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[advice-n-help-queen]

How to TRULY move on...

“This is a long post but I have to get it out because it’s been killing me.

Me and my ex had been close friends for almost 3 and a half years. We met our senior year and from that moment on I had a huge crush on him. It wasn’t until the summer before our sophomore year of college that I admitted I had feelings for him. To my surprise he felt the same way. He was bi but that didn’t bother me. We weren’t official till school started but I assumed we were exclusive because of how he felt about me. Two weeks before classes started he told me he had to admit something. While I was away house sitting he had a short fling with a girl from his work. He made out and sent nudes back and forth with her. I was devastated. During his fling he’d visited and acted like everything was ok. It took me till school started to even speak to him. I knew I should have ended things right there but I was a stupid 19 year old girl who finally had a guy who liked me. I told him as long as he cut all contact with the girl I’d forgive him. He said he did so I did. For the next months we were happy. I even told him I thought I was falling in love with him and he said he felt that way too. It wasn’t until November came that I felt the change. He became distant and would leave me on read. I chalked it up to midterm stress. After a week of barely talking or even seeing each other I confronted him. I told him I didn’t understand what was going. He told me it was nothing and led me to think I was over reacting. By Thanksgiving I’d had enough. When we were on the phone I told him I wanted the truth or I was breaking up with him. He again told me I was overreacting and nothing was going on, but I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to be with someone who cared about me and didn’t gaslight me. I told him I was done and if he couldn’t be honest with me I couldn’t stay around. He didn’t try to stop me or even say anything. I hung up in tears and cried myself to sleep. A few days later he posted a very intimate photo with a male friend of his. My heart broke. The entire time we were in a relationship he was cheating on me with him. The fact that it was a guy didn’t bother me it was the cheating. I didn’t care what gender the other person was all I cared was that he cheated on me. Word spread fast through our friend group that he left me for a guy. They talked about how he only dated me because I wasn’t girly and I was basically a guy with boobs. I avoided all of them for the rest of the semester. I went to class and went home. My depression got worse and I thought very little of myself. Over break I took a lot of time to myself and worked on liking myself again. When school started again my ex wanted to talk. He said him and the guy broke up and he really wanted to be friends again. I told him I couldn’t, he broke my heart and destroyed my self esteem. But he didn’t understand. I walked away and haven’t spoken to him since.

People say I need to forgive and forget. But I can’t. I need advice on how to move on and pursue other relationships and not feel like with everyone it will end like this.”

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[suppermariobroth]

An unused object found in the code of Super Mario 64 is a red coin that is programmed to always move a certain distance ahead of Mario, appearing to always be out of his reach. This was presumably intended to be used as a trap to lure Mario into dangerous situations. Main Blog | Twitter | Patreon | Small Findings | Source: youtube.com user “Kaze Emanuar”

[exeggcute]

this is so sinister… mario’s torment

[hotvampireadjacent]

Sisyphus

[dongulator]

No, Tantalus

[advice-n-help-queen]

Hello I need help! Ive been with my boyfriend for 4 months but i don’t think our relationship is going anywhere and there are various issues. He is very clingy😫 tells me he loves me all the time and texts me 24/7, which as an independent person feels suffocating. He also has a habit of making me feel like trash and guilty about what I say. He says he would never ever break up with me, only if I cheated. (P.1)

Guuuuurl, don’t worry – you know I’m here to help!

Okay, let’s jump right into the nitty gritty of all this…

You say you’ve been dating for 4 months but when you really think about it 4 months is not even that long. You should technically still be in the “honeymoon” phase, enjoying the beauty and excitement of a blossoming relationship. The fact that he’s exhibiting this type of behaviour so early on waves SO many red flags. It seems he has major insecurity issues based on how attached he has gotten so quickly. He says he’s desperately in love with you, and although he may have convinced himself that this is true, I feel as if he may in fact be in love with the idea of you. He loves what you represent. You are a symbol to him. The fact that he has someone as amazing as you, makes him feel worthy and good about himself. And it breaks my heart whenever I come across someone who has to seek someone else’s validation and depend on someone else to make them feel valuable and purposeful. I’ve been guilty of this myself. None of us our perfect and we all have our own issues, but it’s just not healthy and does more damage than good when we allow other people to determine our happiness. The only person that can help him is himself, not you. It’s not fair on you to feel responsible for someone else’s entire well-being. And I completely respect your genuine concern for him and it’s clear that you care for him, even if that might not be romantically anymore. But you are not his councillor. Think about the negative impact this is having on your own mental state and quality of life. Although it’s hard to do at times, we must learn to put ourselves first. I admire how compassionate and sympathetic you are. But you no longer wanting to be in a relationship with someone who is not good for does not make you a bad person. You are not obligated to stay with him. This is your life and so you are completely obliged to choose what you do with it and who you share it with. The longer you allow this to go on, the worse things will end up being. Think about it, as time goes by his feelings grow stronger and stronger and you become more and more stressed. It’s about time you set both of you free.

From what I can see, this relationship is adding nothing to your life but stress and constant anxiety. Us girls have the best instincts – whenever our gut is telling us something it’s ALWAYS best that we listen. It’s one of our most blessed, prized qualities. And the fact that you know within yourself that he is not the one for you and the “relationship is not going anywhere” makes it clear that that’s exactly what you have to do – let him go. Not only for his sake but for yours too. I appreciate that you’re worried about his condition following the break-up. And I can relate to this. it makes things all the more difficult when you have a conscience and are a genuinely nice person concerned about the well-being of others. So perhaps you can offer him the option of friendship if you worry he will have no one else to talk to. Occasionally check up on him but always ensure that you keep a healthy distance. You must allow him time to heal and to move on. Never flirt with him or reminisce about old times because this will only tease him with a fantasy of you two eventually getting back together. This will create an unhealthy cycle that neither of you will ever be able to escape.

If friendship doesn’t seem to be working and is in fact making things worse then unfortunately you will have to cut off all ties completely. This sounds harsh and is never an easy thing to do but trust me, it’s for the best. Right now, he feels as if you are all he has and that he’ll never be able to get over you. But this isn’t true. His emotions will be heightened, and he’ll try to convince himself that he’ll never be happy and will never find love again. But trust me, he’ll get over it. We’ve all been in situations where we have complete faith that something will happen and are so sure of what the future holds. We’ve also all been let down and left thoroughly disappointed when things didn’t actually turn out the way we hoped they would. It’s a part of life and a massive part of being human. So really, he’ll get over it. He’ll find someone eventually and hopefully by that point he’ll be confident in himself and have learnt to view love as something positive and liberating, not something to control and obsess over.

Just from the few words you have shared with me I can tell that you’re an amazing, strong, driven and independent woman. You need someone who will help you thrive, not hold you back. Hell, you don’t even need anyone at all! His obsessive, possessive and manipulative behaviour is toxic and something you need to be free of ASAP. And trust me, our friends know all. When our friends don’t like the person we are seeing, 9 times out of 10 he has GAT TO GO! My best friend voiced her dislike of the person I was talking to from the very beginning. But of course, me being completely infatuated and in my own delusional world pushed her concerns to the side and continued down the same destructive path. And of course, what happened in the end? He ended up being a complete ass. So please take both mine and your friends’ advice – let him go. I appreciate it’s going to be hard but just remember I’ll always be here if you need further help getting through it. And gurl also remember… you are an Olympic athlete champion in the making! This is what deserves your complete focus and attention, not unhealthy and toxic relationships!

Good luck… I’m here for you always <3

[advice-n-help-queen]

hi, i found your blog through the advice tag and thoht maybe you could help me with this problem ive been having. So i met this girl online, we were playing runescape together. we then got to talking by video chat (she is girl) and i got really into her and i think she is too. i really want to meet her. (Part 1)

This sounds very similar to a situation I recently got out of. I spent months talking to a guy. First as friends but I quickly caught feelings and assumed that he felt the same way. We would spend hours talking to one another; confide in one another about serious, personal things but also had loads of funny moments where we laughed and shared many inside jokes. I genuinely liked this guy and my gut told me the feelings were mutual. But my mistake was assuming. I was never upfront with him about how I felt and it wasn’t until after 6 months of talking to him that I was hit with the cold, harsh truth. It turned out he didn’t like me after all and actually ended up being a bit of a dickhead. So much time, that I’ll never be able to get back, was wasted. It also hurt all the more because I had spent so much time building up this fantasy of us eventually being together, only for it to come crashing down in the span of 10 minutes.

So that is the number one thing I advise you to do: TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL! The fact that you are unsure about how she feels tells me that you haven’t had this conversation with her yet. Trust me, I know being upfront and honest about your feelings is a scary thing. It’s why I avoided doing it for so long. It makes you feel vulnerable and you worry that you’ll lose the person you care about and that you’ll “ruin” things. But I can’t stress enough how necessary it is. This could either go one of two ways. The first way is of course what we all hope for – she’ll tell you she feels the same way and you’ll end up being together. But then of course, there’s the other way. She’ll tell you she just sees you as a friend. Rejection is never an easy thing. But the quicker the band aid is ripped, the quicker the wounds will heal. And always try to view rejection as redirection. She wasn’t the one for you, and yes this may initially hurt, but there’s someone out there who is. There’s someone for everyone.

But there’s also an in between. She might say something along the lines of: “I like you, but things are really complicated right now/it’s not a good time… let’s just see where things go.” This might sound appealing in the moment because it seems like she’s promising you a relationship at some point in the future. But please don’t fall for this trap. Trust me, as a girl, I can tell you that when we like a guy, we’ll make it very obvious. It’s impossible for us to hide it. We either like you, or we don’t. It’s either a yes or a no. If when you tell her how you feel she doesn’t make it abundantly clear that she likes you too, please take this as your cue to move on. It’s going to hurt a lot – trust me, I know. But don’t let the sadness consume you because you’ll soon find someone who shows you that they like you and will never make you question how they feel.

Please, please, PLEASE do not send her any money. I made the mistake of doing this and I really don’t want you to do the same. Although you like her you have to realise the fact that you are not her boyfriend. So don’t give her the luxury of acting as if you are. This will eventually make her comfortable and soon she’ll start taking advantage of you, maybe without even realising it. You deserve better than this. Also, you may try to convince yourself that you want to send it to help her, just to be a nice person because you care about her. This might be partly true, but for the most part you are secretly hoping that by sending her money this will make her like you more and realise that you’re an amazing person and will be the perfect boyfriend. But you can’t buy someone’s love. And more importantly it’s not your money that makes you valuable. She should see that with or without money you are an incredible, caring person and well if she doesn’t…her loss!

If you do end up sending her money and in the end you two don’t end up together you’re going to feel used and it’ll make getting over her even harder. Trust me…I’ve been there. It’s not a nice feeling.

I do not personally know this girl and of course would not want to speak badly of her for that reason. But my priority is you and making sure you’re okay at the end of all this. And from the information you’ve given me I get the feeling that you deserve so much better. If after speaking to her about your feelings you still feel confused please don’t hesitate to come back to me for more advice. I’m always here to listen and help.

[advice-n-help-queen]

Starting an advice column

Hi all! I am starting up an advice blog because I want to be a source of comfort to anyone out there who might not have a person they can confide in or just needs a few kind words from a stranger. I wanted to offer whatever advice I could on whatever you situation may be in, big or small. But also at the end of the day know that I am not a licensed professional and major problems you do have I will always first recommend seeing someone who can offer you professional aid and support, and then offer my advice to avoid making anyones situation worse than it already is. I would love if I could help anyone in any way that I can! Anything is welcome, and I have anonymous asks activated so everything you do send will be and always will stay private💕

🌸Possible topics you could send for help if you need inspiration:🌸

-Love life

-School/work

-Friendship

-Family

-Sexuality 

-Appearance and self-confidence

-Trauma and mental health

-Financial trouble

-Anything at all!💕

I hope I can help you in anyway that I can! Please share so I can help as many people as possible!

[travelingwildflowerr-blog]

Enjoy this meme I made instead of writing

[gxldensnitched]

me: *opens fic*

fic: “I-”

me: *closes fic*

[yoosungslololpartner]

Hello!! I'd like to send in a match-up but I don't want to spam your inbox haha, would it be okay if I submitted it instead? :)

You can send it in Anon! I’m in a bit of a lull right now and I don’t know when I’ll be able to get to it. Hopefully soon, if you don’t mind the wait send it on in ^_^

[delusioninabox]

Daily #2,024! Just calling myself out. 

[starrysence]

i made a meme to show you how your support for my writing makes me feel!!!! i just get increasingly excited jsjdndjs

[hellokenmaz]

I read every single reblog looking at the tags for peoples reactions and I almost cry everytime someone says something nice. I also almost cry whenever someone messages me saying they like my writing.

[korkimagines]

^^^

[jungkookiebus]

this

[hollandroos]

Ya’ll, when a writer posts a new piece of writing we literally sit by our computers/phones just waiting for asks, comments and reblogs. Every one of them counts, even if it’s just sending a quick ‘I liked that’ or commenting a heart.

[tr33-g1rl]

weird asks that say a lot

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1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

7. earbuds or headphones?

8. movies or tv shows?

9. favorite smell in the summer?

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

12. name of your favorite playlist?

13. lanyard or key ring?

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

18. ideal weather?

19. sleeping position?

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

21. obsession from childhood?

22. role model?

23. strange habits?

24. favorite crystal?

25. first song you remember hearing?

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

28. five songs to describe you?

29. best way to bond with you?

30. places that you find sacred?

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

32. top five favorite vines?

33. most used phrase in your phone?

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

35. average time you fall asleep?

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

38. lemonade or tea?

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

41. last person you texted?

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

44. favorite scent for soap?

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

47. favorite type of cheese?

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

51. current stresses?

52. favorite font?

53. what is the current state of your hands?

54. what did you learn from your first job?

55. favorite fairy tale?

56. favorite tradition?

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

62. seven characters you relate to?

63. five songs that would play in your club?

64. favorite website from your childhood?

65. any permanent scars?

66. favorite flower(s)?

67. good luck charms?

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

70. left or right handed?

71. least favorite pattern?

72. worst subject?

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

82. pc or console?

83. writing or drawing?

84. podcasts or talk radio?

84. barbie or polly pocket?

85. fairy tales or mythology?

86. cookies or cupcakes?

87. your greatest fear?

88. your greatest wish?

89. who would you put before everyone else?

90. luckiest mistake?

91. boxes or bags?

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

93. nicknames?

94. favorite season?

95. favorite app on your phone?

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

98. favorite historical era?

[criminal-minds-fanfiction]

Fanfiction Writer Asks

Most of the writer ask posts I come across are only like ten or so questions long so I thought I’d try to make a longer one because we like talking about our writing! Feel free to reblog!

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fanfiction?

2) What fandoms do you write for and do you have a particular favourite if you write for more than one?

3) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.

4) What is your favourite genre to write for?

5) If you had to choose a favourite out of all of your multi chaptered stories, which would it be and why?

6) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

7) When is your preferred time to write?

8) Where do you take your inspiration from?

9) In your xxx fic, what’s your favourite scene that you wrote?

10) In your xxx fic, why did you decide to end it like that? Did you have an alternative ending in mind?

11) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

12) Who is your favourite character to write for? Why?

13) Who is your least favourite character to write for? Why?

14) How did you come up with the title for the xxx? - You can ask about multiple stories.

15) If you write OC’s, how do you decide on their names?

16) How did you come up with the idea for xxx?

17) Post a line from a WIP that you’re working on.

18) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?

19) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?

20) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

21) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

22) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

23) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

24) How do you feel about writing smutty scenes?

25) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?

26) Which part of your xxx fic was the hardest to write?

27) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?

28) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fanfiction?

29) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?

30) In contrast to 29 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at?

31) Send me a fic recommendation and I’ll post it for my followers to see! (The asker is to send the rec not the answerer)

32) Are any of your characters based on real people?

33) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

34) What’s the harshest criticism you’ve gotten?

35) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?

36) Can you give us a spoiler for one of your WIP’s?

37) What’s the funniest story you’ve written?

38) If you could collab with any other writer on here, who would it be? (Perhaps this question will inspire some collabs!) If you’re shy, don’t tag the blog, just name it.

39) Do you prefer first, second or third person?

40) Do people know you write fanfiction?

41) What’s you favourite minor character you’ve written?

42) Song fic - What made you decide to use the song xxx for xxx.

43) Has anyone ever guessed the plot twist of one of your fics before you posted it?

44) What is the last line you wrote?

45) What spurs you on during the writing process?

46) I really loved your xxx fic. If you were ever to do a sequel, what do you think might happen in it?

47) Here’s a fic title - insert a made up title. What would this story be about?

48) What’s your favourite trope to write?

49) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?

50) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

[yoosungslololpartner]

Hey, could I get a matchup please? :D I‘m a binational and bilingual girl. Actually, I can speak 5 languages fluently and I‘d like to learn more, since languages are one of my passions. But I also find STEM subjects very interesting and am very good at them. ‚Jack of all trades, master of none‘ would be a very fitting way to describe me. I‘m very ambitious, loyal, curious, active (I run and workout) and philosophical. However, I also procrastinate, and tend to be rather depressed.. (part 1)

It’s been a hot minute! But exams are stressing me out so what better way to chill out that to write a match-up for my lovely followers! Now I am SO SO SO sorry it is BEYOND late, and you might never see this anon because you’ve forgotten :’( BUT I will still answer all my asks on the off chance anyone still reads it. I mean it’s just as enjoyable for me as it is for you so to whoever is around. Enjoy! ^_^ 

*DISCLOSURE* I do get a little deep and emotional and the end so sorry if that wasn’t what you wanted… I’m so proud you survived an eating disorder! I’ve been there before and I just want you all to know I’m always here to talk (even if I do take long to write I answer my messages promptly always) Love yourselves you’re all so beautiful I love you!!!

I match you up with V! It was an insanely hot summer’s day; the sun was beating down melting everything and anything under its penetrating ray. The pathetic fan in your room served no purpose beside its slight breeze that lightly blew the pages of your chemistry book, rising but falling unceremoniously beside your slumped form on the desk beside it. While STEM was your passion you were out of your mind to think you could get any studying done in this exasperating heat. It was then you saw the bright coloured running shoes in the corner of your room and decided: why not make the most of this awesome day?

Grabbing a towel, a bottle of water, and some headphones you were out the door and running at a brisk pace. You enjoyed these runs, not only because it kept you active, but the breathtaking scenery which would distract you from whatever worries or emotions had been floating around from the day. When you entered the park, you slowed down to take a short break on one of the wooden park benches. Sipping your water, you hadn’t noticed that a intimidating man had taken a seat right next to you.

Immediately you began to feel uncomfortable as he closed the short gap between you, and with a sleazy smirk on his face attempted to talk to you.

“Hey Babe~ All that sweat on your body, you must be really hot? Maybe I can help you cool down back at my place?” You felt your stomach churn, and you physically retracted, as his disgusting words made you want to get up and run.

“Ha, ha thank you. But I have somewhere to be-“ You said as you got up, only to be dragged back down as he held tight onto your wrist.

“Not so fast Princess-“

At this exact moment, a blue-haired photographer had been taking pictures of the blooming flowers when he saw this scene unfold before his eyes (well more like heard, his eyes weren’t in the best condition)

“There you are honey! I’ve been looking everywhere for you! You can’t be jogging around the park on your own like that, perverts like these are lurking around everywhere.” The blue-haired man fabricated as he swiftly lead you away from that creep.

As soon as you were far enough he let go of your hand and gave you a warm bright smile, making your heart flutter ever so slightly.

“I’m sorry for being so forward, I hope I didn’t offend you by touching you without permission. I just wanted to make it clear you weren’t interested, men in this park can be persistent.” He said with a sad and apologetic face.

“Oh no, thank you so much! I’m sure if you hadn’t come I would have decked him! Although he might of deserved it, your help definitely seems like the most sensible option.” You exclaimed with gratitude.

“I’m glad. My name is Jihyun Kim by the way. Can I ask what yours is?” He questioned as he adjusted his camera pouch on his neck.

“It’s_______. Nice to meet you Jihyun…and thank you again…” You blushed slightly as your anxiety began to rise again. This guy was really nice, but what if he’s just being polite out of pity? I want to see him again there’s no way I could ask him out…Ah forget it I should just go home-

“Is something the matter?” He asked as he watched as you fiddled with the aux cord of your headphones.

“Uh no…I should go now though. Bye.” You blushed hard as you turned sharply like an acrobat on a wire, avoiding anymore torturous eye contact.

“Wait! _____!” The sound of your name made you stop in your tracks as you shyly turned around with a coy scratch to your head. Your hand came back drenched with sweat. Oh god! Am I sweating this much! Can the ground just swallow me up?

“If it isn’t too much trouble for you, would you perhaps like to join me for dinner later this evening?” He asked with a beautifully radiant smile. So he does like me? You thought? Or not? Maybe he just wants to make fun of me….What do I say?

“Ok…” You said with hesitation. Once again he smiled, and promised to pick you up at eight. So this was a date? Oh boy….

Your first date with V, was unlike any you had ever been on. It was a rocky start to begin with as you could barely utter a word without the little voice in your head telling you to be quiet. But when you arrived at the exhibit everything became a dream. Before dinner, V showed you around his latest work. His images truly were beautiful. One in particular caught your eye of a fire burning in a cave.

“That’s an interesting one. What made you want to photograph this?”

“I’m glad you asked! This one has a bit of a philosophical angle so if you’re not into that sort of thing just shut me up….” He began telling you his inspiration by Plato’s Allegory of the cave, to which you absolutely loved! He was astonished how intrigued you were, usually people would tell him to put a sock in it whenever he tried to explain his philosophical angles, but you couldn’t get enough.

The evening was sweet; V returned you home and bid you good night. He didn’t expect a kiss or ask to go inside. He thanked you for spending the night with him and expressed how he would love to see you again.

You did see V again after that night. However your relationship continued at a slow pace as you wanted to be more comfortable before pursuing a romantic attachment.  The two of you decided to collaborate and make a fundraising charity for women in need. You were so happy to have found someone who cares about the well being of others as much as you do. He truly did admire you vigor and drive to change the world. And before he knew it he felt that familiar feeling of warmth in his heart when he looked into your eyes. You and V were friends for an extremely long time. Not to his complete displeasure though. He got to know you for you which made him fall in love with you all the more. He loved how you could speak so fluently and varied, it was extremely helpful when he had clients from across the world. Also he did slightly get chills down his spine whenever you spoke in another language. Whenever you studied your STEM subjects and excitedly taught him the laws of science he would listen and watch you with rapture. Seeing you happy was like a drug to him. He supported your dream in studying with all his heart, and whenever you became stressed he would always cheer you on. He knew you were completely different from Rika. With Rika he had fallen in love so quickly, confused with pity and protection. But with you he didn’t feel as though he had rushed. On the contrary, you two had formed a friendship. You were his friend. His other half. But he needed to tell you, or else he might lose you to someone else.

After he built up the courage one day, he decided today would be the day he revealed his feelings for you. He called you but you didn’t answer. He waited and called you again but no answer. He became worried since you usually answered his calls checking if you had lunch. He decided to go to your apartment just to check if you were ok.

When he arrived he knocked at your door calmly. He waited patiently before he heard a shuffle a click. You stood in the doorway eyes red with tears huddled in a blanket as you murmured for him to come in.

V not wanting to force you into speaking simply sat beside you and gently rubbed your back as you quietly cried into a pillow. While you adored V, he was the last person you wanted to see you like this. You had been watching TV when you saw a weight loss advert. Before you knew it all those painful memories came flooding back to the forefront of your mind. Threatening to spill out and throw you back into the dark forests of your mind. Struggling to look V in the eyes, you decided to tell him of the past you had experienced, considering how honest he had been with his traumatic past with Rika. Maybe he could understand…help me feel whole again.

After you finally choked out the last of each painful detail, you finally built up the courage to look V in the eye.

He had his head bowed and his arms crossed pensively. You suddenly felt like you had made a mistake, what if he thinks I’m a freak?

“_______. Thank you for sharing this with me. I know it must have been hard. And I’m so sorry you’ve had to carry this for so long. I know I can’t erase what has been said in the past to you, or protect you from whatever is hurting you. But I want you to know this… You are the most beautiful, honest, loyal, and caring woman I have ever met. Some days all I can do is think about you. The way you smile, that radiant smile whenever you fight for what you believe in. Each day I’m with you I feel immeasurable amounts of happiness. And it saddens me to see you feel as though you aren’t the perfect woman I see in front of me.”

Using his free hand he gently tilted your head to place a soft kiss on your cheek, moist from the tears.

“Please don’t cry. I’m here for you. I will always be here for you.”

[animeprinces-imagines]

“this bouquet has exactly 11 roses. do you know why? it took just 11 days for us to fall for each other after we met.” 🌹

[valentine’s day yoosung cosplay 💌]

pls reblog/like but don’t be a creep 😭

[yoosungslololpartner]

I love this❤️❤️ so adorable I want to try it someday! Amazing job you look so cute!

[felasintumbld]

Here’s to the fanfic writers who can only write sporadically.

Here’s the writers who can’t output enough to keep up with the most popular writers.

Here’s to the writers writing even though they get no feedback.

Here’s to the writers who somehow manage to scrape together a little inspiration and a lot of hard work to write that story they know nearly no one will read.

Here’s to the creators who keep going even when it’ feels like screaming into an empty void.

You’re inspiration, and I don’t know how you do it.

[enby-entity24-deactivated201910]

From the deepest part of my long-suffering heart:

Thank you.

[mwagneto]

Y'all: ugh I wish fandom content creators would post more 😩😩😩😩😩😩

Also y'all when someone posts fanart/fanfic/edits/etc: