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welcome to my enclosure, hope you enjoy seeing me scream from a safe distance ﾒ૦ﾒ૦💋
alt: www.tumblr.com/xenomorphic-tendencyv2
Hello hello hello!!! Call me Xeno or Xen or Xenny ur hubby whichever I dont mind ahaaa(im so sexy). made this blog to rant n share my 200k opinions since literally no one fuckin listens to me, share my doody liquid art and MAYYYBEEE write some thing or 2 idk.
Somethings abt me!!!-
i am a GIANT animal lover. Scales, Fur, Feathers I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!
i like to travel sometimes...Exploring new places is pretty awesome sauce guys...
i do digital and traditional art, wayyyyy beter at trad tho...slowly getting better w my phone...
reading fanfiction 🔛🔝💯💯💯‼️‼️(GOOD FANFICTION WITH DETAILED LORE.)
im an anime fan....*sigh* ts is rough oh and i play games 2 ig
roleplaying is fun 2 icl....wish i would find an active server 2 rp in 😭🙏🏾
DO NOT!-
Throw around twitter insults on my page; I like to debate or borderline argue, but "stfu r*t@rd ill dox u" is a TRASH comeback, you will be shamed💀🙏🏾
Hate on anything I or another posts; constructive criticism is only constructive when you say something helpful
(If i do) Ask me to write or draw anything NSFW. I miiight write something suggestive, but straight fuckin is best kept in the DRAFTS honey...😬
Spread sexism, racism, homophobia, or transphobia on my page. Talking abt it isn't wrong, whats wrong is saying u support those beliefs. KEEP IT 2 URSELF!!
Trace, steal or claim any of my works as yours. I dont bust my ass js 4 u 2 get a skip all the work card. ur a bum if u steal works anyways 🙄
ok im done phew, hope i dont forget this cuz no lie i lowkey ate w the design....(BARZZ)
yes my inactivity is gonna be a trend....i know i know, my non existent readers missed me and im here!!!! so..... u read them big ass words on the top of the post u alr know whats gonna happen next..
HUGE RANT BELOW!! </33
guys i literally can't conceptualize this like....why're you as people DECADES older than me throwing tantrums? I thought we were past our terrible 2s and troublesome 3s.... i guess they come back when ur 62???😟
because we quite frankly don't need to be yelling over minor things when they could easily be taken care of within the time it takes you to scream and complain about the issue? Do our (not collectively!)... brains not work? Its not fucking rocket science, and it really doesn't take more than 2 minutes to reach such a conclusion? And another thing about complaining, don't be mad that I don't want to hear you whine in my ear abt ur issues when you don't give a single flying fuck about how i feel? You have a job, you can afford therapy with a LICENSED therapist, not a perpetually fed up 16-year-old who's mental health looks like a leaky water balloon?
and yes when i say "I'm tired", or "I don't want to hear that", I'm talking about YOU too? Don't think just because we're both facing the same bad behavior does NOT mean you don't aggravate me too? You want to sit around and complain and whine and say "Oh I'm gonna do this, Oh I'm gonna do that" knowing damn well you wont and never will because you're a coward, and wonder why nothing ever changes? Ur mouth is real damn reactive, so why aren't you proactive? Why don't you ever stand up for urself?
the talk stays big, but then when the time comes the crowd is...silent? Like hello? Why aren't you doing what you said you would? And why do you tell ME, I to shut up when I cut the bullshit? When I draw the line in the sand and say "Keep your ass on the other side"? WHEN I REFUSE TO BE DISRESPECTED LIKE YOU AND THEN I'M THE BAD GUY?? you have so much confidence shutting me up, but where is said confidence when the time comes to drop that BUM?!
you tell me to pick my future man carefully, and you best believe I will. I will do everything in my power to prevent myself from ending up in your sorry situation, letting a MAN disrespect you at every corner. That won't be me. He will be, is trained, thoroughly trained, to respect me and my time and kiss the ground I walk upon? He won't play in my face because the moment he does, I'm up and gone? Matter of fact, im leaving so fast all he'll see is my afterimage and the dust from when I run. He'll treasure what he has, cause he missed he had. Peep that and take notes!! Ntm he knows that, and knows it really fuckin well
And that good for nothing BUM needs to get his dirty cheatin, lyin, raggedy boney black ass out of my fucking face before I beat his head in cause that thing is testing patience I DO. NOT. have. Whyyyyy on god's green earth would you, bring your nasty self in my peace, and dig up the audacity to scream at me because my clothes r in the dryer..... r we actually fucking serious? In the time it took you to stomp ur way upstairs and stutter like a bumbling buffoon in front of my door, you could've, IT WOULD'VE taken 2 seconds to see that my clothes were completely dry.... and the basket that was RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE DRYER THAT YOU COULDVE PUT MY CLOTHES IN. AND PUT YOURS IN RIGHT AFTER. and you wonder why I want jack shit to do with you? you wonder why you can barely get a good morning out of me?
can we bffr for a moment and realize that clothes being in the dryer is nowhere near that big of a deal that ur making it out to be? Why're you so sensitive? actually why're you such an insufferable moron in the first place? Always tryin to find these little moments to make my day a little worse because you're bitter for what I don't know and can't bring myself to care about.
honestly, i'd rather you not be in my life than have you here and be a tumor on my lifestyle. Yeah, im 16, what the hell do I know about how I wanna live? But I know enough about myself to know that I prioritize keeping myself safe and using what limited energy I have each day on the things I care about. It's literally so fucking easy to cut you off, so keep acting like that and see if i'll stick around for much longer. Throw ur ass in a nursing home and leave you there to rot like the waste of space you are!!
and then, yet again u wanna enable that thing's behavior and say its my fault for leaving my clothes in the dryer, as if it couldn't take my clothes out and put them in the basket RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING DRYER... talking about how it thinks im getting ready to get kicked out, well good fucking riddance, you guys make me want to kill myself sometimes
tbh, i cant wait for college, cant wait till i get a job and take another step towards being independent, i cant stand these fucking bums i live with
ok so.....like i KNOWWWW I KNOWWWW ive been like so inactive on here.....think i DID forget i have a tumblr blog..ahahaha.... BUT i do have so much shit i need to let out that if i keep it in im GONNA lose it..
RANT BELOW!!<3
OMG Im actually SO SICK of having to argue w randos who have problems with me but cant talk abt them... like? If it was such a big issue in the first place, and it bothered you SOOOO much, why're you running from it? That's just gonna drag things along and make EVERYTHING more difficult?
Is it really THAT hard to communicate? And since you don't want to, shut the fuck up and leave me alone??? Hate people that don't wanna mind their business and get mad when you don't want them ankle deep in the shit you got going on. To me it looks like you just wanna complicate everything and keep having these random ass problems with me, somebody who just goes about their day not even looking at you fam
Or maybe you just want me sb that you can't help but notice everything about me and you can't get me off ur mind cus I live in it rent free? Like, ik im pretty, but you don't need to be doing all THAT now. And don't send ur lil friends after me, cus I dead want not a single damn thing to do with you? Keep ur problems to urself and stop dragging me in it???
And Im genuinely not sure if im ever gonna make it to like, 30 bro. It literally doesn't feel worth it, and I don't want to be forced into a world im not ready for, and the people that SHOULD be readying me for that world are...lazing around? Like, how tf am I supposed to do adult things when you never bother to SHOW me?? And then you're gonna laugh and point fingers when i fail??? Bummy ass niggas bro....
So lowkey ive been gone a while and a whole bunch of shit happened.....but like im back....i need to rant sb and i cant do it 2 someone w/out sound crazy....
so like.... this might sound like a hot take but.....incels lowkey make ZERO sense to me sometimes....like, wdym you want a gf but want all women dead at the same time??? PICK ONE. AND AND, why exclude women from like gaming and anime and other stuff like that makes no sense. Are you gonna fucking play love and deepspace?? Do you wanna watch big burly beefy men touch you and kiss you? But hey...if ur into that then....shit me 2 ig🤷🏾♀️
But my other issue too is like, you'll jump a fence to say not all men on some random lady's (might i add, sexy)"men r evil" post but once someone does it to u u fuckin lose ur shit?? like, not every women on the earth has hurt u...so why u gotta go n attack every person w a vagina u see??? and if u dont wanna interact w ppl like that anyways, js stay off that side of the internet. Its not as if this stuff is shoved in ur face everyday, thats why theres a fyp and a block button so u dont see shit u dont want to.
idk i dead dont feel like talking rn since im tryna like, start a fan fic or some stupid shit right and my bf is texting my and my responses r DRY ASFFFF i lowkey feel bad but like??? idk if i was to text him my responses would be hella dry, guys do u think he thinks im mad at him? i really am not cus like i have no reason to be and i think he knows that but maybe im just overthinking like idk
crazy how i can type all this and not text back💀🙏🏾
today was like actual hot fuckin ass whyre the people i live with so LAAAZYYY like cmon don't fucking tell me its going to take you 3 millennia to wash a couple plates YOU left in the sink. We know very well I barely had anything 4 breakfast and u dont give enough of a fuck about me to bother leaving at least a little bit behind and know ur piling ur work on me??? Like.....dont pmo...
I HATE HATE HATE being forced to clean up after someone who could very well do it on their own, I don't want to have to do it just because you don't want to. Or the fact that u dont want ur favorite kid 2 do it 2 so u just pile it all on me. I don't get why u say she's so smart n shit and does all this n that when she can't tell apart minced beef from seasoned chicken dawg like cmon this is beyond delusions atp🤦🏾♀️
And then u accuse me of bullying her when I tell her 2 clean up after herself?? It's not my fault she doesn't want to do that shit, as her parent ur supposed to teach her and make her do ts instead of dumping on me as if i don't alr have other things u've dog piled on me?? Tf??? It shouldn't be on me to pick up after her fuckin slack, YOU DO IT OR TELL HER TO PICK UP HER PANTS AND TIE HER DAMN SHOES.
ok so i DO have some oc artwork in progress rn, but if my dumbass phone woukd stop fuckin dyin every time i wanna move on to work on a different part.... now i gotta wait for it to fucking charge b4 i can continue.
