An Abandoned Sanders Sides Fanpage @your-average-outcast - Tumblr Blog

For those whom it may concern....

No, i am not dead, I am still here. However, i have decided not to post any more on this blog. This is for a few reasons such as school, work, and a general disconnection for the past year. I am almost never on here any more but will not be deleting my blog.

I will miss you all 💜

hattersgirlalice

Mutuals if you are leaving Tumblr (ever for any reason) please let me know where else I might find you so we can remain in contact.

How is everybody? I know I have not been active in ages but I felt like checking in. I want to thank everyone for the support I am still getting on my art, the growing number of followers(I am at 139 right now) and in general all of the people who have shown interest in my blog. I am going to try and post a few things every now and then, maybe even some more art, and I hope this blog will continue to grow.

Also, I have no clue where the person who started this went, as their blog is now deactivated, but I feel like I should say “remember the iron waffle” as I have returned.

galaxy-lilies

To be continued. Again

thatsthat24

BAHAHA

fangirltothefullest

Me: teacher I can’t come in I’m exhausted and u was doing homework until 3:36 am because I worked on the play and there’s nothing I can do so I’m staying home here’s the work I’ve done.

Teacher: you do you but oh by the way you’re losing points automatically be ause you didn’t present it.

Me: Fucking FINE. If my mental health means so fucking little to you then I’ll take the points off bitch.

I’m so goddamned tired of being GUILTY. I’m tired of them sitting on high and demanding 110% when I have three other classes and mandatory obligations yo be a Crewhead that i was not allowed to get out of and that’s actively part of my grade.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m a terrible person if I miss an assignment, I’m tired of feeling guilty and having nightmares about assignments being late and of not hearing my alarm.

I’m tired of being brow beat into being the fucking best for these asshole who really don’t give two shits about me or my health or my anything because they’re grade A fucking asshole who want what they want and who won’t even budge enough to give me an extention.

Because this bitch never does. I watched her fucking scream at a young 18 year old because he asked if he could leave early to finish an assignment for another class. This harpy of a woman screamed in his face in front of the entire class and myself who wasn’t even in the class but who was working on a show, that how dare he when he’s in her class he only does her work and he can just drop the other class because her a is the most important and then she made him say it.

I want to fucking scream at her. At all of them.

I’m PAYING for this experience. I don’t want t to be here any more but I can’t fucking drop out because I’m already in debt and if I don’t get that piece of goddamned paper then what’s the point? Also my parents would fucking kill me if I dropped out.

What a nice birthday, huh? Spend if all finishing the play then going through strike and then spending all evening doing homework and this is how I’m fucking treated.

I’m so fucking done. I’m so absolutely fucking done.

I feel so anxious I can’t take it. My anxiety woke me up before my alarm went off and I was sleeping in. I’ve had this knot in my stomach since I woke up reminding me that I’m a horrible person for missing a fucking day of class.

This is rediculous. But there’s nothing I can do.

your-average-outcast

You are not alone Tashi, the whole schooling system along with grading can be really messed up. Don't worry though, I am pretty sure you can find a way to gain the credit back if you wanted to but do not feel guilty, everyone needs to take a break sometimes. And if you stayed up that late, don't feel bad, you need to sleep and take care of yourself. Anyway, I hope you find something to make your birthday or at least week a little better than it has been so far...

#happy bday by the way!#i hope everything evens out for you

Do you ever realize how terribly alone you can be?

Just why i am saying this, i might delete this later but i need to get it off my chest...

I am so alone.

I dont mean that i feel lonely as in nobody understands me.

I feel alone as in i trully have nobody there.

So many people have a friend they would cry over, protect with their life, grew up with...

I just went through a breakup with the person i have known for 5 years, the longest i have been friends with someone.

I have a highly toxic relationship with one of my two other friends

My other friend would do anythig the first one told them to do

I have one friend i can still speak to unbiased(if that makes any sense)

And my only online friend deleted their old account and dissapeared.

I have no one.

Not a family who cares.

Not a friend who would worry.

If somebody held a gun to my head i would never hear "she is all that i have" even if that is what i would say to anyone.

I am not depressed.

Not anxious.

Nor am I an angsty emo teenager asking for attention cuz everyone around me is doing that these days.

I am simply so alone that i will burst into tears just seeing good friends together. I depersonalize often because of this. It fucking hurts...

And I want to know if there is anyone out there who feels the same...

#i want someone to be there as i will for them #but life has its own path marked for me clearly #delete later

fandersunite

DUDE 10/19/18 will basically be the 2nd Sander Sides anniversary AND officially half a year dry of Sanders Sides content skskskskkssksks

There’s 26 total episodes:

3 episodes in 2016

20 episodes in 2017

And in this year of 2018, 10 months so far, we only have 3 episodes .

logically-asexual

I made the graph:

☆ First one is the amount of videos we have had per month from Month 1: October, 2016 to Month 25: October, 2018 (assuming the new sanders sides is coming up this month, which is very likely)

There’s a maximum in January, 2017, with 4 videos.

☆ Second one is the minutes of video we have had per month in the same span. I thought it would be interesting to see this, as well.

Here there’s a maximum in October, 2017 because of the two videos of Patton’s room, which last 39 minutes together.

I feel like this alone say stuff that we already new so we could calculate some stuff based on the second graph and see how the average amount of screen time we get behaves…

I found this:

Which is kinda an approximation to the velocity at which we get Sanders Sides videos (measured in time, not quantity). From month 1 to 25th, where the speed has been nearly 0 (no videos for a while).

This proves my theory that frequent short videos are a more effective way to create content (the curve goes higher) than rare long videos (the velocity decreased after March, 2017).

…

Okay that’s my analysis and now I’m out because I should be doing actual homework right now.

fandersunite

I just really love this side of the Fandom, the side who can turn fandom content into stuff like this,

Essays, projects, calculations, articles (like for example damn whoever wrote about Thomas on wikipedia knows so much like damn) etc.

And this is definitely amazing, you did an amazing job, I dont have the words for this 👏

logically-asexual

The only problem is when we start replacing actual important stuff like school work for this lol. But it’s so much fun so it’s certainly worth it ♡

ironwoman359

It looks like a yerkes-dodson curve…

theonlyjelly-iwillput-inmybelly

YEETS-DODSON CURVE

born-potty

You know what? Since heterosexual people are called straight, I’m starting a petition for homosexuals to be called curved. All bi folks can be flamberge.

Straight.

Curved.

Flamberge.

I admit I’m not familiar with all the orientations, but feel free to educate me and I’ll try to find something that fits. Be a weapon. Fuck the system.

born-potty

Pansexual people don’t discriminate, as far as I know. So basically they’re all over the place. The first thing that popped into my mind was the urumi, which is a cool ass fucking sword whip and I love it to little pieces.

I didn’t even have to think about asexuals. I’ve been using swords for sexual folks, and asexuals aren’t always into that. They can be, but aren’t always. So, I picked something that hacks and cuts and slices but ain’t a sword. Ace people, you are now axes.

Demiromantic people only fall for people whom they know intimately (I mean really well, you degenerates). So, I picked this thing because it takes a fuckton of practice to get good. Demis, take a bow.

born-potty

Transgender means you are born one thing but identify as another. Well. Sounds like a confusing time, tbh. That reminds me of the pata, which is a gauntlet and sword all rolled into one.

born-potty

Cisgender means that you’re born one thing and stick to it. This is a bamboo stick. You cut a piece of bamboo and then hit things with it. You get what you see, really. We even have a sport/martial art based on the activity.

born-potty

Okay so genderfluid means your gender ain’t fixed and can be anything at any time. That… sounds even more all over the place than pansexuality but hey who cares. You people get the lantern shield (why the Italians made this idk), as it is JUST as all-over-the-place.

born-potty

Intergender means someone whose gender lies between male and female. You get the sidesword, which was a transitional weapon between the regular arming sword and the rapier. Note the development of a complex hilt, which gets cranked up to eleven in rapiers.

Androgyny refers to peeps who are simultaneously masculine and feminine, as far as I can tell. Folks, this is a matchlock rifle combined with an axe. Because it’s badass. So are you.

born-potty

This thing has 100 notes. Why does it have 100 notes. This has no business getting 100 notes.

Dude, I made this silly little thing to help me remember all the different kindsa stuff. I keep forgetting them but the swords help.

Well, I hope this helps y’all choose your D&D weapon, if nothing else.

quotesandbandsugh

If I’m one of your favorite blogs send me “hey loser”

Finding the right plaid for Virgil’s jacket is fricking IMPOSSIBLE, I have to settle for a weird black, grey and purple cris-cross plaid...

#o well

ailurinae

“Alex they’re mushrooms” is the new “Harold they’re lesbians”

qiaolianmm-deactivated20181107

does anyone else remember these

faithtrustandstrangerthings

A R E T H O S E Z H U Z H U P E T S

hurlanachronism

I THOUGHT THIS WAS SOME KIND OF WEIRD COLLECTIVE FEVER DREAM

queen-of-the-arcade-machine

REBLOGGING AGAIN TO SAY THESE WERE MY FUCKING OBSESSION I HAD LOADS OF THEM AND SO MANY OF THE FUCKING SEE THROUGH TUBE HOUSE THINGIES THAT MY PARENTS REFUSED TO BUY ME ANY MORE KSKSKSK

your-average-outcast

THIS IS MY CHILDHOOD IN TINY HAMSTER ROBOTS

thatsthat24

The Mood of the Month 💢

softestvirgil

The biggest mood

your-average-outcast

It was 80 degrees where I l8ve today and somebody got lucky enough to suffer through P.E.

#i was dying

crowsy

Compleated virgil sanders jacket refrence pt. 1 of 2! See last two photos’ correspondent letters for details!

A) there are zippers on the sleeves. I don’t quite know why I felt it necessary to point out this specifically, but I felt like it was hard to see, so ehh.

B) the patch on the back wraps around the side, and into the front of the hoodie from what I can tell

C) there was no c, just pointing out a minor detail.

● On the patch that covers the pocket, the patch originally covers only a portion of the pocket, but I liked it better this way. If you want it to be 100% authentic, then just only cover most of the top half of the pocket. ((Btw, I got the original reference From pintrest. I can not read the name, and the photo cropped poorly, but their signature is in the corner.