Y. R.

[yangreina]

Count The Days

‿̩͙ ⊱༒︎༻♱༺༒︎⊰‿̩͙ ⊱༒︎༻♱༺༒︎⊰ ‿̩͙

If I had to count the days till I see you again

I would have to count again

As my thoughts are plauged by your smile

Never thought I would get this far in life

Always knew something would hold me back

But your laughter always makes me push towards tomorrow

If i had to count the days till I see you again

I would have to count again

As your face is all I think of when I close my eyes

Never thought I would get this far in life

Always knew something would hold me back

But your letters keep making me want to live till towards tomorrow

If i had to count the days

I would have to count again

Never thought I would get this far in life

But you are what makes me move on

If i had to count the days

I know I will have to count again

Because no matter how much I count

I will never stop

I shall stay alive until my time is up

and i can see you once again

If i had to count the days till I see you again

[yangreina]

Before reading please note that I wrote this to feel better no one has to deal with pain alone, trust someone will be there even if you don’t see it

CW: Suicide, depression, hopelessness, emotional abuse

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I wish I could escape this hell

Die and not reincarnate

There’s no reason for living

No reason to stay here

What’s the point?

I want to go to sleep and never wake up

Go to a land that’s peaceful

Where I don’t have to question my life

Where one day of pain and suffering is peaceful after

Not filled with more agony than one can take

I want to go away where no one can see

A world that’s only for me

Where I’m not pushed into corners

Where I matter for once

And I did

That’s why you all get to hear this

Because I’m finally dead

I didn’t need all the shit y’all gave me

I tried to live

I really did

But how hard was it to understand I needed help

Suicide or not

I wanted to die every day

I wanted to end the shit I had to go through

I was tired of the same “everyone has those days”

Fuck everyone

I needed you but no one listen

No one ever did

Why could I find comfort in people I never met than my own family

Having to stay quiet

Having to hide

Having to pretend

This wasn’t a play and the stage wasn’t set

I just wanted to be happy

Was that too much to ask?

Was it?

Even after death do you even listen?

Was everything I wanted ignored too?

I know hell will be shit

But I guess I’ve already lived it

[yangreina]

I miss you

Te extraño

보고싶어요

Tú me manques

Tenho savdades tuas

I’ll learn how to say it in million of languages only for you; you who is hundreds of miles away, my best friend, my better half, my soul twin. I’ve believed in the universe bringing people together, whether platonic or not, the day we met I knew we were connected somehow. No one gets m elite you do, and no one gets you like I do. You’re so much more than my best friend, we were sisters before the universe even existed. Having you so far away breaks my heart but I know when we meet again nothing would have changed. You are my best friend, my soulmate, my sister.

Eu te amo

Je vous aime

사랑해요

Te amo

I love you

[yangreina]

It’s weird isn’t it? The feeling of rushing to get things done for an event only for it to be over in hours; how could one understand the unease of nothing left to do when all you had worked for in the last couple months is over? A dream that came true only to end like what it originally was, a dream. But, what hell of a dream it was, the enjoyment, the happiness, the tears, everything was real, and no one can ever take that from you, and you know deep down, this dream was worth every once of wait, and you can wait once more for it to happen again

[yangreina]

Just a headcanon

A/N- if you want to make it a book go for it but please tell me so I can read it

• luka finds out mari is ladybug ans then later on finds out that Adrian is chat noir

• Adrien is lacking during akuma attacks and won't fight because ladybug won't go out with him

• Lila has taken over the class with her lies

• Chole apologized for bulling mari

• Alix, chole, kagami, luka, max, nino, and kim are maris only friends left

• Mari moved on after Adrien told her to take the high road

• Mari realizes that ever since she met luka she has liked him but Adrian was always in her mind so she didn't notice it

• Both luka and mari confes their love for each other at the same time

• They all team up together after taking the ring back from Adrien and to defeat hawkmoth together