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Dean Winchester does not deserve the hate he is getting.

More importantly, Jensen Ackles, a real live human being, does NOT DESERVE the hate he is getting.

Holy hell. Y’all’s cruelty towards this man online is to me by far the worst part of the Destiel situation. Jensen is not homophobic. He has never used slurs against the community. He is not at all the way so many of you are painting him. I don’t understand, do you just NEED something to be angry at and hate and since it can no longer be non-canon Destiel it needs to be the ACTOR? Please leave him alone. I so desperately hope he isn’t looking at any of the reaction online, same with everyone involved in this who likely had good intentions and put heart into this storyline, only for y’all to make “homophobic” the word of the day. God. Sending so much love to Jensen Ackles tonight

xcanadianxredheadx

captainjennhart:

Dean Winchester does not deserve the hate he is getting.

More importantly, Jensen Ackles, a real live human being, does NOT DESERVE the hate he is getting.

deanwinchesters

the script literally said “dean is stunned, confused” “dean can’t reciprocate” and people are coming after jensen’s acting like he himself made that choice if i didn’t hate the writers more than i do now…

oldersistercore

supernatural is the world’s longest hate crime

xcanadianxredheadx

12rosesofautumn:

grimshady:

supernatural is the world’s longest hate crime

Oh good fucking grief, no it isn’t. Hating SPN isn’t a personality, it’s a fucking show, you don’t like it, don’t watch.

This. Just...THIS.

#seriously #don't like it don't frickin' watch it

hunenka

This kind of Destiel – Cas hopelessly in love with Dean who doesn’t feel the same way about him – is my favorite kind of Destiel, and the only one that works in canon.

Or it would have worked if Cas had shown any interest in Dean in the past few years, instead of being All About Jack ever since Jack showed up, and only going, “Oh, I just remembered I love Dean!” right before he dies. Because that was just dumb.

What’s also dumb is the show suddenly going, “Oh, I just remembered Dean’s a good guy motivated by love above all!” after dedicating years to portraying Dean as an abusive angry guy who shouts, pulls his gun on everyone and is morally inferior to every other character on the show.

So this sudden turn of perspective just so that Cas could give his big “Dean, you are so good and I love you and it’s all very sad” speech, and so that his “tragic” death would pack a bigger emotional punch, came out really unconvincing. (And I’m sure we’ll be back to mean, evil Dean next week.)

preciousnugget

Classical Pieces You've Probably Heard but Might Not Remember the Name

William Tell Overture- Rossini (Most famous part at 8:45, but why not listen to the whole thing?) I’m adding hints, at least to the ones I recognized culturally. This one is “go, horsey, go!”

Also Sprach Zarathustra- Strauss Slow, dramatic entry scene, IN SPAAACE.

Eine Kleine Nachtmusik- Mozart People running out of a fancy wedding or something. Also known as DUN, dun DUN, dun DUN dun DUN dun DUUUUN.

Symphony 94, Mvt. 2 “Surprise Symphony”- Haydn ?

Toccata and Fugue in d Minor-Bach Halloween organ!

Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2- Chopin Picture a tiny old woman playing piano in a sunlit room with lots of flower vases, about the spill the tragic secrets of her past to some timid young visitor.

Rondo alla Turca- Mozart the babysitter from The Incredibles: “Time for some COGNITIVE ENRICHMENT!”

Sinfonie de Fanfares: Rondeau- Jean-Joseph Mouret Royalty is coming. Or someone is getting married. Or royalty is getting married. Also the PBS Masterpieces theme.

The Four Seasons: Spring- Vivaldi (I just linked to the whole thing because it’s great) Again, someone is getting married, but this one is strings instead and a lot less frumpy.

Jesu, Joy of Man’s Desiring- Bach That one that amateur guitarists love where the notes are all up and down but all the same length. Also used in movie weddings.

O Fortuna (from Carmina Burana)- Carl Orff SONG OF DOOM. Also song of “baby on fire!” in The Incredibles.

Funeral March- Chopin ?

Orpheus in the Underworld: Infernal Galop (A.K.A. Can Can)- Offenbach Well, “aka can-can” says it all.

Pomp and Circumstance (You probably graduated to this)- Elgar Oh yes, Baaaa dun dun dun duun duuuuun… Also if you were a bandie you had to play it for 3 years before graduating to it.

Gayane: Sabre Dance- Aram Khachaturian Comically hectic productivity, a circus clown juggling while standing on a ball, or perhaps a rapidly-approaching termite infestation. Could go any way, really.

A Midsummer Night’s Dream: Wedding March- Mendelssohn The song movies play right AFTER they both say “I do.”

Carmen: Les Toreadors- Bizet I can’t be the only one who remembers when ‘Hey Arnold’ did this. “Bullfights and swordfights, rolling in manuuure!”

The Ride of the Valkyries- Wagner Good song for a naval battle I guess? I can only think of the mini golf course I went to as a kid with the creepy castle on Hole 18 that played this.

Für Elise- Beethoven That one every amateur piano player loves to play because the beginning is just E and E-flat over and over. Also ballet and piano recital scenes in movies.

Dance of the Hours- Ponchielli Hello mudda, hello fadda, here I am at, Camp Granada…

Rigotello: La Donna e Mobile- Verdi More than a few sophisticated movie villains (or snobby good guys) have this playing on a Victrola. Also, tell me you don’t picture Pavaroti no matter who’s actually singing.

Night on Bald Mountain- Mussorgsky ?

Romeo and Juliet: Love Theme- Tchaikovsky More movie-love, usually building up to admitting they live each other.

Entry of the Gladiators- Julius Fucik I have one word for you: CIRCUS.

Lakmé: Flower Duet- Delibes OMG ALIAS. Nadia’s spy backstory in Film Noir!

Peer Gynt: In the Hall of the Mountain King- Greig Mischievous Tiptoeing in Movies song. Also something growing out of control, slowly at first and then quickly, and (comically) exploding.

Rodeo: Hoedown- Copland The title says it all tbh.

Peer Gynt: Morning Mood- Greig Sunrise/waking up Movie Song du jour.

New World Symphony Mov. [2][4]- Dvorak Well now I’m thinking of “An American Tail” and I’m crying…

Ave Maria (You knew this, but did you know that it was by Schubert?) Nothing to add. I’m not a music snob, really, but if you didn’t know this, YOU SHOULD.

Canon in D- Pachelbel This is the one that the pretty Trans-Siberian Orchestra Christmas song comes from. :-)

Add others if you want! Have fun!

jsbachtopus

Dies Irae (from Requiem) - Verdi Scary scenes in cartoons, especially involving storms, holes, or treacherous waterfalls.

Flight of the Bumblebee - Rimsky-Korsakov Oh come on, everyone knows this one! It sounds too much like the title for you to forget what it’s called! Also: Drumline.

Finale to the 1812 Overture - Tchaikovsky Naval battle! Cannon! Fireworks! 4th of July in ‘Murica! Even though it’s about that *other* war going on in 1812!

Der Holle Rache kocht in meiner herzen (aka the Queen of the Night aria) - Mozart The one that fancy ladies in movies use to try and break champagne glasses.

Libiamo ne’ lieti calici - Verdi ?

Largo al factotum - Rossini Does your cartoon need a classical tune for your rotund Italian chef to sing while tossing pizza dough? Have we got a song for you!

Overture to The Barber of Seville - Rossini Fast-paced, sneaky-things-are-afoot movie song.

The Blue Danube Waltz - Strauss Da-da-da dum dum. *plink plink* *plink plink*. As heard in Jack’s entry to First Class in “Titanic,” and a million other places. (Veggie Tales “Stuff Mart,” anyone?)

Moonlight Sonata (mvmt. 1) - Beethoven The ultimate pretty-and-sad piano and/or ballet scene song.

Symphony No. 5 - Beethoven dun dun dun DUUUUUN.

I’m sure there are more but these were some of the first that came to mind as missing!

teunvolkarin

I think this one’s missing, one of my favourites:

Danse Macabre - Camille Saint-Saëns

maythecorpsbewithyou

This is one of the best classical music master-posts I’ve ever seen. I’m so proud of yall

pallascatisnotimpressed-blog

Pavane for a Dead Princess- Maurice Ravel. Apparently it’s in Dark Knight Rises? I just think it’s pretty.

And

Tales from the Vienna Woods- Johann Strauss II. Contains the melody playing on Rose’s music box in Titanic just before Cal gives her the Heart of the Ocean.

laoness

I’ve been staring at this gif for ages and it’s so funny.

Maul is just showing off and does this completely unnecessary jump to back away, doesn’t bother to use the Force to open the doors but throws something at the controls.

AND FUCKING OBI-WAN KENOBI CASUALLY WALKS UP TO HIM, SWINGING HIS LIGHTSABER LIKE “YEAH I’M GONNA FUCK YOU UP BITCH”

The longer I look at it the funnier it gets. He’s just not impressed at all lmao

thetorontokid

And he keeps doing it.

xxglossii

When Kenobi does The Walk™, your ass is about to get beat

izzy-hands

If I were to say to you that, I am a stranger traveling from the East, seeking that which is lost… Then I would reply that, I am a stranger traveling from the West, it is I whom you seek.

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Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

bowlegschester

reh-sa

Rose tea 🌹 ☕️

July 8th 2020

Currently watching the dogs and the cat while my stepmom is on the mainland til Saturday. I don’t mind it as I love the pups and the cat, and I bought a bunch of fruits too! I got Apples, Peaches, Kiwis, and Mangoes :D I’m gonna try and get a little better at eating healthier.

A couple of selfies from today (June 29 2020)

June 27th 2020

https://youtu.be/5XHHxfkImKo?list=RDPTzLgnT9UFI… This song is an anthem for me. I listen to this when I'm in a down mood and this reminds me to say: "Fuck you bad mood and depression, I'm gonna be a hellion today and not let you bring me down" It brings my mood up and reminds me I ain't gonna let anything bring me down anymore. Fuck drama, fuck anything that brings my mood down. I am going to fight the darkness with every bit of strength I've got. It won't swallow me. Never again! I still have depression, that will NEVER go away, and yes I'll have my bad days still, but I have a good support system and good friends, and a wonderful GF that I love dearly. Nothing will suck me into the darkness again. I will never allow myself to feel worthless or like I don't matter. I will never let anyone bring me down again. I'm worth more than that. I am worth more than those that can't see how they hurt people- like my father for example. I will never allow him to hurt me emotionally again. He may be blood, but family he is not. Not after the shit he's pulled. I will rise above those that try to harm me in any way. I will protect my mental state and my heart.

May 17th 2020

This Covid stuff is getting to me, It’s just...making everything so much harder I am so stressed and anxiety-ridden due to this and the constant news of it and I”m still dealing with the stuff I’ve been dealing with since January. I haven’t been able to really ‘get over’ giving Benjamin up. Every time I see a picture of him or hell, even think about him, I start crying. My usual routines due to Covid have been completely interrupted and it’s making my anxiety spike to the point where there are some days that I just...I dunno, kind of space out all day? I talk here and there to people but I can’t really focus on anything and just leaving the house is terrifying. I hate it and I hate what it’s doing to my already messed up mind. There has been good news, but I feel like all of this crap is just overshadowing it and I’m starting to feel like there’s no light at the end of this darkness. Even doing what I love-Art, DnD, stuff like that...I’m finding it hard to even get the willpower to do those... All I want to do is sleep.

#FASD #anxiety #depression #Mental health #mental disability

MARCH 1ST 2020-3:24am

So far I’m rather happy to have an outlet. I’m posting everything I can here, and I’m about to do an update as well.

It has been a hard few years.

I found a steady job in November of 2017 at a place called Spencer’s Gifts in my local mall. The manager then was entirely understanding and I had my support worker at the time with me and my disability and restrictions were explained. I was hired to do shipping which I easily excelled at. It was a repetitive, constant task that I could focus on and just get it done. I did this for almost 2 years straight barely even seeing the front of the store because I enjoyed my job so much, and it kept my anxiety and depression down to a manageable level until everything went to hell. I won’t go into details here, it was just one thing after another and it made me quit my job due to my mental health declining rapidly because of drama and nothing going right. I stopped working there August 2019 after taking a month off to try and collect myself but failed at getting my mental state back to the way it was, so instead of asking for more time off, I quit my job in order to focus on my mental health.

Christmas…wasn’t fun this year, nor did it feel right. Family drama happened and it soured the overall normally cheerful holiday.

January 16th 2020.

I gave my companion Benjamin up-I surrendered him to the SPCA due to the start up care of his diabetic regimen being over $400 and even with help from others I couldn’t afford it because the bills prior to that had dried my money up.

I’m still mourning that loss. It was heartbreaking to have to make that decision even though it was the right one for him.

February 19th 2020 I got myself a budgie whom I named Dean and he is the sweetest little bird I’ve ever known. I can’t not have a pet in my life-the repercussions of not having something to care for are extremely harsh on me as I stop caring about everything. I stop caring about myself, or what I’m spending, and having a pet, feathered or furry, forces me to reconsider that pizza or whatever I want. It forces me to budget and rethink, it’s also incredibly helpful for my mental health overall. I have been singing and chatting to him and it’s been incredibly amazing to have a pet again.

February 27th 2020 is when things really started turning around. My support worker from the place I get support from brought over an intake form for a therapist which I’ve been asking to have for a while now, and I just need to wait for them to call me, and I can start dealing with the problems I have, I can’t just grow as a person alone, I need tools and I need tricks that I can’t think of or find, so hopefully I can get the help I need in order to become a functioning person again because I have barely been able to in the past couple of years.

March 4th-6th 2020

Wednesday March 4th 2020 My budgie Dean died tonight. It happened so fast and so sudden, he was kind of lethargic during the day, but then around 6pm, he died. It was hard, to deal with a deceased pet, but I managed, and I’d only had him for a couple of weeks and it was too late to call Petsmart and talk to them about it, so I’m not going to have a pet for a while. I’ve already taken care of his little body, and I’m going to take the cage to the garbage tomorrow. I’m upset, but…not much I can do now. Thursday March 5th 2020 Cage has been taken care of, and I cleaned up my place a little bit afterwards to get rid of the seeds and stuff Dean had tossed to the floor when he was eating. I didn’t sleep a wink (was up until after 4am..) and I’m exhausted emotionally. I didn’t cry a lot but just the strain of dealing with such a thing has affected me. Friday March 6th 2020 Still didn’t sleep a lot, I was up til 4am again and my sleep’s been off and on all day. Love it when my sleep schedule gets screwed up. Organized some jewelry today, and tomorrow I’m hoping to get outta the house for a while because I haven’t left my home much in the past month or so unless I need to run down to the store. Depression sucks, and I hate it.

SATURDAY MARCH 7TH 2020

I was reading my Diagnostic Assessment report from the center I went to in 2013. I was officially diagnosed with FASD May 1st 2013. Here’s some things I found in the report (there is more, but this stuff popped out to me the most) I have ARND Alcohol-Related Neurodevelopmental Disorder (ARND): People with ARND might have intellectual disabilities and problems with behavior and learning. They might do poorly in school and have difficulties with math, memory, attention, judgment, and poor impulse control.

I had a fever seizure when I was two

I had a grand-mal apparently, that lasted half an hour when I was five and a half, had an EEG done after the grand mal and it showed mild to moderate abnormal results due to excessive Theta and Delta slowing over both hemispheres. I had a follow up EEG in May 1995…and it was normal.

#Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder #FASD #living with a Disability #mental disabilities #anxiety #depression

Felt good to get that christmas stuff off of my shoulders...I need to post/vent here more-it helps a lot.

Christmas Update (December 28th 2019-8am)

It’s been really stressful this year for Christmas/the holidays. On Christmas Eve I had a massive, massive emotional and mental breakdown.... I’m going to pull some stuff from my Facebook posts...so here goes December 24 at 4:33 PM · Having to fucking hide upstairs to avoid my father's extremely aggressive and tense energy. I was sitting beside him for 10 minutes and couldn't handle it. I had to go upstairs then go and take a walk. Ugh. So much for being around family.....I'm alone upstairs and everyone is downstairs.......Fuck my life. December 24 at 6:11 PM · Due to being verbally abused by my stepmom of all people, I have removed myself from the situation and am now at home and will NOT be returning to her house tomorrow for Christmas. I will not allow myself to go through emotional turmoil again and I will not let anyone verbally abuse me.I was told to get over myself. and I was told to not make it about me. That it was about the kids (my niece and nephew) I was quietly sitting upstairs to avoid conflict and not have to be around that toxic energy.She made excuses for my father. my abusive, narcissistic father.Saying that 'people make mistakes and they can change' Abusers never change Narcissists never change I went home due to being unable to be around that aggressive energy my father was putting off and the way I was being spoken to by my stepmom.I know she's most likely stressed and wants a sense of normalcy this year However I will not stick around in a toxic environment. I will NOT compromise my mental health and emotional well-being.If that makes me selfish, then so be it. ---------------------------------------------------------- I had taken the bus home that night, and had a massive breakdown of anger, betrayal, and hurt. I think it was the worst breakdown I’ve had in years. Fast forward to Christmas night. I was invited to my stepmom’s place despite me leaving the house the previous night and I decided why not...even though I didn’t really want to go. The night was fraught with my father being caught on his phone talking to girls and hiding in the bathroom apparently ‘being sick’ but I decided to be civil and just before I left that night I wished him a Merry Christmas, thanked him for the gifts and a few minutes later he came down and gave me a hug. However, it does not end there. The breakdown I had on Xmas eve has taken a strong toll on me and I’m utterly wiped and have been sleeping a lot. I did get some gifts for Christmas, and since I got home on Christmas Night I’ve been just keeping to myself and not really leaving the house due to the emotional/mental toll it took on me. So I’m going to do my best to start the new year off with leaving all of this behind me as I want to start it off on a somewhat decent note this year. However the stress about Benjamin’s impending dental bill is still causing me stress due to the amount I need to save up and I am trying my hardest. For Christmas I received: I got a mouse pad, a power bank, a new shirt, a scarf, reading socks AND socks and a mug with cats on it and it has hot chocolate mix and chocolates Oh and I got sent home with homemade cookies Here’s to a hopefully better 2020..

#mental health #depression #anxiety #tw: parental abuse #tw: Family abuse #tw: emotional trauma

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