Lapsed Pacifist

Aspiring Author, Amateur Photographer, Cynical Optimist. Feel free to check out my Photography and Writing sideblogs below. If any of my posts upset or offend you, please let me know which one and why so I can take it down and avoid it happening again.

[xyalon]

A Clean Slate

This is from me To you (Yes, you.) Don't worry Everything is going to be okay Because there are trees And sky And stars And clouds There is beauty everywhere In fences And cobwebs And sunsets And the mirror And even if you can't see it I can And I know that everything might be terrible right now But the sun still comes up and the moon still shines And the stars go on forever and ever and cast the same light over everyone But everyone appreciates them differently And the sun comes up And the clouds always go away And everything is going to be wonderful Because you're wonderful And Beautiful And clever And funny And interesting And everything you're afraid that you're not A good person A great person No matter what your brain tells you No matter what you think other people may think You're an amazing person And you're still part of this amazing world Full of amazing people And if you weren't in it Then the whole world would be less amazing. The whole world And I would be sad You're wonderful You matter. Don't you ever forget that And that's all I wanted to say

[tangerinepasserine-deactivated2]

Your War Boy Name

First letter/sound:

if the first letter of your first name is A-F=Z

G-M= Sl

N-S=N

T=Z= F

Second two letters:

The second and third letter of your first name.

Third group of letters:

The last two letters of your name

Last letter/Sound:

If your birth month= January-April= Sa/Za

May-August= X

September-December= Tt

Feel free to tweak this/scrap it as you see fit. I’m just messin around.

WITNESS ME, NOBERZA

[xyalon]

FHEBYX ^^

[xyalon]

dishonored: save the girl

dishonored 2: be the girl

[xyalon]

Gaming industries: games won't be popular or sell if there's a female main character !

Bethesda: ...

Bethesda: lmao

[xyalon]

ubisoft: you... you made a female assassin?

bethesda: what, like it's hard?

[mission-albany]

Emily Kaldwin in Dishonored 2

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Dishonored 2 - Emily

[crowholtz]

emily kaldwin, everyone. here to steal ur gf and murder everyone. 

[crownkillers]

emily fucking kaldwin

[delsinsfire]

Emily Kaldwin in Dishonored 2

[esteljune]

                                      D I S H O N O R E D   2

[threed-deactivated20160328]

i honestly dont understand this whole bullshit with the personality disorder community on tumblr about people w/ bpd being “privileged” like??

how is it privileged to have the mental illness with the highest mortality rate (due to suicide) only after eating disorders? (heres another article too lol)

how is it privileged to have a mental illness that most therapists and psychiatrists will refuse to diagnose and treat simply due to stigma so we are literally on our own with dealing with it most of the time?

how is it privileged to constantly have to face severe misogyny from others due to our symptoms since almost 75% of people who have bpd are women? (and even that could be due to misogyny in diagnosis [ie. women are more likely to be crazy assholes lmao]) and due to this fact we’re also extremely likely to be victims of violent crimes like rape?

how is it privileged to have your symptoms reduced to “oh you’re just an abusive bitch”?? (literally just google “bpd in women” and you’ll see a bunch of “support forums” with neurotypical men whining about how “fucked up” their life is after being in a relationship with someone with bpd lmao)

how is it privileged to be able to be rejected or discriminated against by a majority of employers if you somehow manage to even get a diagnosis because you can be labelled as dangerous or irrational??

how is it privileged to have high susceptibility to other (non-personality) mental disorders at an occurrence of about 50% and also a susceptibility to other personality disorders as well with an occurrence of almost 60%??

and don’t even say bpd gets “positive representation” on tumblr just because people post a lot about it (and most, if not all of those people who post about it have bpd anyways so) because 99.9% of you assholes still say we’re:

abusive (when you aren’t even willing to accept the fact that abusive behaviour coming from a person with bpd and abusive behaviour coming from a neurotypical or abusive behaviour coming from another mentally ill person is completely different and just because it may be abusive coming from someone else it may be a symptom that a person with BPD literally cannot control)

faking it (im glaring at the anti-self diagnosis community so hard with this one. do you fucking think we want to be like this?) 

PRIVILEGED??? 

(i dont even need sources for these if you’ve been on this site long enough you know what im talking about lol)

so??? honestly let’s fucking stop with the Oppression Olympics

[youshouldvesaidnobaby]

Ellen scaring Taylor Swift

[ellendegeneres]

It’s my favorite thing to do.

[youshouldvesaidnobaby]

Still not over the fact that Ellen reblogged this.

[nerdythingsthatdontsuck]

“What is this, a billboard for ANTS?!?” Marvel is really having fun with the Ant-Man marketing aren’t they?

via NTTDS

[meming-at-the-speed-of-light-de]

Reblog if you’re a feminist, support feminism, or are REALLY PASSIONATE ABOUT PEOPLE BEING TREATED RIGHT.

[kind-of-pleasant]

why doesn’t this have more notes

[deadpanbatman]

imagine ur height difference otp

[sorryimessedupagain]

I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.

we are not who you think we are.

the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes

the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings

the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul

the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart

the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep

the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking

the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful

the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs

the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies

the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth

the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied

the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals

we are not who you think we are.