Just A Witchy Woman

Just me, and my fight to develope with up and down feelinges and else.

[xenthari]

Just believe, you are able to do that. And you will be able to do that.

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Happy New Year Everyone! Life is not perfect. I am not pefect. This year I want to lost 13 kilograms, find my mental health etc. I hope it is not an empty basic new year promise… but you know what? I want to be happy in this “form” too.

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Well I know it’s been a while but my life has a fastened circle. I got fired etc. But now I am on my way. Today I had a meeting with my classmate. It was funny. I was waiting for her and reading my book, which title is “The butcher” and people had a weird look on me. I have a glass of wine in my hand and that book. I guess I dont’t have to be in fear this night :’D

[xenthari]

Okay… sport is better than drink ing alcohol. Let’s give a try, than my reward will be a cider I guess. Everything for happiness

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Ohh He is Sam. My friend rescued dog from a shelter (and before that from a terrible owner… owner…. A terrible társházigazdák… not a human being who terrorized this cutie).

Nothing special… but… I can identify myself with this dog. He's afraid, anxious, constantly acting as if he's done something wrong... I see my not-so-old self in him. It would be so nice if I could talk to him so that he understands that he is in the right place. He doesn't have to worry anymore. They don't hurt him here anymore.

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You know I am 30 still have a childish feeling if I buy something for myself someone will hurt me…emotionally…. So I lied ti my love… he noticed this… ask… I said yes I lied. He understood why I did this… but now I feel myself a terrible person. I am lucky with him, that is why I feel it was the most terrible things, which I could do against him… I am so sorry. Ohh and thanks mom and fuck you… .i.. This is because of you…

Yep…. So hard develepe is mentally and get over your hurtful childhood… I really try….

This is the part which couldn’t solve with a good qoute or words…

[xenthari]

Well, if you’re a hiding witch… you can practice your witchcraft while you are cooking to your family. For example a basic stew.. pepper for protection, salt to purify, cumin for success… just let free your imagination.

[creature-wizard]

"Bad things happened to you because your thoughts/assumptions manifested it" is literally no different from "God is punishing you for your sinful thoughts." Different framing, same spiritual abuse and gaslighting.

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Just watch and imagine your inner power are growing like yeast & your intentions are mixing in the universe energy like this glass of coffee with tonic. Let this feeling be real. Imagine that you already have what you want. Then be grateful that you have that.

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Just received my occult botanic book. I am so excited.

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Today while packed my stuff I got (again) a little bit overhelmed by my anxious feelings. But it doesn’t affected me so hard than eariler. But my growing self-esteem help me out, but I felt there will be a longer journey, when I can forgot this mental brakedown. I want to write mental hell, but if I fight against this feeling, it will be corrupted my healing. So it was just an episode nothing else.

[xenthari]

Tree of life.

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St. Brigid’s prayer

BRIGID

You were a woman of peace.

You brought harmony where there was conflict.

You brought light to the darkness. You brought hope to the downcast.

May the mantle of your peace cover those who are troubled and anxious,

and may peace be firmly rooted in our hearts and in our world.

Inspire us to act justly and to reverence all God has made.

Brigid you were a voice for the wounded and the weary.

Strengthen what is weak within us. Calm us into a quietness that heals and listens.

May we grow each day into greater wholeness in mind, body and spirit.

Amen.

Nagyszerű Brigit istennő, tudom, mihelyt megszólalok, máris meghallasz engem! Kérlek, jelenj meg nálam, és légy segítségemre. Kérlek, add kölcsön erődet, hatalmadat és bátorságodat, hogy elérhessem teljesítőképességem határát. Kérlek, ragyogásoddal melegítsd fel a szívem és elmém, és égess ki belőlük minden olyan szokást, gondolatot és érzést, ami isteni képességeim útjában áll. Adj erőt, hogy legyen bátorságom lényem legjavát nyújtani, és elhagyhassam a nagyságtól, a saját erőmtől való félelmeimet. Köszönöm, Brigit!

[xenthari]

Yesterday I made some asian food for lunch, and my bf’s nephew first word was “I already ate better asian food than this” he is 11 yrs old. I love children ‘s honest words. But there at the table I felt like”wasted” :’)

Anyway this food was really bad (for me ). But I swear I can cook. Really.

[xenthari]

Just made my own {in my native language }(and first) sigils. Successful, confident, clever, “I am a mother “. The point is on my strong intentions.

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There's no better joy in this world than watching someone collapse to their own self when you agree with them:

You know witchcraft is probably the placebo, right?

Me - yeah

Them expecting a fight - wait, why do you practice it then?

I don't know whether I'm placeboing myself a new life or whether I'm manipulating the forces of change in the universe but either way, I'm becoming a better version of myself and overcoming my enemies, my own issues and living well. Is that not what the end game is?

[xenthari]

Okay just a few sock clips… but it’s means a lot of happiness to me.. How? The key is the backround story: I got a family, moved to my love, not living alone anymore, so I need to mark my socks :) Just a tiny detail, which can cause happiness if you’re openminded.