Diario di una cinica fangirl dal cuore tenero

My little secret angle of peace ('cause be nerd in real life is too hard)

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Is this starting legal? Really FF? Really?!

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I never expected "The Yin Yang Master" to have two romances while fighting demons.

10/10

Boya best character (when I wasn't laughing, in my language Boya is a dialect word)

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I would have never thought to be back on Tumbrl on 2026. And to be back to reading Hoperai fanfictions (thanks to all the writers still in the fandom btw)

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Learning English from Fanfiction ✅

("I have been had" is going to be my favourite phrase)

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Normal people: I need energy, let's put some wild, angry song!

Me, an idiot: I think "Lacrimosa" by Mozart would do. I need energy and I'm on a good mood today

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My life is a lie but comfy.

I don't need to copy, I need my pigiama and my anti-anxiety space.

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You can't understand how much I hate the audio gap between the talking scenes and the ones with just music.

Please, stop hurting my ears.

Please, TV stop turning on and off as you please. I hate you.

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I just watched Shang-Chi and I'm happy to say that I saw the born of two heroes and one guy with 10 shiny bracelets.

10 powerful shiny bracelets but I still love more the other two warriors.

And it's a cultivation manhua but as a film. I'm really happy to be back kn the cinema for this funny movie.

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My brain: share your passion with the world! You are going to find friend and free to be yourself.

Still my brain: Don't! They are gonna laugh! Your opinions are stupids!

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Ok. Like... What the hell is happening here?

It's detective Conan a fantasy manga now? (I mean the Apotoxin drugs is fantasy enough but...)

Still. I love this. ❤️

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Ok. Like... What the hell is happening here?

It's detective Conan a fantasy manga now? (I mean the Apotoxin drugs is fantasy enough but...)

Still. I love this. ❤️

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Please, AO3, help me pass this exam without me hitting my head against the wall.

How does normal people study without complaints? Why do I have to know by heart how the Frank-Wolfe algorithm works?

助けてください

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Do you ever think your soul needs a bit of depression and? Do you want cry like a baby?

Then Banana Fish is the anime for you!

(I was searching something chill and I found myself tangled in this captivating show. And then I had to find the manga to read the end because there's never end to how much we can suffer)

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How does people learn how to draw? I'm really terrible at it... Like a 5 years old toddler. But I want to learn and maybe learn some kanji with it. So here I have an eye (Me 目) and a cat (Neko 猫).

Someone teach me, my cat seems a demon 😂

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I just finished reading a beautiful novel about chinese martial gods and demons. It really was a long time since I read something so engaging! So This meme represent everything I thought during the last book... I want to read all the other novels too now!

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZStjwM7e/

And that's how seriously I'm taking my studies. I have an exam in three days and I'm wasting my time making a tiktok account.

Someone save my mental sanity, please

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WHAT THE HELL WAS LAST DC CHAPTER?!

I can't wait another week... It escalated too much in just a few chapters.

(Still, Vodka is the organisation's comic relief, I don't understand why they keep him around. He's like a mascot)