Xtygs:2

like everyone else, thoughts rush me everyday. I just chose to write about em.

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Things are looking better...

.. I get big bucks today. plus im getting sexier than a motherfucker. aha! naaaw but for'real tho. I can't complain.. since late, good things been poppin off in my direction. I cant help but giving God thanks and those who held me down throughout my fuckry. I'm too young for this shit, but I guess it can only make me a more mature young adult/adult when i get older. "All i used to care about was Vaginas, till they got Periods, now all I care about is Commas". As much as there are alot of ladies out thurr (within my range) that I would like to pine, for a brief moment in my life, ive had ta say fuck em.. just so I can get my priority straight, even A** .. i fuccin loved that girl.

Been through so much shiiit and i still found tha courage ta keep my head up and encourage others like i aint going through some things myself. But it's cool tho, fuck it all. fuck all my situations that served ta bring me down cuz "if there were no Solutions then I wouldn't have these Problems" right? Im good... I don't feel like dying anymore, just wanna live a little... If I can put up a fight against all that and styll be here. 'I can do anything' (I now believe that). Still feel like it's me against tha word tho. Being a loner good for people like me.

Styll workin on my 'EP' too (Xtygs: Loner Life). I feel like it's tha one of tha few ways I can voice my story. Guess thats a tad bit cliche, since most o these motherfuckers out here rappin now huh? But ye, i dont give a fuck.. cuz God forbid.. if i die young and i dont ever put that out.. people wont ever hear/see what I went through for however years I've been put on this earth. So im fully dedicated to this project. I love it. Thank God for how I feel in tha moment right now cuz "TALB" -

______emmy.

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Drake - Look What You’ve Done

I really have been wanting to speak on this song or at least the first verse.. I don’t know why, I guess because I’m so close to my mom. It’s definitely my favorite off the album. That first verse he paints the perfect picture of him and his mom. You can feel his emotion, you feel his motivation, “but it’s our world, it’s just us two,” I can feel how much they depended on each other, and how much he needed her. I just feel the tension they were going through. Not only the tension between them as people, but his mom’s health, and how that was just another factor that affected the both of them, “I see painkillers on the kitchen counter, I hate to see it all hurt so bad, but maybe I wouldn’t have worked so hard if you were healthy and it weren’t so bad.”  But after that, you feel the progression in the song, in his life. How things got so good so fast, “then Wayne call on my phone, conversation wasn’t that long, gets me a flight to Houston in the mornin’, know it’s my time yeah it’s on… they love your son man that boy gone, you get the operation you dreamed of, and I finally send you to Rome” and things change like that… Like imagine that shit. I can’t express the emotion I feel for this song.

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If I could die right now...

.. people don't understand tha things I go through. I hate all those motherfuckers at the TOP of society. They never do shit. It's always tha average niggas like me tryna help another brother out even tho I've got problems of my own. Shit like this just prompts me ta ask God 'why tha fuck am I here?' ... ain't no need for me ta be here suffering like this and at tha end of my life span, ain't nothing to show for it. Why when I try ta do something positive I'm tha one life trys ta fucc with. Suicide thoughts hits me stronger than ever. If i die right now, don't nobody will remember me for nothin. Aftr a few months all my close friends/family memories of me will fade away im sure.  I'm tha same one who said "If there was no solution I wouldn't have a poblem" but when your deep in shit that you DON'T deserve all i think of is, if I could just die right now. really stressed out right now + I got school in a few... this is bullshit. why can't God just help me out. am i that much of a sinner that he gotta put me through this or is it just me? augh fuck it, im out!!! 

- XTYGS

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“Don’t shed a tear for me nigga. I ain’t happy here. I hope they bury me and send me to my rest. Headlines reading “MURDERED TO DEATH” My last breath, Take a look picture of a crook on his last stand. Motherfuckers don’t understand, if I die tonight.” - Tupac Shakur

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This is not...

one o dem niggas who talk shit about pussy/bitches & money and other materialistic fuckry. these are just swagged out fucked up thoughts im bombarded with on a second to second basis. like how often im reminded of tha fact that ama die. the thought won't never go away. Maybe i should do DRUGS... naww, fuck it! but if i ever die YOUNG, hopefully 100+ ppl see how fuckin paranoid i was. im not weird .... well i am, but not tha "weird" ppl consider me ta be. face ta face im that nigga, its just these thoughts that justifies my wierdness.

"RIP Kurt Cobain" - Xtygs