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dune. star wars. interview with the vampire. dostoyevsky. camus. jean-paul sartre

[the-wolf-and-moon]

 NGC 1300, Galaxy of the River

[ygdomino]

all i know, is i don't know.

You know when you're in your twenties and you realise you don't actually know what the fuck you're doing? Who the hell told me to get a job when I was twelve and why on earth did I ever adhere to that and thought, "oh, you know what? that's actually a pretty fucking great idea. I'm gonna go to university and that'll be it. Life complete." so you spend half your youth dedicated on studies and striving to desperately get into a university you've always wanted to go to. It's some serious shit. Because it's all some serious shit. Diploma IS serious shit. Then when I got it.....

I was like..... fuck. Life hasn't actually begun. The job market, the amount of interview you do trying to land a decent job that will pay that tomato you bought at the supermarket so you can make a fucking edible salad. Different masks for different CV, different questions for different jobs. "Tell me bout yourself." which one? No, no not the person you were yesterday when you had an interview to be a waitress at a restaurant. Not that one. You have to act all smart now because this is an office job. Put a mask, remember your CV.

And then you got the job..... another task in life ticked. So what now? Relationships. I had about 8 failed relationships. Yeah, fucking sucks. And all of it ended in the same reason. I'm a fucking douchebag, I'm the villain of the story, I had too much trauma I wasn't able to address or heal from. Too hard to understand, too hard to love, too hard to be with yada yada yada, all the usual complicated stuff that I don't know how those couples of 8 years or so fucking manage. Thing is, I don't understand what is happening inside of me. I don't think anyone can comprehend the things that happens inside my head when things get heated up and I lose control over myself, and just becomes absolutely terrible at communicating. And I don't think I'm really good at that. I'm willing to learn but nobody really had the patience to stay while I'm on the road of learning.

But yeah I don't know what I'm doing.

[rustingways]

Sam Reid for like two fucking years: Nobody has seen the real Lestat yet.

The real Lestat:

[wokeuplaughing]

wait... you're thinking about gay sex and killing yourself again aren't you

[perfectbeautifulwoman]

how do people not know where the clit is like it’s right there. it’s not even funny it’s right there

[eosphoroz]

Anne Rice talking about the profile of the actor she wanted for Lestat... and yes, ma'am, you GOT HIM.

[virginiaisforvampires]

Do y’all ever think about Lestat asking himself what he’d done to deserve the witches’ fate? A metaphorical death at the hands of Magnus stalking him, abducting him, abusing him, and raping him into being a vampire. Then abandoning him as this unknown thing, this being that had to kill to survive? Do y’all ever think about the fact Lestat was good? He was the gentle one, the dreamer, the lover. His brothers abused him. His father abused him. His mother emotionally neglected him. They forced him into living in the monotonous misery that was their life in Auvergne. No hope of escaping, never learning what it all meant. Do y’all ever think about the fact Lestat was shocked that people liked him when he was at school in the monastery? He was amazed that the people there believed he was worthy of being treated with kindness and that he was valuable in that he could be taught things. Do y’all ever think about the fact his brothers took him away from that school? Do y’all ever think about the fact Lestat couldn’t read and could barely write his own name due to his father and brothers abusing him and keeping him uneducated on purpose? Do y’all ever think about the fact Lestat finally tried to escape to do what he loved with a theater troupe only for his brothers to take him away from that too and beat him severely numerous times in the aftermath? Do y’all ever think about the fact Lestat’s family would’ve starved to death if it wasn’t for Lestat being their hunter and provider even though they treated him like utter shit? He dreamed of killing his father and brothers, but when he got the opportunity, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. His father was dying, and Lestat was still taking care of him and providing for him when it would’ve been so easy to just let the old bastard die in a home somewhere. Do y’all ever think about how happy Lestat was with Nicki in Paris? How he finally had a taste of something good in his shit life until it was all ripped away at the hands of Magnus, and Lestat was sobbing and asking himself what he’d done to deserve it. Do y’all ever think about that? Cause I think about it. All the time. He didn’t want this, and there’s just something sooooo relatable about that down to the very marrow of my bones and the depths of my soul. 💔

[magnusedom]

I had taken 7,000 souls by then. But Lestat was the only one that felt like murder.

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2.01) | WHAT CAN THE DAMNED REALLY SAY TO THE DAMNED

[greensaplinggrace]

I actually like it when ships hurt each other in long lasting and unforgiveable ways. I like it when they leave vicious, glaring scars. I like when they leave traumas. I like when they stab each other and torture each other and ruin each other’s lives and violate every inch of each other’s values. and I like it when they fucking kill each other permanently dead. 

[kazz-brekker]

dune part 2 really is one of those films where everyone is like "this is the best thing ever" and you're like "it can't possibly be" and then you watch it and spend 2 hours and 46 minutes understanding why paul atreides has a cult the size of a planet

[dct239394cvvd098dffgggp]

its so much and its dishonest work

[illumineeti]

employment

[thorsonoflesbians]

god i love dune twitter

[tenaciouszombiearcher]

Knowledge is empowering

[fluffmugger]

you can literally get gender changers for like $3

[pkducklett]

And yes, that's literally what they're called.

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog if you got a gender changer for like $3

[gaptoothsmille]

Advice of the day: if your man starts dressing up like this be careful

[faithbetryin]

𝐴𝑛𝑖𝑑𝑎𝑙𝑎 -x- 𝑃𝑎𝑢𝑙𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑖 ♡ ᴘᴀʀᴀʟʟᴇʟꜱ

⌲ gif credits attached!

[portraitoflestatonfire]

"You just have to ask me for it. You just have to nod your beautiful head."

[jamiietartt]

You should just throw me in the incinerator and make another one. And what a waste that would be. Interview with the Vampire (2022-) | 1.02 — "After the Phantoms of Your Former Self"