everyday is a new chance to change

This tumblr is where I vent since 2012. When the world seems to not understand me and renders me speechless. It is my online diary and I pour my heart out in it. I found tumblr long before I owned this blog, but I was too afraid and hyped at the same time first. My favorite time here on tumblr was definitely the 2014 era with all the cool grunge blogs. I really miss those times (or better said: those aesthetics. My depression was very bad at this time but I got my shit together - still don't know how, lol) I am currently struggling with very bad social anxiety which intensifies and more several mental illnesses. I often stay home but my goal is to get my shit together again so I can have a more normal life with friends, a "normal" busy day and family (or however these people should be called). I am happy to be here and if I die one day, you still have a little part of my soul out there. Here. Still too afraid to say all the things I want, because I do not want to hurt anybody. Tumblr is my hobby and the only one thing which never changed in my life. My blog is my pride, because I always come back to our little family-like community. ♥ I just want to feel understood and appreciated...

[naturaekos]

One day your heart will take you to your Lover. One day your soul will carry you to the Beloved. Don’t get lost in your pain, know that one day your pain will become your cure.

(via amortizing)

[memeeev-deactivated20230818]

Don’t make her look stupid for loving you.

[02void]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

literally me

[ivevanished-deactivated20230210]

[ohmyboytoy]

@SugarbabeMicke

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

*send me pictures like this*

[ipearl77]

Vintage Alhambra pendant

[omghotmemes]

false flattery smh

[kellykapour]

[90s90s90s]

Angelina Jolie talks Internet - 1994 [x]

[deseos-de-la-via-lactea]

source

[w0rthl3sss0ul-deactivated202208]

I don’t normally ask for help on here but can someone please send me $90,000.

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

please?  ♥

[aarons-abditory]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

yeah, you know... I’ll die anyway. Why not making fun of myself and every situation? I try to laugh at every smallest silly thing, ‘cause it’s my inner child

[halalcocaine]

the older you get the more you appreciate just chilling at home doing nothing

[cybervoidd]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

grunge chic / angel

[autistic-af]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

I hate to have guests

[picture--sex]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

...and it’s time to convert this energy ♥

[picture--sex]

[yes-weallmakemistakes]

you warmed my heart