About me: I'm Kaylie, I speak English and French (I canāt write in French cuz Iām dumb ;-;) and I've been into creepypasta for about 3 years! I was a jirai blog until I got banned and I'm rebranding as a creepypasta fan account (but I almost never post actual stuff)
What I post: silly stuff/personal stuff, creepypasta fanfics, and art reblogs (mostly just venting now)
What I'll write: anything(creepypasta related), mental health/sh themes, trans character or reader, x reader or char x char or drabbles/hcs, poly, NSFW, I'll write anything if sum1 wants it (if I actually get to writing)
No DNI until sum1 actually causes a problem
My tags:
k4ybl0od writes- my writing :3
k4ybl0od speaks- interacting with the fans (my pals) or having thoughts (very rare, I never think)
šą¾ą½²tickle ticklešą¾ą½²- epic reblogs
K4ybl0od's recs- fics I like n reblogged
Masterlist:
Ticci Toby x reader with tics (fluff)
Ticci Toby x chronically online m reader (crack/angst)
Ticci Toby x trans reader binding too long (fluff, hurt/comfort ish)
Requests:
Ticci Toby who listens to tx2 (crack)
Jeff the killer x Ben drowned t4t āļø (NSFW/smut)
Ticci Toby x m reader yearning (angst/fluff)
reader following slenderman around (silly but also serious)
That feeling when you take a nap so good ur sister thinks ur dead (there are deeper problems here cuz this has happened b4 I thot she was die but sheās fine) also that feeling when ur twin brother from another same mother father is offline and you canāt tell if heās dead or sleep or a secret 3rd thing
*cries daintily* woe is me alas if only there was a fictional man 10-20 years older than me to comfort me in these trying times (im gonna delete this maybe)
I feel so miserable right now I want to delete my blog (me after listening to one song from a movie) anyway imagine me reblogging insanely sad project Hail Mary stuff and crying and drooling on the floor I donāt want to mess up my blogs aesthetics (a concern I should have had months ago)
Everyone listen to pÅ atarau so you can feel this too unless you are mentally unstable donāt do it
Gulp. Would you consider writing the creeps reaction to reader who has a restrictive ed... (and may or may not accept recovery) *wipes sweat off brow* wow that was so nonchalant
I absolutely can anon š
Creepypasta x Reader suffering from restrictive ED
A/N : So Iāve been recovered from my ed for about year now, if you the person reading this is struggling, you are so strong. You are enough, and when you feel ready take the steps to recovery, itās something youāll never regret when itās over<3
Characters included : Jeff the killer , BEN DROWNED , Eyeless Jack , Ticci Toby , Timothy Wright , Brian Thomas , Nina the killer
Warnings : ED obviously , creeps being a bit yandere-ish , mention of other EDs , Cannibalism mentioned in Tobyās part , angst , comfort
Jeff the killer
Ok so heās probably the most chill about it I suppose, doesnāt really bother to intervene until he notices it taking a really significant affect on you. Like if youāre fainting or constantly lethargic, then heāll finally say something like
āYouāre taking this shit too far, like youāre literally killing yourself.ā
He honestly doesnāt care much about your weight, if he got with you in the first place he already likes how you look, so thatās not part of the issue.
May find it a bit annoying if youāre always declining food, or declining to hang out so you can avoid eating. Heās not the most sympathetic š may drag you along to go do what he wants, wonāt force you to eat but will attempt to get you out of your shell as much as he can.
Will offer you his hoodie when you get cold, which is all the timeš
Would encourage you to recover, and it would make him genuinely happy to see you do so. He would honestly really miss the old you and would hate to see you becoming so miserable, but heād never admit that out loud.
If you didnāt want to recover he honestly might break up with you, Jeff doesnāt feel cut out to support you and what youāre going through. He doesnāt wanna stick around to see you get worse, or even die. He would rather run away before that happened.
If you did recover heās your #1 supporter, will constantly compliment you, even if you tell him not to..š Doesnāt know how to cook but if youāre hungry heāll get you something, anything. Probably alcohol. š
BEN DROWNED
Honestly kinda struggles to understand it, heās heard of it before but overall heās probably never met someone whoās had a restrictive ed.
He will do research though to try and better understand it and what youāre going through, then it starts to make him sick youād do that to yourself.
I imagine in some ways BEN can be very very sensitive, especially towards people he cares about. I believe he might even shed some tears when he talks to you about it.
āI think youāre the most beautiful person Iāve ever seen babe.. When youāre ready to recover Iām here for you yeah? Iāll wait for you.ā
Will constantly offer you food, will buy you food, if you did tell him to stop though he would. Begrudgingly..
Really doesnāt like seeing you get smaller, if you got all boney and emancipated heād treat you like glass. BEN would be afraid to hug you, or do anything intimate because heās convinced youāll get hurt somehow.
This is going to sound so evil but I could see him sneaking in supplements into your drinks or food, like that high calorie weight gain powder. I swear he has good intentions, if you caught him heād never do it again. Heād probably only start doing that if he got really desperate though.
If you did choose to recover HES OVER THE MOON!!!! Literally GENTLEY tackling you into a hug and kissing you, telling you how proud he is. Will eat with you every time youāre hungry so you donāt feel guilt, wonāt comment on your body unless you want him to. But in his mind he is in awe, the way you start to glow again, it makes him just so happy!!!
If you didnāt choose to well, BEN wouldnāt leave. But it causes a permanent rift between your relationship, some days he might start crying and just beg you to stop. Some days he might avoid you because he just doesnāt wanna be reminded the person he loves most is slowly dying. Might start to even resent you a little for doing this, as wrong as it sounds, but he would always love you. Will try to delay um.. The inevitable for as long as he can.
Eyeless Jack
He notices very early on, both because heās naturally very observant also a doctor. Jack is sort of like, disappointed, but of course also empathetic. The way he sees it you should know about all the terrible side effects of ED, but also sees that it can be related to much more deep rooted issues not just wanting to lose weight. So he tries to find that deep rooted issue to sorta nip it in the bud, heāll ask you lots of questions about you disorder. Honestly donāt even bother trying to deny it, he just knows and youāre going to at least admit you have a problem. But his patience is honestly near endless, Jack will let you take as much time as you need to open up.
In the mean time heāll try to offer you food, but like food thatās actually super good for you ^_^ heās listing off all the benefits of his pomegranate chicken with almond couscous (Donāt ask how the shit he got the ingredients for that while living in the middle of a haunted ass forest, I donāt know either.), like a car sales man trying to bait you into eating it. Doesnāt try to make you eat a bunch of high calorie stuff mostly just tries to get you to eat enough so your body can function.
If you are underweight and suffering from health complications heāll look after you, give you check ups, whatever medication he can to help.
Wouldnāt judge you for all of the uh.. Letās just say more āembarrassingā side effects of your ed, he just understands and knows shame isnāt gonna help.
Speaking of which though, he will give you lots of reminders of the shitty side effects of it. Like hair falling out, bone decay, impaired cognitive function etc etc. Kind of to scare you out of it.. But also because he does want you to be aware of the risks youāre taking.
If you choose recovery heās so very happy for you, will monitor your progress and give you lots of encouragement. Constantly reassures you youāre making the right decision, technically isnāt a therapist but damn is he good when you need to vent. Gives you a lot of good genuine insight into your disorder and maybe helps you see things you didnāt even notice before, giving you a need point of view that actually helps you to get better!!
If not, well he wonāt let you die. May or may not let you maintain, but at some point heās not gonna let you lose any more. One day youāll probably wake up restrained to a hospital bed with a tube and Jack watching you.
āIām sorry my love, but this is for your own good. I wonāt let anything happen to under my care, youāre gonna be just fine.ā
Wonāt let you go until youāre ready to recover or you at least agree to gain some weight and maintain.
Ticci Toby
Ok so this boy could technically be considered to have his own eating disorders, like PICA and overall just struggling to eat because of his CIPA. It kind of becomes something you two bond over, even if your respective disorders are pretty different. You two end up looking after each other, you discouraging Toby from eating dead bodies, and him discouraging you from starving yourself!
Toby is pretty skinny and if that so happens to trigger you, or if your ED makes you more competitive, heāll cover up more around you. May even pull away if you try to touch him because he doesnāt wanna upset you:( genuinely doesnāt mind though because he prefers big baggy clothing anyways lol
Understands the self harm part of it more, rather than wanting to look different. He understands the part about hating yourself and wanting to sort of punish yourself, he understands the guilt and shame very well. Toby has experienced shame all his life for his disorders, and he does not want you to feel that way. If anyone tried to trigger or hurt you with your eating disorder heās LIVID, that person likely wonāt get away without a few broken bones at least.
You can talk to him about your problems anytime, and heās not gonna judge you. To be frank, whatever youāve been through similar stuff has probably happened to him.
He loves you and your body no matter what you look like, I mean that genuinely whether youāre overweight or underweight he doesnāt actually care about that. Toby does prefer you to be to healthy, as close as you can get to being so, heās obviously not very healthy himself though so he doesnāt try and make you fit some golden standard.
Would still compliment you all the time, which may lead him to accidentally triggering you more.. Swear he doesnāt mean it, he just wants you to know he thinks youāre beautiful. If you asked him to stop he will.
If you choose recovery heās very happy for you!!! But it might be a little hard with him around, mostly because heās still struggling with his own issues. It might be triggering if he still did pass out or just seeing his body. Is gonna be really upset if you start to distance yourself from him though, he understands why, but he just hates to be apart from you. If youāre not triggered by him though heāll stick extra close to you, remind you to eat and offer you stuff like charred pancakes, he has the best intentions I promise š
If not you guys would probably get worse together, he tends to mirror people a lot. Toby wouldnāt exactly develop a restrictive ED, but if youāre not eating heās not going to either. May become more protective however, seeing as how weak youāre becoming. It gets to a point heās taking care of you, to him it doesnāt matter what your body is going through just as long as youāre alive. Will do as much as he can to delay the inevitable. Even though heās not the greatest caretaker, youāll always feel very well loved.
Timothy Wright
āIf youāre fat then what am I?ā
Ok Iām sorry
But no I can definitely see him saying that, and itās funny as hell.
Heās not very sure how to navigate this.. Like he knows about EDs but only to a surface level understanding, he does see it as just an extreme diet and insecurity at first.
As time goes on though he sees the other sides of it, perfectionism, self harm, guilt, as well as the extreme physical toll it takes on you. Tim realizes āoh shits actually serious okā
Itās not that Tim didnāt care or lacks empathy, he simply didnāt know, but now heās locking tf in.
Does see that it stems from issues with self worth, so he tries to make you feel as good about yourself as possible. Reminds you how beautiful he thinks you are, but also all the other little things he loves about you. Your smile, your scent, your voice, Tim just adores you and knows you need to know it now more than ever, so he opens up more.
He may cry when he sees you in all this pain, it becomes a little too real and it almost scares him.
āIt tears me apart to watch you go through this.. I donāt wanna watch this happen to you.ā
Luckily, Tim finds that you two sticking close to each other actually really helps! Keeping busy seems to be one of the best solutions, so you guys are spending all your time together. He holds you at night real tight to keep your nice and warm, and reminds you before you sleep how much you are loved.
If you choose recovery heās absolutely all for it, knows itās probably a long and rocky road but heās here for you. Is always there when you need support, you two are still attached at the hip. Every time you eat heās eating too, goes on walks with you, and does other activities he knows you like just so you donāt feel isolated. Or just watches at least lol
If you donāt choose recovery he breaks up with you. Tim knows itās cruel, he doesnāt want to at all. But he canāt bare the thought of someone he loves dying in front of him again.
Contrary to popular belief he doesnāt want to strip you of your freedom, well kinda. He would, but heād feel so guilty and wrong doing it. So he just canāt bring himself to, instead he lets you go. Tries to forget all about you and not think of your future.
Brian Thomas
Heās known even before you started dating, or he knew almost immediately if it started when you already were. Tries to sort of stop it before it gets too serious, by reminding you to eat and making you meals. Or doing little things to raise your self esteem like buying you clothes and complimenting you.
If it keeps getting worse however, heās pretty sneaky in how heāll try to make it stop. Like BEN putting supplement powder into your drinks or adding extra butter and oil to your food.
Tries to understand where it all stems from, asks if itās just because youāre going through body dysmorphia or maybe if something else is triggering it.
You can vent to him whenever, he is always down to listen to you, offers you lots of reassurance and the best advice he can š
Being the romantic type he likes to kiss you all over your body, something he does to symbolize how much he loves you. If youāre uncomfortable wearing any kind of revealing clothing thatās just fine, though it makes him sad to see you become so reserved and shy.
Like Tim heāll spend lots of time with you to get your mind off things, even when you donāt know heās there!! But otherwise heāll come up with stuff for you guys to do like maybe some nature photography or watching movies whatever youād like!
If you did choose recovery heās there to support you the whole way. So kind in how he makes sure to always check up on you, remind you to eat etc. Sets up a couple milestones like āEating 3 meals a day for a weekā May offer you rewards too if you like ^_^ Will always reassure you that this is the right thing to do, that he loves you so so much and all of this will be worth it in the end.
If you didnāt heās kidnapping you keeping you in a remote abandoned building and forcing you to eat.
Ok but in all seriousness, it becomes a pretty big problem. You two will end up arguing about it a lot, he might even start to guilt trip you into reconsidering all this. Becomeās hesitant to touch you if you become all thin and frail. He wouldnāt break up with you immediately, but it could easily lead to such happening.
Nina the killer
Girl understands, sheās recovered and will encourage you to recover too. She recognizes your behaviours pretty fast but sheāll wait to point it out until sheās 100% sure. When you open up to Nina sheās holding you and telling you shes gonna be right by your side no matter what:(
Takes things pretty slow, offers you things she knows you probably wonāt deny. Like rice cakes or protein bars, even just an energy drink is better than nothing!
Wonāt press you to make sure youāre eating, she knows it wonāt help. Will avoid commenting on your body but will compliment you on all other things!!! Reminds you of all the little things she loves about you.
If you do faint or anything like that sheās right by your side to make sure youāre safe, taking you to EJ or taking you to her room to recover.
May cry and tell you how worried she is, that it kills her to see you going through this:(
Very very patient with you, if youāre hangry or have an outburst sheāll give you space but remind you sheās here whenever you need to talk. Keeps Advil and melatonin on hand for whenever you may need it!!!
Helps you with things you donāt feel motivated to do, whether itās your make up or cleaning or bathing sheās there to help!! Doesnāt make you feel ashamed either, and she genuinely has fun spending time with you:3
If you choose to recover SHES YOUR GAL!!! If youāre ok with her making comments on your body sheāll be telling you how good you look all the time. You guys go out and do lots together, she encourages you to just let loose and have fun!!! Reminding you that there is so much more to life.
If you donāt sheās pretty miserable about it, wonāt stop trying to make you choose recovery. She may start to distance herself because it could start to trigger her, which makes her feel shitty for leaving you alone:( will never stop reminding you that she loves you however and that sheās here whenever youāre ready
reminder that if you are one of the people who waters down real medical terms into buzzwords for you to make jokes about/demonize a person, you are ableist.
