apostrophe

𓉸 ⌖ pondering the grave and the dewed grass 🪶

[yesteryearsins]

apostrophe - an unlucky fool with too many issues to count.

normally scared, I only use tumblr as that's all I have. (lost my idv account as well..)

he / fae / it / apos - male/nb leaning .ᐟ ξξ _⊗` I am a minor (17), but below 15 won't be allowed to try and get close with me. Above 19 won't be allowed either. I am learning Russian.

Setting up a pretty cage. (I am trying to pursue someone seriously. say what you must, but I won't really be phased.)

I am not religious.

idv fan who's forcefully not playing the game. Andrew enthusiast or kin, I don't know. I also have bpd and that affects how I might act with people. I speak straight to the point and I'll use tone tags if needed. Apos is also a trans person so I will not listen to any fetishized things or accept photos of myself given out due to my looks.

I'm trying to make friends but I might fail and that's what I will expect. If you become a friend, you'll be placed separately from others in my mind. Like I said, this is all I have, so I don't have discord or anything, whatever, so text me here freely or whatever.

I used to be in shedtwt back then, and I uninstalled twitter because of it getting too bad. I am recovering somewhat. I'll tag things accordingly and it will only be mentions of it, nothing more, nothing less.

I take my liking to specific characters seriously, so don't get aggravated or say insults to my favorites or it'll drop you down and I might unfriend you. Thankfully, it's just Andrew, Sangria, and Marcus, all from IDV. Fictionkin of Andrew.

I have unmedicated bpd and I am obsessive and get attached fairly quickly, if I do, I may act differently and softer. I am pursuable as well. Feel free to be obsessive as well or any sorts, I enjoy it truthfully.

🏹 anon, 🎣 anon, more to come..

IWC almost all the time, I have horrible emotions and I feel them too much. DNI if you're darkship or any sort of problematic fiction that 'doesnt' go against reality. I forgot the list.

Interact freely if you're an idv fan, jirai, recovering as well, and/or transgender as well.

userbox(s) + tags below

tags :

⌖ 𓉸ྀི : murmuring - talking

⌖ 𓉸ྀི : echoed laughter - responding to friends

⌖ 𓉸ྀི : obsessive scripture - yan posts

⌖ 𓉸ྀི : sorrowful cries - vents

⌖ 𓉸ྀི : responses - asks

⌖ 𓉸ྀ : lone apple - responses to @/epel-felm-ier

⌖ 𓉸ྀ : frozen bouquet - responses to @/cryopeacock

⌖ 𓉸ྀ : bird coos - responses to @/bloody-birds

⌖ 𓉸ྀ : red wine - responses to @/lambswinery

[yesteryearsins]

Blessed be my self restraint because I love to speak a lot and say things but I will wait until things are real and official. Also my self restraint is ass but it is good sometimes. Sometimes. A win for the knights.

[pinkhoodi]

let's get to know each other + cure the boredom a little

hair color:

favorite color:

favorite drink:

one thing you love about yourself:

if you could be any animal, what would you be?

dream place to visit:

what's one thing you're looking forward to right now?

your biggest dream:

song that's permanently on your repeat:

10 people i'd like to get to know better tag game

• hair color — brownish-ish black. still fading from when I died it a deep red

• favorite color — pink, light blue, and black !!

• favorite drink — passion fruit/mango lemonade is literally my kryptonite

• one thing you love about yourself — the way I think about and process things.

• if you could be any animal, what would you be ? AN OTTER. they’re so freaking cuteeeee ☹️☹️

• dream place to visit — italy or countryside of france

• what's one thing you're looking forward to right now? MY MF BDAYYYYYY (which is today 😋)

• your biggest dream — to find pure happiness and hold onto it, and be rich asf

• song that's permanently on your repeat — too many to say. imma do a top 3 of just this week alone

follow me x rochelle jordan

rent free x sailorrr

I just died x amerie

TAGS <3 ( no pressure ! ) :: @prettysouled @girlnamedkash @neighbourscat @amourflores @h3avenlyglory @httpjoints @arervoir @rosariesandangels

[butchlover69420]

bello okthis is my first tag game im doing it for u peanut @wary-peanut

hair colour: light brown

favourite colour: blue

favourite drink: mayb multifruit juice

thing i like about me: that im great at talking with other people and im not awkward at all

animal: either a snake a dog or an otter. or maybe a freaky hybrid of those combined

dream place: probably to australia because i want to meet my aussie goat and pet an emu

looking forward to: my birthday so that i get money and maybe buy myself huge minion plushie

biggest dream: live a chill little life with my best friends and partner mayb in my comfy little apartment in a country where it is COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

song on replay: can i just say my playlist where i throw in everry song ive ever heard

tags........ dont slime me out pls.. i dont have many moots........

@alienspacecadet @glitterydoeorchids

[alienspacecadet]

YAYY!!

hair color: dark brown

favorite color: dark red right now :p

favorite drink: unsweetened pure leaf tea 😋

thing i like about me: i like that i’m passionate about stuff!

animal: cows ofc

dream place: prob Puerto Rico

looking forward to: Going to a local dairy farm to see cows !!!

biggest dream: become a mortician and advocate for proper death care, along with getting married n stuff :))!

song on replay: California dreamin’ by the mamas and papas😍

@starlithotline @lotzofteeth @whimsyaubz @catlovinpsychopacient @captaincowabunga @honeydewdrops-333 ETC!!

[starlithotline]

AWW THANK YOU!!

hair color: black

favorite color: periwinkle or navy blue

fav drink: apple cider or fruit punch

thing I like about me: I’m very passionate about everything I approach <3

dream place: a manor submerged by forest

looking forward to: dancing and singing!

Biggest dream; either to become an environmental lawyer + architect, journalist + politician (to change things from within), or a singer + fashion designer! Along with getting married to someone who will love me as much I’ll love them <3

Song on replay: California by bebadoobee

@mel6ncholi @miratate @whimsyaubz @duhitsemmuh @drowning7orion @insufferablewhore @loftedlow @potted-plant-official @rems-rambles @r4gd0ll-333 @tragicmascara @viansparkles @yuriurielover

[mel6ncholi]

thank you babe♡

hair color: blonde

favorite color: navy blue, plum purple

fav drink: coffee, redbull, almdudler

things i like about me: I will point out and try to communicate about things that bother me instead of keeping quiet

dream place to visit: amsterdam, the netherlands; oregon, usa; dublin, ireland

looking forward to: (starting) my driver's license

biggest dream: to find a job i like and am actually interested in instead of just finding a job with a good salary

song on replay: here i am—the hellp, ain't in la—adéla

@duhitsemmuh @drowning7orion @whimsyaubz @aimerence @pengcny @pazissleepy @0-vryval-0 @runninglowonmelatonin @sunshine3milia @sunnyfawn7 @cinnamonpawsss @joy-cali-k +anyone who wants to join!!!!

[pazissleepy]

Tysmm !! <33

hair color: brown

favorite color: either pink or blue

favorite drink: iced vanilla latte

one thing I like about myself: maybe my eyes?

what animal I'd be: a bunny

dream place to visit: the Yaoi Dungeon in Japan...or Ireland

one thing I'm looking forward to: seeing my favorite teachers when I go back to school

biggest dream: don't really have one

song that's on repeat:

@yves-luvvr @levichickenman @iseethingsthathatscareme @employeedew @sweetiiangel @whimsyaubz

+ open tags

[employeedew]

hair color: brown

fav color: red or sea foam blue

fav drink: redbull or ice water

1thing i like abt myself: my humor

what animal id be: a pig or raccoon maybe

dream place to visit: som place in europe

something im looking forward too: school starting

biggest dream: being pro at something preferably a sport

song on repeat: none my headphones are dead 💔💔

ty for the tag though @cringefail-loserfail2 @emarterii @number1odasakufan @cybrozee @basstobe @lukakkii @princessbunnyyyyyyyy @texaschef-offical

[basstobe]

hair colour: brown w/ sum bleached spots

fav colour: grey and dark red

fav drink: chocolate milk, but I cant drink it often cuz ill drink sm I make myself sick 😅

1 thing like ab myself: my eyes

what animal id b: a polar bear

dream place 2 visit: greenland

smth im looking forward 2: going home

biggest dream: living without needing 2 work

song on repeat: probably Loving the Alien - Velvet Revolver

thanks 4 tagging me :D I woulda tagged u 2

tags: @cringefail-loserfail2 @fukounangel @number1odasakufan @emarterii @jirai-till @cozypaws1929 @xevbound

(ik sum of u were already tagged, but uhhh I still wanted 2 tag u)

[fukounangel]

hair color: bleach blonde, and I'm gonna dye my tips orange and black this week :3

fav color: pink!!

fav drink: horchata my beloved

1 thing i like abt myself: my fits go hard

what animal i'd be: a fox!! (almost like... that's why im dyeing my hair orange and black...)

dream place to visit: literally anywhere outside the US

biggest dream: to be financially independent

smthg im looking forward to: getting snakebites someday <3

song on repeat:

tags: @jesters-landmine @sad-emo-dog @harmony-of-the-dead @sadsilkymoth @sicklysweet420 @rottingcannibaby @host-objectified-irl @euph0r1ac + open!

[sad-emo-dog]

Hair color: Black

Favorite color: Red

Favorite drink: Chocolate milk!!

One thing I love about myself: My fashion

If I could be any animal: Dog but specifically a border collie

Dream place to visit: Uhhh dashcon 2?

One thing I'm looking forward to: Seeing the report for this years gender census survey

Biggest dream: Assassinating every billionaire :]

Song on repeat: Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In! by Will Wood

Tags: @infested-carcass @indignant-isaac @l-xapr0 @pienpup @piendia @7daysj1rai @am-i-who-you-love @wood--starz @stitchedsewnjirai @fawnedupon @jirai-mage @woermsorcerer5 @jiraibu @noaseuphoria @dial666now @jiraibu @w0rst-k1tty-ever @maggotinfestation @lilithdeathbed @thevo1dosphere @angeleyesabove @lori-intestine @r3d-tick3t-jirai @maggotinfestation @jirai--whitelily @confessionsofarottensena @official-jirai-toga (if you don't wanna be tagged, just tell me!)

[infested-carcass]

thx for the tag :3

hair color: black but I'm dying my fringe blue tomorrow

favorite color: black, red, muted blue

favorite drink: energy drink, doesn't matter what brand

one thing you love about yourself: not to be edgy but nothing. lmao

if you could be any animal, what would you be: some type of bird probably. I like the idea of flying.

dream place to visit: Russia or Iceland

what's one thing you're looking forward to right now: dying my hair tomorrow LOL

your biggest dream: leave my country and live abroad

song that's permanently on your repeat:

(no I will not shut up about this band)

@licensedembalmer @state-of-psychomancy @silentdvotion @deusyagami @wngprl shit I don't remember any more people fuck what do I do ummm open?????

[silentdvotion]

ty for the tagggg ! ! ^_^

hair colour : dark brown

favourite colour : blue , white , black

favourite drink : water . or chocolate milk but only nesquik

one thing you love about yourself : my freckles :3

if you could be any animal , what would you be : bird ! ! a blue one specifically

dream place to visit : japan

what ' s one thing you ' re looking forward to right now : snezhnaya releasing

your biggest dream : leaving this fuckass country

song that ' s permanently on your repeat :

@own-reality @pienmizu @wateraroows @lambswinery @enaphilia @birdres + open tags !! sorry if you don ' t wanna be tagged you can murder me violently

[lambswinery]

THANK YEW FOR THE TAG!!!!

hair color :

dark brown

favorite color :

green yellow pink any shade of brown i have a lot

favorite drink :

tea i lubb teaa

one thing you love about yourself :

uhn i draw decent?

if you could be any animal, what would you be?

a lamb! who wouldve guessed?

dream place to visit :

i would love to visit anywhere in europe!

what's one thing you're looking forward to right now?

GOING HOME.

your biggest dream :

living happily ever after with my darling.

song that's permanently on your repeat :

@4everh4vnted @yesteryearsins @iamprevail @cryopeacock @pupkasa-tenma + open tags

[yesteryearsins]

I'm easily entertained.

Hair color : brown.

Favorite color : dark blue.

Favorite drink : monster.

One thing you love about yourself : I'm oddly determined.

If you could be an animal, which one : a horse.

Dream place to visit : a fairy light lit forest picnic area.

One thing you're looking forward to : days passing with dove and raven.

Biggest dream : actually having a good time and looking like I want to be.

Song on permanent repeat :

My list, but anyone is free. : @bloody-birds , @epel-felm-ier , @y0url0serd0g , @1xjirai , @piendia , @lov3s1ck-d0ll .

[your-imaginary-guardian-angel]

get yourself a man who stalks your tumblr and hopes your romantic vagueposts are about him

[yesteryearsins]

special order n a cup of jealousy

" "Special order." - You are very special to me, "A cup of jealousy." - I hate when others interact with you. "

And you're special to me too, my favorite special thing. I second the other one, but I can't do anything about it even if I wish to, I hate dealing with myself when I see their stupid asks and I deal with my anger and slight tinge of sadness. But I always wait for your responses, asks, and comments more than others. I'm just always waiting.

[arc-mikael013]

How it feels when ur moots get together

[lov3s1ck-d0ll]

꧁ LOVESICKDOLL'S SMALL TEA PARTY (inspired by 4everh4vnted) ꧂

𓏴 10 statements. Make sure to include what statement. THIS IS FOR OTHERS TO USE.

"Strawberry shortcake." - I am head over heels for you

"Special order." - You are very special to me.

"Sweets for the love." - When I first laid eyes on you, I knew we were soulmates.

"Lovely hiccups." - All you need is me and only me. I can keep you safe.

"A cup of jealousy." - I hate when others interact with you.

"Cake for tears." - I need you now. So much it makes me cry.

"Greedy guest." - You're mine and only mine. No one else can have you.

"Short and Sweet." - I love you so much.

"Love at first taste." - When I first laid eyes on you, I just knew we were meant to be.

"Bitterness" - No one else can have you but me.

꧁ TAGS (sorry if you didnt want to be tagged!) ꧂

@4everh4vnted @pienkuro @jirai--whitelily @jirai-knight-meji @sleepyhead-angel + open tags im lazy

[yesteryearsins]

I am so pleasant. I have green eyes and a big heart and a horrible personality disorder. 💝

[yesteryearsins]

Eugh. Bad mood. A friend gave a bad tone and now I feel like throwing up. May I be struck down for my insane amount of sensitivity.

[yesteryearsins]

— 𝄢 - I am growing fond of you — 𝄞 - I cherish you dearly — 𝓢wivel - some things that made you lose feelings for past obsessions ?

⌒⌒ 🎣

Hah, thank you for the sweetness, angelrot. You're quite the active one, aren't you?

Mm, they kept ignoring me, pushing me to the side and favored others over me and I couldn't take it being so lonely and without affection for so long I just.. crashed. Had an episode and just blocked them. Doesn't help that they were trying to introduce another person in for "polyamoruous reasons!" But they didn't even know what they were doing and ignored me while they kept with the other. I was pitiful, but that was ages ago, when I was younger.

[yesteryearsins]

I want to relapse so bad but I am cursed with dull blades and no motivation. God forbid a man wishes to have more scars.

[salv6tion]

ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤobslove ask game

— 𝓐ve - how do you tend to view the one you obsess over ?

— 𝓐mulet - is there any noticeable pattern/s amongst the people you find yourself obsessed with ?

— 𝓑rooch - do you act differently around the object of your obsession, if so then how do you behave ?

— 𝓑odkin - are your obsessions mostly romantic or platonic and how do you view both concepts ?

— 𝓒rown - do you seek control or to be controlled, or both ?

— 𝓓iadem - is there anything someone could do to make you more inclined to like them (I.e. how can your interest be piqued by another) ?

— 𝓔nseigne - what are some things old partners/obsessions may have told you that stuck with you (positively or negatively) ?

— 𝓕ibula - can you handle long distance and would you willingly move countries for your obsession ?

— 𝓖aud - are there any traits that make you more inclined to obsess over someone ?

— 𝓛ocket - how would you go about befriending and/or pursuing your obsession ?

— 𝓜edallion - how do you feel about your obsession having other friends/close friends ?

— 𝓟arure - what kind of (obsessive) dynamics are you fond of and why ? Any fictional example ?

— 𝓟endant - what are some things you find romantic/intimate and that others may view as unusual or strange ?

— 𝓢wivel - some things that made you lose feelings for past obsessions ?

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𓏲𝄢 𝓢tatements:

— 𝄞 - I cherish you dearly

— 𝄢 - I am growing fond of you

— ♯ - You have piqued my interest

— ♪ - I wish to get to know you

— ♫ - I often frequent your blog

— ♬ - Your blog is intriguing

— ♩ - I wish to pursue you

[yesteryearsins]

I always try to see if I can find out who my anons are, and as per usual, I have no clue. I am damned.

[confessions0farottensena]

being bad at everything i do is hard

[yesteryearsins]

yeah dw I'll be safe im only using glue and hairspray

im sad though. im just desperately starved for attention. 17 followers and no asks for like two days ...im being hung out to rot nobody actually cares

but im probably overreacting because they have tons of mutuals to talk with anyway instead of me because im a loser and matter less

im such a mess imagine needing attention this bad yhhehe haha ugh we're sorry for bothering you with this

-@cryopeacock

Ahh, okay, then that won't be bad then.

Mm. Gathering mutuals isn't too bad, you have to find them first, I normally look at jiraiblr tags and follow the recent posters if they don't fit my dni and such. I collected a lot more by giving out an ask game and I still get some now. Try and reach out first by following people, or try and make something that will catch the eyes of people. I've gotten 3 posts that garnered a lot of attention, an ask game, me talking about dull blades, and then my mispell of "struck" being "stroke". Tagging is important too. Also, I've seen some people focus on people with interesting pins and themes, but yours fits perfectly fine so I'm clueless about that.

It won't be easy at first, no, but you have to be the one to take initiative and show yourself, try to be interesting, make something that's uniquely yours! It's.. aggravating, yes, but you can gather a collection of people and friends. I can also try to help you get more attention, but I'm clueless for now. Keep your head up, angelrot. Everyone craves attention and that's natural here.

[yesteryearsins]

the Prince isn't doing very well right now so im back here because you actually reply and we appreciate that greatly

it's late and im alone and it's too hot

i'll probably spend all tomorrow fixing up the wig i have nothing else to do

yeah okay

-@cryopeacock

Mm? Well, I hope you feel better soon, angelrot.

That'll be something to do with your time tomorrow, just have to make sure you don't get stuff stuck on your hands or harm yourself somehow, I just worry for my friends often so there's no need to heed my words if you think nothing will happen.

[yesteryearsins]

I would fuck up some pasta right now but I can't.