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@yourstruly-bree
I donāt mean to hurt him .
But my words always cut him
I try to stop the bleeding
But he fights me using more energy
He tells me let go
He says that itās dead
I hold him weeping
This canāt be what he meant
Laid there covered
I can read each word in every wound
I swear I didnāt mean it
I see I love youās didnāt fix it
I see gifts donāt change anything
Sex didnāt make it better
I couldnāt make it better
You asked me what I hold on for
I need you
But I make it all worse
I need to disappear
I feel your cries
I see your pain
I promise I want to disappear
But Iām afraid of where Iād go
Where I wouldnāt go
What Iād do
What I couldnāt do
I want you to feel better
But i donāt know
Where do I go
How do I disappear
So your life can be yours again
This is my safe place .
Today is my great grandmothers six year anniversary of her death .
Iāve had one more child sheāll never meet and my son doesnāt remember her he was only a few months old .
Last night I relived the moment of her being rolled out of the house to the morgues van in a body bag. Over and over and over again
Today I smoked I wanted to relax my mind
Iām always pulled in different directions
I donāt wanna be pulled anywhere
Iām so tired
Iām not ok
I donāt want the lies .
I donāt want to be needed
I donāt want to be picked on about my fat
Cas newsflash I had a baby
I stare at pills all the time
The news bothers me so much going on rn my personal life has so much going on
I literally envy a girl I knew who died from her illness . I wanted to be in her place .
She got so lucky .
My therapist is gonna have his work cut out for him .
I wish it was post partum depression.
This deeper than that . I donāt hate my baby .
I see love and light purity in her
I see love light and happiness in my son
I look in the mirror and wonder why Iām here .
Dude doesnāt love me
He never has .
Iām like a pity party he tried to save
He letās go knowing Iāll drown
To save me and tell me itās my fault .
Quarantine brings out the demons and mine donāt sleep ļæ¼
NF is my go to rn
Naruto: *starts a running sequence in the forest* Me: OOO theyāre about to explain something i could not infer with my own intelligence lets pay close attention
Kakashi, between 20 second long leaps from one branch to the next: *goes over their mission in painful detail*
Naruto, also defying gravity: What-? I dont understand ttebayo! What does that mean????
Sakura, suddenly getting serious: *explains what Kakashi just said only with more emotional depth*
Naruto, finally touching down on a branch: *frowns off into the distance* Sasukeā¦.
I be forgetting that I can honestly vent here .
Because no one reads this, but itās out in the universe you know ?
Everyday for a week I have practically starved myself . Not on purpose but kinda on purpose . Part of me has really contemplated letting life go more than ever
See I was really crushed this week after a chain of events. Not all of it my fault but the universe has been coming down harddddddd .
See I havenāt been good enough .
Not a good enough person, mother or woman apparently
I got a guy that treats me any kind of way , kid who doesnāt listen and life that thinks I liked being fucked dry and rough.
My self esteem has been shot down like that shit didnāt matter and I honestly canāt take it
I feel like I have no one in my corner so I settle for what little I do get .
I look at myself and Iām disgusted from inside and out .
I wonder how I made it so far
Why I kept going why I kept having kids
Why donāt I have someone to love me when I canāt love myself
What did I do to deserve all this ?
What if it bites me and it dies?
that means youāre poisonous. jesus christ, nate, learn to read.
What if it bites itself and I die?
Itās voodoo.
What if it bites me and someone else dies?
Thatās correlation, not causation.
what if we bite each other and neither of us die
thatās kinky
oh my god
this is still my favorite text post collaboration ever
I havenāt seen this post in like 3 years
ITāS BACK ITāS STILL ACTIVE
Holy shit Iāve only seen this post on it came from Tumblr videos.
OH MY GOD ITS HERE ITS FINALLY ON MY FEED YES
this exists?
Sis, don't text him.
Donāt do it. You know he not going to reply OR heās going to waste your time. Donāt.
I always reblog this around this time because these are ourĀ ālet my stupid ass text this boyā hours. Donāt. He aināt thinking bout you *Beyonce voice*Ā
Do not send that āgood morningā text OR nude to the nigga who aināt texted you back all weekend.
Weāre not texting that nigga āMerry Christmasā EITHER!!!!!
No āHappy New Year, wishing you the bestā texts EITHER!!!
Lol at the āHappy New Yearsā texts I received ,
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and patience
and compromise. and learning.
Giving up pride
^^^
And communicating.
forgiving what exactly?
Forgiving the fact that theyāre people who are working through their past, like you, and will occasionally project their past traumas on you the way you might with them. Forgiving yourself, because growth takes time, and learning to be a pair is more work than just being on your own. Having partners you trust to forgive those moments where you might fall, help you back up and move forward, in my opinion, builds up the trust and love you need for a thriving relationship.
That last comment was beautiful.
Glad they clarified what we should be forgiving
š»this thread
Waiting for @dookiediamonds to call her out for being on this post
@hi-imkingdavid id be beating a dead horse lol she stop posting altogether and nobody cares anymore š¤·šæāāļø for the most part anyway
One thing Iāve learned in life, if you act really self-assured and confident you can pretty much get away with anything.
For example, Iāve watched someone walk on to a plane with no passport. Just walked right on.
Once walked out of a dudeās house with a pair of his pants slung over my shoulder. Did all the usual eye-contact, saying-goodbye movements and noises, just⦠while stealing his pants. He did not notice.Ā
I told my English teacher that she graded my final paper(I did not turn one in) and that she told me it was well written. She scrambled 3 days trying to find the nonexistent paper, then apologized to me for losing it and gave me a 96%. Confidence is key
my dadās mate just walked out of a shop with a canoe and didnāt get questioned
Humans are like bees: if they sense youāre an intruder all hell will break loose, but if you get inside the hive they just assume you belong there. Be confident.
Bee confident
I got a job by calling a company and saying that i was calling back to set up a time for my interview. When they said they couldnāt find my resume, in said thatās fine, Iāll bring an extra copy with me tomorrow in case you canāt find it. What time would you like me to come in, Iām free at 1pm? I was told the person didnāt work tomorrow and they didnāt know if the other HR person was open, I said thatās fine, Iāll call back after double check my schedule for next week.
The next day, I showed up at 1pm with resume in hand, told them I was there for my 1p appointment and of course was told that the person I talked to wasnāt there. So I just said thatās fine, I donāt mind if the other person in HR interviews me, and if they need, I can wait for a while. I donāt have any other interviews today.
So of course the other person shows up and says they didnāt have a note about an appointment and they canāt even find a copy of my resume and would I like to reschedule? I just handed them a copy of my resume and told them todayās fine, lead the way.
And they did. They read my resume as they walked back to the office to interview me, told me I looked a little overqualified, and said yes, but this is where I want to work. Ground floor on a company about to blow up? Hell yes.
So we got through the interview process and he said that they werenāt actually hiring until next week, but that I was in. So I handed him my id and social security card and said great, letās fill the paperwork out now, one thing less to worry about later. So he did. Once the papers were signed I pointed to the number of people in the tech support queue and offered to jump in even though I didnāt have any log in creds, and was told they do four hours of shadowing for anyone before they answer calls, so I offered to get that out of the way too, if of course it wasnāt a hassle to get me in the system.
He set me up to shadow a tech, and by the time I left I had four hours on the clock. The next day I literally showed up to work for 8 hours. For the first two weeks I didnāt have a schedule. It wasnāt until they hired the next batch of people they realized I was just coming and going as I pleased.
So, they gave me a schedule, and I showed up to work an hour early and stayed an hour late for a year and a half before they asked me to curb my overtime, and it was only because I had gotten so many raises that the accounting people realized that I was getting a LOT more money than other employees.
(To be fair, I had been promoted twice)
Anyhow, thatās the story of how I got hired at the best job I ever had. Maybe sometime Iāll tell the story of how I gave myself the third promotion.
If youāre black, and still active on this mf I need you to reblog this so we can keep the community close.
Tumblr, I want that nasty black porn back
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Itās wild the way my week has unfolded.
Itās a bitch working through depression, especially when more depressing shit keeps coming about
And then you realize this week has been all your fault and now you wonder if everything unfolding was bound to happen eventually .
Fuck.