Dancing Through Divorce: Day 27 - Celebrating
Happy Valentines Day!
I am getting this up a few days later because it took me some time to put all the pieces together. Basically today was beautiful and perfect in so many ways. I showed up to work 2 hours early on accident and rather than go home I danced for an hour at Beaver River Park. The spring energy has been stirring in my deepest parts and boiling over occasionally into wide grins, deep inhales, and occasional giggle bursts. Today I celebrated myself, my journey, my love. Today I celebrated the sun, his warmth, his confidence, his life giving joy. Today I felt seen by the beauty I was seeing. Jonah spent the evening and night with me and it was beautiful. We have become closer in certain ways. To be honest I may need to change the name of this project because I am no longer certain that I am going through a divorce. One thing is certain though, and that is that the relationship I had with him is over. Now we meet as two beings, both carrying love for the other, both carrying pain from the other, both desiring to heal together regardless of how it looks or how it turns out.