I...Am not a clever writer

I am constantly thinking about my own OCs

[xolboragainandagain]

Hello, please call me Xol or Pat (Feel free to use any pronouns) I'm bigender but not thinking about it too hard

Fandoms I'm currently in are so varied that I don't think I can list them, but currently my biggest one is Professor Layton and Transformers

I don't care much for shipping, I usually like the dynamics whether it's platonic or not TBH whatever way they interact each other I love them anyways, so. Yeah. Ambiguously intertwined relationships win. Once again a new blog since for some reason I keep getting logged out of things forever, my luck is hilariously terrible in such a way that I am no longer upset about it LMAO

My previous blog was @xolbor-art-creator-again

[apostateapologist]

sometimes two characters are codependently, toxically enmeshed, doomed to mutually define and haunt each other forever. and not fucking.

[vagathathegreat]

Always remember who started to fight back first. Intersectionalty is so important!

[they-hermes]

starscream's so obsessed with control she lashes out (often violently) when people don't listen or obey her or when her schemes fail. obviously this is very good for me to watch and i hope it happens to her forever

[enby-life]

*shakes you gently*

Eat. Food was not made for you to turn it down. The human race didn’t perfect the invention of milkshakes for them to go ignored due to diet culture. We didn’t make hundreds and thousands of combinations of bread, vegetables, spices, and meat for all of that hard work to go to waste.

We made spaghetti. We made ice cream and chocolate and coffee and rice and pickles. We saw chickens making eggs and we discovered how to make them scrambled. We saw wheat and turned it into cakes and pies. Food was not created as an accident, it wasn’t perfected just to hurt you. We are living in a time where you can drink a strawberry milkshake with a silly straw shaped like a cat. Embrace it.

The future is infinite and made up of infinite moments from “now”. You can’t be happy in the future if you won’t allow yourself to be happy now. You might regret it later, or you might not. You don’t know that. All you’ll know is you’ll regret it now. Stop that.

Eat the goddamn meal. You have permission, you’re not a bad person for it, eating won’t make you a bad person. Eat. Drink. Enjoy yourself. Treat yourself. You have one body, stop neglecting it to fit your ED’s ideal. It wants you dead. It wants you hurting. It wants you to isolate yourself.

You won’t be “skinny enough” until you’re dead. The “ultimate ideal” of eating disorders will always result in being a cadaver six feet under. Saying “I’ll only skip this one meal” will end up turning into two, then three, then fasting. Your eating disorder wants you dead. Don’t let it succeed.

[if you leave negative comments on this post I will fucking GUT YOU and will I report every single thinspo blog that touches this]

[spaciebabie]

i envy ppl who can provide deep analysis about their favorite media and/or characters b/c whenever i like something a lot it looks like:

[fairycosmos]

leaves a suicide note that just says Omggggg

[sarinisanta]

Anytime I see a girl apologizing for talking about her hobbies or getting too excited about them i just wanna shake her very hard like, sister, your enthusiasm moves hearts and mountains never change.

[intactics-deactivated20211231]

and i don't necessarily believe any of this i'm just saying words recreationally

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

sorry for the nervous breakdown everyone im actuallt fine because i have to be

[only-tiktoks]

[britney-j-christ]

[softservecanine]

You’re completely correct. Out of my way, able-bodied losers. Fuck you.

[aetherograph]

It's called an EZRide+ and you can learn where to find them here. They're about $1100 US as of June 2026, but you might need to buy additional parts to attach them to your chair, depending on the style of chair.

Remember to put links to products like this, they're usually hard to find and a lot of people need to know they exist.

[m1ke-png]

People are so critical, “I don’t like Nanami because she’s mean.” Like shes a 13 year old girl it’s her destiny.

[hallucigenia-mertva]

Had a dream that I was bleeding out in the car crash

Something crawling out of what was left of me

It ran into the treeline screaming

Weakly reaching like "Please, let's talk this out"

[sweetlambeyed]

two of em

[rizzless-trans-guy]

One of the most interesting, and telling, things about episode 16 "The cowbell of happiness" is that while everyone KNOWS it's a cowbell and that cowbells are for cows and that Nanami looks like an idiot while wearing it, no one ever actually explains it to her. They think to themselves "isn't that for..." but they say nothing to her or just repeat the english word cowbell when she clearly does not excel in English. Even Utena and Miki decide that she will just have to learn for herself. Which is all very funny on a first watch, but I think it actually parallels the way no one really confronts Nanami directly about her brother complex, and the sort of bystander attitudes people have about grooming that's happening right in front of them. Sure, Miki mentions that Nanami has a brother complex to Utena, but he never says or does anything about it. In fact, everyone knows. Everyone knows about it and everyone knows how weird it is, but they just keep to themselves about it all.

[beebfreeb]

Full Nanami design from my last art post.

[beebfreeb]