb and intersex people, they turn into adolf hitler. They refuse to accept that everything they are protesting against also befalls trans women. We suffer gendered violence and rape, our labor is devalued a lot, we are seen as lesser and expected to be submissive and deferential to men. I don't understand how a group of people could so blatantly be right on so many aspects of feminism but fail when it comes to trans women.
I'll come across a post denouncing gender essentialism then the next post will be about how trans women can never be women. So much cognitive dissonance, they denounce gender essentialism in one breath then enforce it in the next.
"One is not born, but rather becomes, a woman" what do they think Simone de Beauvoir was talking about? If you understand that "woman" is a social category cis women are thrust into, how can you not understand that people can choose to adopt that social position willingly. Social categories are fluid and malleable. We know the gender performativity theory for goddess' sake. If one can be coerced into a gender, one can definitely choose their gender also. The existence of trans women should prove to you that 1) sex and gender ARE social constructs just like feminists theorized and 2) a woman is something worth being, that the desire to live as a woman and be seen as a woman is a refutation of the idea that women are lesser. Shouldn't the existence of trans women be a total vindication of what feminism stands for? "Biology is not destiny" should mean not only that your uterus shouldn't doom you to a life of subservience and sexual slavery but also that supposedly male biology cannot stop a woman if she really wants to self actualise and thrive as a woman. The fact that trans women see being a woman as aspirational should make obvious the worth of women. The fact that we spend so much time, money and effort in the act of becoming a woman should be a comfort to you. But they never see that. They only see us as weird fetishists and misogynists when the complete opposite is true. You don't aspire to something you hate. Racists do not seek to be black and misogynists do not seek to be women.
Radfems are right on like 90% of their grievances but then when it comes to trans women (and sometimes black men, which surprised me) they are no different than bigots like self described christian nationalists like matt walsh & chris rufo or the denizens of 4chan & kiwifarms. It's so jarring reading radfem blogs because one second your reading feminist theory and abortion rights and stories of the struggles of women in the global south and the next second you're reading the most vile, disgusting, bigoted transphobia youve ever seen in your life. Like suuuper rancid shit no different than the murderous fantasies of racists and fascists.
And it makes me sad, truly. If they just weren't transphobic, we'd be able to accomplish so much together. It's like a lost opportunity. They're so busy hating trans women to think critically about us.
its really crazy how people love to blorbopost about how their blorbo is a War Criminal Scrunkly but those same people will act like you ate their dog if you so much as imply that scrunkly has any textual relation to sexual violence
like there is such a huge contingent of people to whom War Crimes are a funny imaginary fake thing but sexual assault is Real and Serious and yknow to point out the extermely obvious it is because they are mostly usamericans/imperial core residents and therefore they can imagine one type of harm befalling them (therefore making it Real and Serious) and not the other (thereby making it Funny)
people are often less comfortable with bad things that they or a loved one has experienced, more at 11
did you know that there are people whose loved ones have experienced war and imperialist violence because the people those things happen to are also in fact human
So because I used to work with a lot of young men, I've seen/read a lot of manosphere shit (genuinely I had to know what a sneako is for work) and read/watched a lot of opinion pieces on the manosphere.
Something I notice is, when men discuss the manosphere, they either centre the reason boys fall down that pipeline on some inner weakness or defectiveness of the boy, ie. "they're just autistic weirdos who want rules for women because they can't get their dick wet," or they centre the reason on women, "feminism had made women too woke, mean and impossible to socialise with."
What I noticed while working is that every single little Tate goblin I had to work with had conservative parents, and I have never once seen that aspect of all this discussed. Boys will reflect the social norms they are raised in within their household. The biggest preventative for manosphere bullshit I saw in the boys I worked with was a dad who isn't a fuckwit and a household that isn't LARPing the 1960s.
Blaming disabled people and women for shit men do instead of the men in the immediate vicinity with an active role in the situation seems to be a trend.
the idea that predators and abusers are an ontological category of person, rather than everyone having the capacity to be predatory and abusive, leads to people having no regard for boundaries because they think that predation only comes from evil people ™
Some of my favorite showcases of insects arranged by color from the Montreal Insectarium
How big is the ball pit area going to be?
I don’t know the exact dimensions right now, okay
can’t believe I’m only now finding out that hiro suzuhira redrew her anime goth girl in 2020 after finding out how iconic she is in the west
not she berry or he berry but no berry
and that is berry good
WHEN THE MODERN FRAMEWORK OF GENDER, SEX, AND SEXUALITY WAS LITERALLY BORN OUT OF 19TH CENTURY RACE SCIENCE YOU CANNOT DISCUSS FEMINISM OF ANY KIND WITHOUT HAVING TO FIRST DISCUSS THE RACIALIZATION OF GENDER ASSIGNMENT/PERCEPTION
like i cannot stress enough that when "man" and "woman" got codified "scientifically" in the 1800s as intrinsically seperate categories within western society THEY EXPLICITLY STATED BLACK AND BROWN PEOPLE WERE TOO PRIMITIVE TO DEVELOP THIS DISTINCTION. WE WERE QUITE LITERALLY SEEN AS A THIRD UNDIFFERENTIATED CATEGORY BELOW (WHITE) MEN AND WOMEN.
Like you CANNOT divorce gender as a construct from race as it was literally born out of the social construct of race. Black/Brown Trans Woman and White Trans Woman are, for all intents and purposes, discrete gender identities historically speaking. And the worst part is that this way that both Black/Brown women of ANY gender have had to fight to be recognized as people - much less women - should be a point of solidarity between white trans women and black/brown women. but every time we try to have this discussion it turns into a fucking flamewar bc of white fragility
Racism in fandom spaces is actually insanely bad and if you ever try to downplay or avoid conversations about it because "fandom is supposed to be fun" then I'm not sorry to say this: You're adding on to the problem.
you speak up about racism in a fandom and suddenly 100k different people are in your notes talking about "fandom etiquette".
nonblack proshippers are some of the most ignorant, tone-deaf people ever, and it’s fucking appalling
and this is coming from a nonblack proshipper
Racism in fandom spaces is actually insanely bad and if you ever try to downplay or avoid conversations about it because "fandom is supposed to be fun" then I'm not sorry to say this: You're adding on to the problem.
you speak up about racism in a fandom and suddenly 100k different people are in your notes talking about "fandom etiquette".
also we as a society need to appreciate graffiti as an art form more. no i don’t mean banksy, i mean the shit cops and white moms get mad at
It's Nov. 21st, and I'm still thinking about the murder of Sam Nordquist. Don't forget about the violence trans men and mascs face every single day, simply for existing. It is especially worse if they are a POC. Check in on your trans bros.
If you're a trans man/masc reading this, know you are loved, and I am so proud of you for waking up every single day and living in this world. You are worth it. You are appreciated. You are always a valid and important member of this community.
FINALLY WE HAVE A FUCKING UPDATE
TikTok girlfriend pleads guilty to all charges in Sam Nordquist murder | MPR News https://share.google/dPcEWcMvBmS1b9hzD
Bitch is pleading guilty to 11 different charges, and is expected to be sentenced by September 4th. 7 other people are also being charged.
Rest in peace, Sam. Hopefully you will receive justice.
where’s that article by james frankie thomas where he says like “prior to my transition there was only one kind of sex i wanted to have. and i thought i could never have it” because i am about to blow these people’s minds
i found it 😌 the article was published on Slate and here’s JF’s commentary on it
i have gotten some very odd anons about this post that i’m choosing to ignore. but i am going to double down on this. no i don’t care if girls watch gay porn or imagine themselves as a gay person or wonder what it would be like to have gay sex. so many people imprison themselves by thinking they could never be gay and/or trans. well i’m telling them they better watch out. being gay and/or trans is real. and it could happen to YOU. as a matter of fact i sincerely hope it does
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#tbh i think the intense stigma against “straight” ppl “fetishizing” queerness keeps a lot of ppl in the closet
#theres no harm in exploring those feelings in private. indulge in the fantasy and see where it takes u
#dont be a creep to other ppl obv but that goes w/o saying #if id had the courage to confront the ache id feel when i thought abt lesbian sex and how id “never be able to have it” earlier
#it wouldve saved me a lot of time